for the first time.. all 4 of us (except Tony) sat together in the library using the comp. haha.. just thought it'd be something i'd like to remember.. lolz! oh well.. mr & mrs smith was damn boring. actually it wasn't that bad la.. but it was worse than i expected. still prefer batman!! :D:D

then didn't do much on sunday.. spent most of my time sleeping. then Angel broke up with her bf (but now back together again).. so i spent a lot of my time comforting her. one thing i really admire abt her is that she really loves Kelvin. she cried for him for hrs.. really.. hrs!!!! luckily natasha wasn't in last night.. so i spent the night with Angel in her dorm but sleeping on Natasha's bed.. i really takut now that i got kutu lo!!! hahaha.. coz a few times b4 my frens saw something jumping on her hair.. then on friday during maths lesson.. i saw a small spider crawling on her hair!!! gosh....... so scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh well.. this is what i do for frens liao one la.. hv to sacrifice! touching or not? haha..

received one awfully gd news today. i'm going home a few days earlier now!!!!!!!!! woo hoo!!!! dun wanna say when yet... later those ppl who read my blog will find out then no more surprise lu... ;) so watch out u ppl.. krystal may just suddenly pop up in front of u all.. u never know... be prepared! *muahahaha*

not much la.. i'm totally not in working mode these few weeks after AS exams. got loads of hwk that need to be handed in tomorrow. dunno whether i can finish or not tonight.. no mood to do wah.. n plus i missed an Andy Roddick match today.. hope he'll win!! add oil!! >peace out<

this week's been quite boring so far.. back to the typical school life.. but i've been really lazy lately. it's like after my exams.. whatever teachers r teaching now r of no importance at all.. hahaha.. not gd not gd! but i've still managed to get work done n handed in! ;) skived off loads of lessons these 2 weeks (which i've never done b4).. mainly just to watch Wimbledon. haha.. so sad that Tim Henman lost! this country really puts a lot of pressure on him.. poor guy.. but he did his best! then now can focus on my Andy Roddick liao.. WOO HOO!!! lalala... hope he can win the championships this time round. hehe..

quite a lot of stuff has been going on in the boarding house. as it's the end of the academic yr.. a lot of ppl r leaving, especially 5th yrs n upper sixth. we've been writing in books which will be given to them. i think it's quite cool actually. n there's been this head girl election thing going on. i definitely wanna be one.. but there's just too much competition. n plus i dun think i'll be able to cope. oh well.. maybe deputy head would do for me. i dun aim too high u know! ;) hehe.. wish me luck oh! i have to fill in this head girl form that has so many freaking questions like.. "why do u wanna be head girl?" it's like u have to be so full of urself to fill in this form.. i dunno what to write lagi.. the worst is that got interview lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =S

one good news though.. my roommate will be leaving next week!!! MUAHAHAHAHA.. this i really can't wait. omg.. hope next week will just fly by.. n bye bye fucking bitch! ^_^ but then a 4th yr girl will move in. She's called Charlotte. I really like this girl. so i'm looking forward to it. so is she.. she kept telling my roommate to move out faster coz she wanted to move in. n whenever she see's me.. she'll say "hi my new partner!" or something like that.. so cute! hahaha.. but this is meant to be a punishment for her. coz the whole boarding house just can't stand the whole 4th yrs. so they r to be separated.. other 2 of her frens will be sharing with Carolyn n Sonia. haha... hope we'll enjoy it!

i might be going to the cinema again this afternoon. haven't decided on what movie yet.. either Mr n Mrs Smith or Sin City. hhhmmm.... i know mr n mrs smith is damn good.. but angel has already watched it mah.. or else we'll have to split up to watch movies. sigh.. dunno la.. most probably gonna watch sin city lo.. oh well.. nothing much from me liao la.. *nano-nano*

