u guys r never gonna believe this!!!!! guess what???????? saw Bethany Joy Lenz today!!!!! i dun think she's that famous yet.. maybe nxt yr.. she's got an album coming out.. she acts as "Haley" in One Tree Hill.. go google it up if noone knows who i'm talking abt... lol... anyway.. my aunt owns a shop that sells wedding gowns.. n Joy's went there to try on her gown today.. close n up front man!!!!!!!!!!! shook hands with her.. chat with her.. took photos with her.. lol.. fun fun fun!!! ;) guess my trip here is worthwhile after all.. ^_^v

watched Narnia as well today.. my bro watched Geisha.. first time in my life that i've watched a movie in a cinema alone.. =S=S haha.. thought it was alright la.. but i think it was quite lame as well.. i mean the prophecy was that 4 of them would save Narnia.. but then......... they didn't even do anything.......... =.=" maybe Peter fought quite a little.................. but at the end of the day.. Azlan killed the witch what..... hahahaha.... Susan just shot 1 arrow.. eeerrrrrr..... n the rest didn't even kill anyone.. hhmm...... King Kong much better........ my opinion la ha.... hehe....

n oh.. i'll be receiving my laptop tomolo... yay!!! n mite be going snowboarding.. or skiing... depends on which one i choose... but it'll definitely be snowboarding!!!!!!! rock on..... that is IF we're goin..

MERRY BELATED XMAS!!!!!!!!! lol... a lil late.. i know.. but oh well.. been busy the past 3 days.. first it was Christmas Eve.. then Christmas day itself.. then boxing day.. where do i start??? hhhhmmm.. christmas eve of coz... haha.. going crazzyyy...

December 24th
left my aunt's home at abt 3pm.. her friend's house was quite near n not forgettin to mention... BBBBBIIIIIIIGGGGG!!!!!!! but i still prefer my old house though.. lol!!!!! wouldn't u guys agree???? just nod.. ^_^..well at first it started off REAL boring.. didn't know anyone there.. n the kids were like only 14 years old or younger.. so it was just my bro n i.. it all kinda changed when we were hving our meal.. i was sitting together with Michael.. my uncle's youngest bro.. he just finished studying uni.. i think... hehe.. then we were talking la.. in english i mite add.. the kids knew him n seemed to stick with him quite a lot.. they kept on making fun of my accent u know!!! lol!!! it was pretty funny.. keep saying i got british accent.. but i dun!! only some words maybe la.. then they started calling me "The Brit" n i started calling them "The Americans".. hahaha.. then we all played Uno la.. really fun.. different rules though.. they had this small machine that discards the cards out.. it sometimes discards some cards out n sometimes doesn't.. depending on ur luck.. then played Mahjong.. sucked at it!!!!! so long no play rusty lo.. my reflex so slow la.. keep forgetting to "pong".. hahaha.. n what more did i do?? nothing much la.. watched movie.. play.. eat, eat, eat n eat.... lolz..!!! so full la!!!! i actually felt like my stomach was gonna explode.. we left 5 min before midnite.. so guess what?? we spent xmas on the car.. hahahaha..

December 25th
Christmas!!!!! ^_^.. woke up quite late la.. 10 something or 11 like that.. haha.. i started off the day with something very interesting.. walked into the toilet where my uncle's mother was sitting on the loo comfortably reading the newspaper!!! what's it with taiwan or china ppl n not locking the toilet doors???? =S=S=S the other day.. i saw Michael changed as well.. luckily he was just zipping his jeans!!! hahaha.. then had breakfast.. played ps2 with Mike n Geo.. had to wait for my bro to wake up before we could open up our presents.. it was so cool la!! first time in my life that i needed to find my presents on n under the Christmas tree!!!!! got quite a lot of gifts.. i think this yr is the yr that i've received the most presents in my life!!! then we all played Taboo.. really fun game!!! u hv to let ur own team members guess the word on the card by describing it without using the hintwords on the card.. quite a challenge.. n real funny! then it was time to get changed n go to the cinema!!! At last.. watched King Kong! really a nice movie.. even my grandma thought so too!!! she didn't even fall alseep in this one! some parts were quite jumpy.. n especially the insects!!!! my god!!! it was so damn, freaking gross!!!!!!!!! u guys should know how much i hate n can't stand insects la..!!!!!! n the insects were so HUGE inside the movie.. eeeeeeeeeeee..... i nearly screamed.. but was so grossed out by it.. only managed to squeak.. LOL!!!! n towards the end.. cried like shit.. haha.. really liked Adrien Brody in the movie.. willing to risk his life to save Naomi Watson.. lol.. i dun remember their names in the movie.. now this is my kinda dream guy.. although nothing as tragic might happen.. but at least willing to put aside his things n support me in all kinda ways... n maybe look like Daniel Wu or Edison.. *moving on to Krystal's Dreamland*.. lol.. anyway.. swiftly moving on..

