half term coming to an end.. going back to skool 2moro.. no particular feelings towards it.. haha.. just going back to skool.. continuing what i've done for the past yr n a half.. didn't do much work this half term.. dead.. just been online everyday.. lolx.. n this gave me a chance to really catch up with u all.. so funny la everyone.. hv been laughing till my stomach hurts..

it's just like.. after everyone's left CHMS.. they've been so different from who they were.. especially those that hv been separated from "the group" or "the gang".. for example.. me!!! lolz!! nola.. i'm still the same old me.. hahaha!!! =P but i bet everyone misses CHMS huh?? afterall.. it's our mother skool.. how long hv we been there for?? 13 yrs man!! 13 yrs!!! that's a long long long time.. obviously not everyone la.. but quite a number of us r.. we're bound to return or visit the skool one way or the other.. besides.. it's in town.. very gd place to meet up with frens.. n bball.. n.. i dunno.. just a place to hang out.. i'm sure u all should know this very well.. hahaha!!

lolx.. just a thought.... anyone interested in organising a meet up in like 10 yrs?? hahahahahha...... i'm too bored....... all sorts of stuff just keep getting into my head.. n i've just helped JD with his english.. all full of absurdness... oh well... anyone looking for any funny ideas.. come look for me.. afterall.. i'm the silly one!! ^_^v

a day out with kenken!!!.. feels gd to see him at last.. ^_^v.. even though we just spent the whole day walking around london.. no $$$$$$$$ to buy stuff ar!!!!!!!!! my legs hurt now.. maybe bcoz i hv been on my butt continuously for the past few days.. ate noodles at long last!! u guys should know how much of a noodle lover i m. well.. maybe u guys won't know.. but my parents surely know. even last yr when i went back home for my summer hols.. the first place my parents brought me to was the hawker stalls in Seria (a town in Brunei) to hv noodles!! haha.. i had no idea how to express my joy just now other than just smiling while eating.. lol!!! didn't dare to say anything in front of him.. it'd be quite embarrassing.. oh well.........

we met at moorgate.. when i got outta the station.. Angel called me.. that was when i noticed my bracelet was gone! ken gave me it ga.. it's very important to me u know.. u might think i'm stupid or what.. but i treat that bracelet as a thing that holds our relationship together. like if i lose it.. it's the end.. *touch wood* i dunno when i started to hv this idea.. but i guess it started from the few very near instances that i lost the bracelet but was able to find it again n again.. even Angel said that it's like i'm destined to find it.. but this time... no turning back.. really lost it!! damn it! does that mean we're gonna hv bad luck?? DEFINITELY HOPE NOT!!!!!!!! *praying to God real hard* i nearly cried man.. i was really really really desperate to find it.. so Angel said she would call me back n i went back down to find my bracelet.. retracing my path just now.. but i just couldn't find it.. then while finding it.. i met ken.. haha.. we then took the nxt train to leicester sq.. really saying bye2 forever to the bracelet... i really had no mood that time... then luckily ken said.. "nvm la.. it's just a bracelet u lost.. as long as u didn't lose me.." ^_^v.. i felt a little better then...... haha... but still.......... =(=(

i know i hv to believe in the both of us........ not a bracelet...... add oil! it's a thinking a hv to erase from my mind..... hope i can do it...... *keep fingers crossed*

it was Yves birthday yesterday.. my guardian's eldest son.. so we went out.. first for a show in Sadler's Wells.. it was something on Spanish dance kinda.. it was quite interesting honestly.. but throughout the show.. the dance n the beat was basically the same.. haha.. so it got boring from the middle onwards.. fell asleep.. lolz.. the show ended at abt 5pm i think.. dun really remember.. then we headed to chinatown.. had chinese.. ate till i was so full!!! from absolutely hungry.. to absolutely full! absolutely hungry coz i've not had any thing to eat before dinner.. except gum n sweets!! lol!!!

arrived home at abt 9 something.. had cake n champagne.. drank half a glass n my whole face went red almost instantly. then when i went for a shower.. i noticed.. my whole body was actually red.. there were red patches everywhere.. my god.. i think i'm really allergic to alcohol.. i can't even drink much. so eventhough i just had a little.. it was a little too much foro me.. so was a little dizzy n sleepy.. n just slept early.. haha.. stupid me!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~ my valentine's gift... ^_^v



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ our soup... haha.. took a pic of this.. but forgot abt the ice-cream.. damn!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ me!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kan!!!!!!!! *mwaks*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the both of us... haha... =]=]

i'm now here in london lu.. so fast halfterm already. honestly i'm very tired now.. i tell u i can't travel one lo.. i'll get totally exhausted.. like now.. but blog a lil won't hurt la.. hehe.. travelled here with ken.. luckily ar.. or else i'd be even more stressed out by now.. haha.. i think i better look for someone to travel with nxt time.. just feel safer.. i really can't travel alone.. things happen! lolz! Germain (my mum's fren's son) came to meet me in Kings Cross n just showed me which train to get onto.. haha.. actually no need for that.. but since Aunt Teri insists.. anyway.. not so bad la here.. at least i feel more homely.. n i had salmon just now.. MUAHAHAHA... been dying for some salmon for quite a while now.. i'm now sleeping in Germain's room. temporarily taken over his haven.. feel bad though.. haha..