Saturday turned out to be a great deal of fun. to me at least.. i dunno whether my frens enjoyed it or not, but i m just really grateful that they even took out their time n spent it with me. they may not know how much it means to me.. but it does. i've never celebrated my bday with my frens in yrs!!! not that i'm complaining or anything.. but noone remembers my bday back home. maybe some do.. but we dun go out celebrate nor do they give me presents or anything at all. i was always jealous of those ppl who get wet on their bdays in skool. i still remember how fun it was splashing water onto ppl.. but not even once did i get wet even though my bday was on a skool day.. *sob sob*

we left the boarding house at 1.05pm like that I think. Haha.. I remember the time coz we had to sign out.Arrived Harrogate at abt 2 something coz we missed 1 bus. Then we went tothe cinema to buy tickets first. We watched Batman Begins. Really nice! Atleast I enjoyed the movie.. it’s been a long long while since I’ve enjoyeda movie. Wah.. batman.. quite liang zai le!!!! Hahaha.. the body.. wah sai..so muscular.. I like! Haha.. :P the food n drinks we bought for the movie were finished before the movie even started. Lolz! That’s typical huh? The advertisements were like half an hr long! I sit until my butt also hurt ah by the end of the movie. oh well.. didn’t do much la.. just go shopping..watch movie.. eat at Pizza Hut.. coz the rest of the restaurants TOO TOO expensive liao. also long time no eat in Pizza Hut. I bought a top n a jacket n a intertwined black n whiteband that is for charity to help stop racism or something. i really like that band.. so yeah.. hahaha :P took loads of pictures..

Then I went to Lightwater Valley on sunday. It was awesome!!! although it was a mini theme park, I had a great time. Haha.. took loads of pics too.. went on so many rides.. n at the end of the day.. I felt really really sick!! when we were on our way back.. the taxi driver was driving on a road that was freaking narrow that couldn't fit 2 cars passing each other n there were tall grasses n bushes beside. he seemed to be going round in circles. we were of coz suspicious la.. like being kidnapped or something. wanted to call the police tim. but in the end still got back safe n sound la.. haha.. gd adventure! Then when i reached the boarding house, the cook didn't want to cook woh. we only had salad for tea! my gosh! who would only eat salad for dinner? gila babi meh? then a few of us made cheese toastie(of coz including me). After tea I watched the HP3 movie with a few gals in the boarding house.. then White Noise. but didn't bother to finish it. Haha.. so many things happen la this week. Very very very the eventful. It’s like I’m celebrating my bday the whole week to repay the lost celebrations. COOLNESS! rofl!!

n MY GOD!!!!!!!! The weather here hot until.. mahu mati liao ah.. n a few days ago I was like “hhmm.. I can’t remember how the weather in brunei is like liao oh. I dunno how it feels like being in an air-conditioned room�. Coz it was freakin cold for the past few days. U can say I’ve jinxed it la..haha.. now I kinda now how hot Brunei is liao la.. of coz hotter than this place.. n a lot of shops got air-con on liao.. so I also know how it feels like already.. So comfortable!! *aaaahhh* stupid oh me? blehz =P

this is just abt it. n it's Jian's bday on wednesday. Another shoutout to my dearest fren.. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CYJ!!! ;) old liao lu ppl.. haha.. but that's part of life isn't it? ;)

it's my first time coming to the library in the morning.. actually.. i prefer it this way.. not much ppl using the computer.. so dun have to worry whether got space for me or not. hehe.. well.. it was my b'day on wednesday. at midnite angel n sonia came into my room n wished me a happy b'day. i was like shocked to see them.. coz i've already off my light in my bedroom. when they came in.. i thought they were ghosts!!! lolz! then in the morning, during breakfast everybody sang me a b'day song. it was sweet of them. didn't do much on that day though.. it was a typical skool day.. even more boring i might add.. but i never knew so many remembered. everywhere i walk to.. my frens will wish me a happy b'day. haha.. so cool!!!