December 26th
Boxing Day.. i think it is actually on this day that we open our presents.. if not it wouldn't be called "boxing day" now would it? anyway.. woke up awfully early.. just bcoz............ there r MASSIVE after christmas sales wherever we go today!!!!!!!!!! my aunt was really impressed!! hahaha.. but even though.. i didn't buy anything.. except... a pair of boxer pants.. lol!!!!! i wanted to steal my bro's.. but then he didn't wanna gimme!!! oh well.. went to Saks Fifth Avenue (a really high class store).. saw a jacket up to USD$1500... i mean what the?? even after 50% discount... eerrr... =__=".. who can be so rich to buy such an expensive item??? i could even buy a laptop with that amount of money... n oh... I BOUGHT A LAPTOP LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahaha!!!!! at long last.. but in the expense of an i-pod.. oh well.. u gain some u lose some.. bought it early this morning.. but then i still hv to wait to get it shipped over here.. should be receiving it before the yr ends.. *keep fingers crossed*

that's abt it la.. blog too long liao lo.. hahahahahaha... hope u guys had a gd christmas!!!!

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! it's only 11.06am.. n guess what?? my grandma helped made it my day.. woke up at 9 something.. alright.. 9.50 to be exact.. but that's already early to me.. at least it's earlier than a few days before where i woke up at like 11 or 12.. n yet i still get told off by her.. my bro came down later than me.. n she didn't say anything at all.. nvm.. before my bro came in.. my gran n i were talking abt me moving into her room for the timebeing as my uncle's mum n bro will be coming from Seattle for Xmas.. so i said i wanted to move into my bro's room la.. i mean obviously i'd be sleeping n waking up loads later than her.. i dun want to wake her up when i go to bed.. n neither do i want to get woken up when she wakes up at 5am.. n that's when she started telling me off n stuff!!!! GGGGRRRRRRR!!! sooooo pissed!!!!! n i was eating my breakfast while standing up mar.. n she called me bodoh (bodoh means stupid in malay) oh!!!! diu!!! she said.. got table also dun use.. y does she hv to be so harsh on me??? =(=(=( then i found out that my uncle's bro will be sharing a room with my bro.. i didn't know that at first mar.. she could've told me that before.. n she said.. "3 of u wanna sleep together ar.. how to sleep oh??" eeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've never gotten along well with her in my life.. honestly.. when i'm back home in brunei as well.. that's y when my mum told me that she's coming over to portland as well.. i straight away thought.. i'm dead!! haha.. i started praying that such a day wouldn't come.. but guess what??? it still came.. i didn't even do anything wrong.. =S=S so sad...... she's the very traditional kind that likes boys more than girls.. heavy boy light girl (in chinese) lol!!!! even when we go out for meals in restaurants n she wants to go to the toilet.. i offer to bring her la.. help her mar.. n guess what she says?? "i can go myself.." or whenever i wanna help her take some food.. she also says i can do it myself.. hate it!!!!!!!!!! +_+