well.. my v-day was well spent i might say. it's my first ever valentine's. never got the chance to spend with yung jian. so i didn't really know what to do. didn't know what to get.. was so lost!everything i did was last min. even a simple v-day card.. it took me AGES to choose one card. i wanted to buy a big one (roughly A4 size).. but then.. saw this card with "on our first valentine's day".. my attention was on that card straight away.. even tho the size is smaller. i tot the content was much more important than the appearance of the card mar.. so i said to myself: "nvm la.. this card would do.."

the stupid thing is.. i even wrote a draft!!! lolness!!! hahahaha.. u should take a look at my draft. so messy.. cross out here.. cross out there.. lol! i really didn't know what to write. it took me 3 hrs just to think of something to write.. n i wanted to write in chinese.. but unfortunately.. i gave most of my chinese back to my teacher already.. hahaha! besides.. i wouldn't be able to express myself as much if i had written in chinese..

ken called me after midnite just to say happy v-day.. haha.. apparently he was "busy with something".. in skool on v-day.. everyone received roses n cards early in the morning n was carrying whatever they received around.. a lot of them actually got quite nice presents.. anyway, Ken was kinda ill or tired that day.. so he went up to his room to rest la.. or should i say this was what I thought.. but!!!!!!!! haha.. little did I know.. he went into town lo.. developed pics n collected the rose he bought for me.. omg.. u should look at the card he made me.. it is really sweet man.. I actually cried while reading the card!!!! He spent AGES making the card. Compared to what he did.. I really didn't put in enough effort man.. I was so touched.. he wrote in loads of stuff.. n pasted our pics.. it's just the best card a person could ever receive!!!! as for me.. i just gave him a ring i folded out of US$1 note.. n a badge with "I luv 2 make love" on it.. lol!

We went out for dinner that nite though. he gave me the rose n the card before we set out for our meal.. had Indian.. ate loads of stuff.. there was complementary heart-shaped ice cream coated with white chocolate. n inside was a mixture of vanilla with strawberry ice cream. quite nice! i was actually so full that my tummy would burst.. Hahaha..

friday nite lu.. so fast la.. nxt week half term already. i'll be going down to london to stay with my guardian. quite scary though.. coz i've never stayed at her place before.. n she has 3 sons.. i'll be the only girl.. of coz besides my guardian la. but shouldn't be that bad.. i'm definite that it'll be better than my last half term spent at Natasha's!!!!! that's was just horrible man!!! hahaha.. no plans so far except sleeping.. ^_^v.. sad huh?? lolz!

there were 2 very near instances where i was going to be picked to do the morning reading in assembly. i woke up kinda late on thurs.. so got to registration quite late. luckily ar!!! coz my form tutor was like forcing ppl to do the reading n everyone was reluctant to do it.. so they all decided that the next person that walks thru the door will do it.. i was just like 2 sec behind Susan!!!!! muahahahahaha... so Susan was doing it.. but she couldn't find a teacher to get the piece of reading from.. then Mr Andrew came to the library during the last 2 periods n asked who's in Mrs Sparey's (my form tutor) form.. i tot he just wanted to pass something to her.. so i happily raised up my hand.. little did i know that he wanted me to do the reading n passed me the sheet of paper!! i was like... NNNNNOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! luckily Harriet was there.. n she said she could do it! lolz!!!! lucky me.. oh well..

a day out with Ken tomolo.. more or less like an afternoon.. haha.. ^_^.. just to the cinema.. gonna watch Final Destination 3.. wooooo... scary...... +_+.. should be fun... ^^

weekend.. as the same.. cannot say it was boring coz at least i had my primary activity.. lolz!! but then didn't do anything much la.. hehe.. had a row with ken earlier on this week.. but then now ok liao la.. then on saturday nite.. wah seh!!! let's just say both of us got to know each other a little bit more.. kinda talked quite a bit.. i'm just glad that i've got him! hehe.. ^_^

anyway.. today is dwin n chuan ching's bday!! so happy birthday u 2!!!!!!!!!! hehe.. 18 liao wor ppl.. officially adults now!! can go buy drinks.. i know brunei cannot buy alcohol.. maybe go to Miri la!! can go disco too! ^_^.. hahaha..

n CHMS also got cny performance tonite. damn!!!! miss the performances so much la.. heard the lion dance was gd wor.... didn't fall this time! coolness!!!! wish i was there.. what abt dragon dance??? still got the glow in the dark ones??? i love both the lion n dragon dances in the dark one.. so cool!!!!!!! oh well.. u guys.. tell me all abt it ar... cannot be there.. but at least hear what happen also gd la.. hahahaha... ^_^

HAPPY CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a few days late.. but it's still cny.. so i'm just in time.. ^_^.. bet u guys r all hving fun going around visiting frens n families.. n most importantly getting angpao!!!!!! i want one too!!!! maybe more than one actually.. haha... n go gamble.. sighz.. miss all those days where we gamble at every house we go to.. lolz!!! fun times.. so sad la here.. no cny spirit at all.. maybe if i were to go to bigger cities like london.. but then very far away.. n i was ill tim!! coughed like hell.. a few times got blood came out u know! just a little bit la.. but still scary! feel loads better now.. just sniffing.. dunno what the flu jab i had was for.. oh well... at least i had a meal with ken on the eve of cny.. which was also our 3 month anniversary. hahaha...

other than that.. nothing much la.. got back to my working mode now. really happy.. hehe.. finally feel that my studies r back on track.. which is a gd thing.. although i must admit i'm so lost in chemistry.. too many reactions n mechanisms.. die... =S=S n business as usual la.. i suck at it.. hehe...