then till last night.. i went to Susan's. i think she's quite well-off actually. her house is quite new n all her stuff at home r quite hi-tech. really cool!! it's really nice of her to throw a party for me. i really enjoyed my time over there. reached her house at abt 6.30pm. straight away gave me a bottle of Smirnoff(i dunno whether it's spelt like this.. but got vodka one). i turned red instantly.. one thing abt me.. i cannot drink alcohol one oh.. go red after a sip. not funny! :S n Sonia was wearing an halter-neck shirt inside and a sleeveless shirt outside.. but then she saw everyone was like wearing spaghetti strap tops then she immediately took off hersleeveless shirt to “expose� her body as well woh.. *speechless* then when we were chatting.. she tried to chip in every experience of hers which obviously no one was interested coz they didn’t respond. HAHAHAHA!!!! I’m so bad huh? we just ate pizza.. crisps.. cake.. went to a park near her house.. danced abt in the living room.. shake here shake there. i seriously felt sick. not only was i too full.. but i kinda drank quite a lot. took a couple of pictures too. can't wait to get them developed.

i'll be going to Harrogate today with Angel, Sonia, Tony n Ken. we'll be watching Batman Begins i think. then go shopping.. go makan. haha.. n then tomolo go Lightwater Valley which is a themepark with the boarding house. I can say this week is really a fun n eventful week for me. got loads of events to help me celebrate my b'day.. bong oh!!! haha.. oh well.. i haven't been celebrating my b'day in a long long while so i guess i deserve this fun!! ;) when i leave brunei liao.. then my frens remember my b'day.. how sad is it? haha.. just joking! but at least they remember!!! thanks u guys!! those who sent msg to me as well as testimonials!!!! really glad that u guys remember this time round! luv u all.. can't wait to get back home!! *mwaks*

first day of my A2 course today! hehe.. i'm an upper sixth now. woo hoo.. which means.... exams r also all over!!!!!!!!!!! wheeee!!! oh well.. today was the most boring skool day ever! just had double chemistry today n that was it! that's y i have time to go to town library.. i was supposed to have physics but the freaking teacher shooed me outta his lessons. he said that since i'll be dropping the subject.. i'm not allowed to go to physics lessons. n i was like so pissed!! ARGH! imagine being shooed by ur teacher... my god! then at lunch time.. i was just looking at news on the BBC website.. n this old n ugly grumpy teacher, Mrs Blackburn, came up to check on the students coz some students do misuse the computers.. then she told me off for looking at news!! WTF!?? it was NEWS.. she said it had to be work related.. i was really pissed that time.. wanted to shout at her.. but then decided not to.. wouldn't want to get myself into trouble now, would i? but then.. i've decided to complain abt it.. haven't found the right person to complain to yet.. but she better watch out (like i'll be real harm to her..lolz)

some good news though.. saw Lewis last Tuesday.. 7th i think.. it was such a lovely day.. warm and sunny.. never knew i'd get such good weather like this in ripon.. hehe.. anywayz.. i was in my room back in the boarding house.. so i saw him through my window at lunch break. he was playing outside in the field.. sitting there under the sun with a bunch of his friends. haha.. it was funny in a way though. it was really perfect for an outing but i had to stay in to revise (had chemistry exam the next day) although i couldn't concentrate at that time. lalala...

finished my exams on friday morning.. had physics on that day which was a total disaster! n i called back home straight away just to celebrate.. :) didn't have much to do last week except watching the Stella Artois Championships. Kept watching Andy Roddick play almost everyday n beat every opponent of his! glad he won.. he won the championships 3 times in a row.. way to go Andy!! lolz.. i think he's like the most good-looking player ever!! aaawwww!!! *day dreams* i was practically shouting at the tv.. haha.. n Natasha kept on saying that i was going nuts. but then i really enjoyed watching him play.. only watched him play a few times when i was back in brunei... hehe..

been watching a HK series called "Lou Po Dai Yan" with Sonia these few days. very touching series indeed.. u could keep track of the number of times i've cried.. it's like which episode we've watched till=the number of times i've cried or even more! kept watching till like 3am each day during the weekend. really crazy..