lolxxx!!!!! last nite was really one fun nite!!!! stuck at home too bored.. was watching nba basketball on tv.. rockets vs lakers (my fav team.. mainly influence by Shuie.. lolz!).. i hvn't seen them played in a LLLLOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG while n didn't bother to keep up with their news.. haha.. just one yr in UK n i've lost track of so much bball.. but then i didn't know so much changed!!!! it's like only Kobe's left in the team.. the rest.. eeerrr... dunno traded to where.. like Fisher la.. n... hahahhaa... forgot their names.. now my fav team change to ex fav team.. lol.. everything is just so different from last time.. Yao Ming was injured though.. so didn't play.. McGrady was cool last nite.. but then just watched till halfway.. my uncle wanted to play Karaoke Revolution on ps2.. lolz!!! so funny la!!!!! ate my bro's bday cake in between.. then after my grandma couldn't stand us n went to bed.. hahaha!!! then tired of singing.. we changed to dancing.. lolz!!!!!!!! now this is the highlight of the nite!! haha.. we started off easy.. like one step left.. one step right.. 1 up.. 1 down.. but then.. heh heh.. we pushed it a lvl higher.. omg.. it was raining arrows!!!! hahaha.. especially those cool songs le.. quite a few times the doors closed on us.. failed to clear the stage.. haha.. at one time my bro started dancing frantically round in circles.. like red indians doing rain dance.. but my aunt was really gd at it though.. haha.. dunno how she does it.. my uncle was like a robot.. he was basically stomping!! can hear loud *bong bong bong*.. lolz...

anyway.. swiftly moving on.. didn't do much today la.. my aunt brought me n my bro to downtown.. there's a different feeling shopping here.. maybe bcoz of the tall buildings.. but then i dun really like shopping here.. dunno how to describe it.. maybe different tastes kua.. n it's so expensive!!!!.. =__=".. just dun like it la.. so dun blame me if i dun buy any presents back to the UK... brunei ppl.. forget it la har... =P=P.. none for u guyz!!! muahahahaha!!!

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! mwaks! hahahahaha....

it's snowing!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. happy happy!!! piling up till very thick.. everywhere we went were like all white.. the ground full of snow.. n plus VERY strong wind!!!!!!!! the snow on the roads were like being blown like sand in the desert.. swirl here swirl there.. so cool la.. or even like waves in the ocean.. but too strong wind is not gd la.. like yesterday.. my uncle brought me n my bro up to a mountain.. just sight-seeing la.. when we parked.. we could feel the car was shaking like a cradle.. n when we opened the door.. the wind just blew it open.. luckily the door didn't break ah.. n struggled to close the door too. couldn't even stand still while taking pics.. hahaha.. luckily my grandma stayed in the car.. oh.. n i saw a frozen waterfall.. so cool la!!! hahaha.. anyway.. seems like we're gonna hv a white christmas.. *keep fingers crossed*.. can make snowman.. snowball fights.. cool!!!!!!! n my bro was like.. "i hv a white birthday.." stupid!!!

~~~~~~~~~ frozen waterfall.. dunno whether obvious or not

today we just went out for lunch.. had dim sum n some noodles.. my bro's bday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KO!!! ^_^ sorry no presents for u.. lolz..
so at least hv some noodles.. issit a tradition to hv noodles on birthdays?? dunno.. haha.. anyway.. we couldn't do much as it started snowing halfway through our meal.. wanted to go shopping in an adidas outlet.. got up to 30% discount.. but then my uncle wanted to play safe.. so instead we just returned home straight after.. difficult to drive in the snow.. luckily my uncle changed the car's tyres yesterday!!! n the weather forecast said that it was going to hail.. mini hail though.. they call it freezing rain here.. not exactly hail.. but yeah..

nothing much liao la.. we all stuck at home now.. we r supposedly advised to stay at home.. but hv had fun with my bro these 2 days.. can't stop laughing la when we r together.. got scolded a few times by my grandma.. like last nite's dinner.. my bro said something in japanese.. n i was like.. "what????".. n he said something in japanese once more but in a very funny tone.. that just triggered it.. my popo was like.. dun talk at meal times!!!.. eerr.. anyways.. n one more very funny thing.. we keep blocking the toilets!!!! hahaha.. shit too big!!! lolz!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm laughing my ass off at the moment.. he had to pump his every time he shit!!! hahaha.. n my grandma was like.. i've never blocked a toilet in my life..... hahahaa.... okokok.. i gtg now.. got Happy Sunday on tv.. going to laugh till stomachache again.. ciao!

since we're at photos.. i tot i mite as well just upload a little more..

had a boarder's christmas meal on the 5th dec.. the meal sucked i can say.. as in the food.. but everything else was alright.. ken n i both had to give a speech.. we were so nervous la.. but was able to pull it off.. u hv no idea how proud i was of him that nite!!!!!! nearly held a banner up in the air saying "Go KanKan!~~".. lolz!!!! his speech was gd even though he did it last min.. mine was crap as mine was even more last min.. all i said were thank you's... sighz... but we got praised though.. that's one thing i'm happy abt.. hehehehe.. after the meal.. we had games la.. a lot of incidents happened to me that nite man! i got ELBOWED in the head.. it was so freaking painful i actually had tears in my eyes.. anyway... then.. got someone look up my skirt tim.. eeerrr... =.=... hahaha.. anyway.. not important.. the important thing is that i enjoyed that nite la.. although nothing special happened.. just had a special feeling.. maybe bcoz i was able to present a speech together with someone i'm in a relationship with.. hehehe.. =)=)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the green n red hair clips were found inside the crackers we pulled... angel said i look like a christmas tree... -.-