i went to this play on saturday night. which i thought was quite crap actually.. but there were some funny bits though especially to the end.. didn't quite understand what the play was all abt.. it was just abt this random thing i guess.. but it was a gd experience.. n 2 of my frens went "hottie hunting".. lolz!

then last night.. for the first time in my stay here.. i really enjoyed it.. most of the girls were in the tv room. we were watching big brother together which was totally hilarious last night. then after that was Creepy Falls. Quite scary.. we were all screaming at the top of our lungs. I had to cover my ears.. haha.. one was hiding behind another coz they were just too scared. but then we slowly got shooed off to bed. then everyone was making such a big deal out of it. noone dared to sleep alone nor go to the toilet.. so my roommate went to sleep in the 5ht year dorm n Natasha came to sleep in my room coz Angel wasn't in. I was like the brave one last night.. accompanied everyone to where they wanted to go.. Marianna even told me to check the last toilet to see whether there was anyone in there! haha.. ;) cool ei.. i used to always be the chicken. so it's a change for once. the movie was recorded down though.. so we continued watching this afternoon... quite cool movie. the guy inside also quite liang zai! XDXD

Sonia will be handing over her laptop to me these few days.. i hope! haha.. get to re-watch a Korean series called Full House.. which is totally excellent!!! highly recommended by me Krystal Foo! really.. love it to pieces.. it's funny n it's touching.. a combination of every emotion. haha.. cool!!! so hopefully everything will go well this week. hope it'll be as evenful as last week (although it was quite boring at time).

it's May Ang's birthday today.. so Happy birthday to you.. n it'll be mine soon!!! it's this wednesday.. let me wish myself a Happy 17th Birthday first! haha.. another year older liao la.. Susan's helping me organise something this weekend. hope it's gonna be a good one. normally nobody help me celebrate one back home.. =(=( planning to go watch a movie with Ken, Tony, Angel n Sonia. Dunno what to watch yet.. but there'll be another boarding house activity this Saturday. Going to Lightwater Valley which is a theme park. looking forward to it.. hehe.. anywayz.. till next time. *nano-nano*

p/s: glad to know that u guyz r still counting down! ;)

omg.. omg.. omg!!! CREEEPPYY!!! hahaha... i was just surfin n looking round friendster coz i can't concentrate on my physics.. guess what? de javu! i clicked on jian just to see whether he accepted my testi already or not.. but he hasn't been online yet.. so obviously not yet accept.. then i clicked on his frens just to look around.. haha.. then kali kali.... i see this name "Takashi". then i thought.. japanese meh? click on it....... MY GOD!!!!! guess who it was? Lau Ngi Pheng! my ex ex ex.. haha.. so long time never see him up close.. n his pic so big pop up in front of my face! gave me goosebumps ah! haha.. then i was like wanna add him or not le? hhmm..... but then decided not to.. later he'll think... eeeee.. this gal ah.. haha.. =S

well.. today's my last day at my bro's. dunno when i'll be visiting him again coz the next hols is summer hols already. i'll be going straight to the airport instead of coming to his place. but dunno yet la.. not yet plan my journey to Heathrow Airport yet. n i'll be going back to RGS tomolo. :'( sad sad.. got business studies exam on monday. +_+ very nervous actually.. hope i can get good grades this time round. praying hard for myself. hehe.. ^_^

this yr has gone by really quickly. in just 6 weeks.. i'll be back home! woo hoo!!!! JD is helping me countdown.. haha.. he said one la.. but i doubt he'll remember.. hv to buy books for both qin n JD. my bag's gonna be damn heavy especially the books r so thick!!! hv to charge them handling fees ah. lolz..

been adding testimonials to a couple of my frens in frenster. dun wanna study.. there's really a problem with me.. i've really got no motivation to revise. how??? exams r just in 2 days (or less)! better put my act together.. dun wanna flunk my exams now do i? sighz.. kambateh!

7.50pm
guess today's not my day.. i've been in the learning grid for over 2 hrs now.. n i've not made much progress with physics. :S:S i dunno what's wrong with me today.. just feel really down n depressed. =\ cannot concentrate ah.. n i forgot to bring my bobble.. cannot tie my hair up.. feel so messy n uncomfortable.. no mood to work.

woke up at abt half one today.. online then chat for quite a long time actually. went to the PO n helped my bro send his mail at around 2-ish. continued chatting.. then i chat with CCM, viewing webcam n he was shirtless la.. so damn skinny.. haha.. but what pissed me off was that he kept telling me to wear bikini let him see. i said i dun hv one.. then he say nvm.. wear bra only!!! i tell him dun be hamsap.. he say he wants ah.. what can i do? just straight away offline ah me.. ARGH!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME LATELY!!!! meet all these fucking hamsap lou.. sighz.. then when my bro came back from work.. he took over the comp n terus shooed me outta his room n told me to come to the learning grid. n worst of all.. asked me y i put make up on? huh? like duh.. i'm 17 years old.. time to put a little make up on liao la. n furthermore.. it's not makeup.. it's just eyeliner! makeup is when u put lipstick on n the whole face is covered with whatever that powder thing is called. mine is only an eyeliner. it's not that freaking bad kua? GOSH! so sad.. oh well...

one good thing though.. i told qin that there were no liang zai in the library (aka learning grid).. then when i came yesterday.. wah lan... so many!! not really many la.. but quite a few.. see also drooling ah.. haha.. guess i jinxed it in a good way. haha.. ;) then.. today no liang zai liao...

9.10pm
wait.. i take that back... just now i saw that blonde hair liang zai again! haha.. he was coming in while i was going out to buy a bar of chocolate from the vending machine. then after half an hr i think.. he was abt to leave the learning grid.. so i quickly got outta my seat n went out too. but i went to the toilet la ha..... then............ while i was sitting comfortably on the loo.. hehehe... dun comment on this.. the lights inside the toilet went out lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i was thinking... omg omg... got killer after me! surely when i open the door.. there'll be a guy there to grab me by the neck or something. oh well.. but then when i stood up.. the lights went on again. guess i watched too much movies huh?

then i tried to call angel just now.. needed someone to talk to. thought i might feel better that way.. but she didn't answer my call. oh well.. that's y i've come to a conclusion that today's really not my day. so black ah today!!! =( haha.. dunno what i did to deserve a life like this.. :'(

MA PUKIMAK!!! just now i chatted with whatever-his-name-is-guy. PISSED ME OFF!!!! we were chatting alright until he asked me whether or not i was a virgin. What the hell does he wanna know that for? It's none of his business anywayz! Then chat chat la.. then say angmo like having sex woh... n say in big cities noone likes a virgin girl n even if u r.. all the guys will f*** u until no one is. so i was like i'm not interested.. n he said i knew u wouldn't be interested.. so what's the point in typing all those shit out? then he say if u dun wanna know then dun read what i type lo... i told him.. what's the point in chatting if i dun read what u type? so he said dun chat la.. n i was like.. dun chat then dun la.. like i care.. then he told me to jerk off woh!!!! AM DIAO!! but civilised ppl like me just blocked n deleted his contact although how badly i wanted to say "FUCK U!!" before doing that.. there.. feel much better already.. anyway, swiftly moving on...

a few days left to exams liao lu.. revising relatively hard but got lots of distractions here like maplestory la.. msn la..etc. so in short.. my progress very the lambat. can't really fully concentrate lo.. have to speed up lo krystall foo!

i've been up till 3 or 4 am these few days coz i teman my bro do his work in the computer room in WBS building. then while leaving the building at the door... my bro stepped on my jeans n ripped it! lol... i never knew such things could happen. haha.. luckily just only the bottom part la.. oh well.. have to think up of a design to cover up the ripped part.. go back brunei then do la.. :D:D hehe..

nothing much from me liao la.. have to concentrate on my revision liao. *nano-nano*