~~~~~~~~btw... took this pic after i got elbowed.. that's y i look a lil distant.. lol````

went shopping these 2 days.. hehe.. my aunt brought me, my bro n my grandma out after she came back from work.. which is like after 5 pm.. the weather here similar to uk la.. no snow here.. but quite cold.. like -1 or -2 degrees like that.. but le.. even though go shopping.. didn't buy anything.. too expensive la things here.. all branded stuff.. =S=S=S one thing really gd is that the sales ppl here really gd man... wherever u go.. they ask: "how r u doing today?"... "u find everything alright?" "do u need help?"... n then when u go ah.. "hv a nice evening!".. just really polite man.. now this is what i call gd customer service!!! ^_^v but not used to it man.. then the american accent so strong.. i dun even understand what they r talking abt sometimes.. need 2 seconds to process.. lol!!!!

was supposed to go to a restaurant called The Cheesecake Factory today.. but then had to wait for 3 hrs.. waited for 1 hr already.. but my grandma was showing us faces already.. we went to another restaurant nearby.. called Cucina Cucina.. it's italian.. really nice.. n really expensive.. hehehe.. so damn full!!!!!! hahaha.. fat lo......... then just now ate a slice of cheesecake my aunt bought from the cheesecake factory.. wah.. nice.. yummy in my tummy! hahaha...

~~~~~~~me.. my cute grandma.. n my bro..

~~~~~~~~~~~~me n my bro..

arrived in portland la..!!!! at long last..!!! missed our first flight.. all thanks to my bro.. we were lucky to hv gotten on the next flight.. everything else turned out alright after that.. flight from chicago to portland got delayed a few hrs.. so didn't reach here till like 1am. had a gd nite's sleep.. wah.. my aunt's house so nice la!!! really cozy.. n the room she put me in... the bed is so so so damn comfy man.. my dream bed.. thick thick duvet.. thick thick pillows.. hahahaa... my bro's like: "let's exchange!!!".. coz he's sleeping on an air bed in the attic.. aawwww...

It's Kankan's bday la!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love u!!!!! *mwaks*

hv fun in aberdeen!!!!
miss u loads!!!
take care!!!!!!!!

oh... just tot i'd let u guys hv a look at our pic.... ^_^v

*stares into empty space... speechless* another fallen out with ken.. =.= u know what.. i dun think we're gd for each other.. we dun seem to know what each other wants.. u just seem like u dun care abt me at all. dunno la.. i dun wanna say anything i'll regret later.. when someone's angry.. they say awful things but they dun really mean it.. so yeah.. i'm just really disappointed that's all.. today's gone by terribly.. firstly i dun feel well.. secondly skool pressure.. thirdly.. my skool's got some kinda electricity crisis. one important cable is overheating n we keep getting frequent power cuts. quite fun though.. get a day off skool tomolo. =) n the last thing i need is to hv a fallen out with u.. y do i always hv to be the one to comfort u???

look on the brightside.. i'm off to portland next wednesday!! woo hoo!!! can't wait! ^_^v that reminds me.. i really need to buy my coach ticket soon. running outta time already.. still need to get my bro his bday present.. dunno what to buy.. =S no $$$$ also.. hahahahaha.. i've got loads of stuff that i wanna buy for myself... hehe..

nothing much la.. no mood to blog anyway.. kerlian la me... =(