left RGS for good.. haha.. leaving the place is not that sad la.. just leaving some ppl that makes it really sad.. will go back visit some day la.. come to think of it.. my 2 yrs spent in that skool wasn't that bad actually.. i mean afterall quite a lot has happened.. like it's my first skool in the UK.. first time boarding.. the first time i saw snow was also on skool grounds.. made frens.. met Kan.. lolxxxxx.. hv to shove that in coz majority of my memories in that skool is with him.. ^_^v hehe.. today's our 8th month of being together.. n is also the day that we left the skool.. so it's a "special" day.. lol..

done some major packing man.. luckily i started at the time i started.. if i started packing any time later.. i dun think i could've finished my packing.. i've got like 4 boxes.. 1 luggage.. 1 big bag.. total up to abt 85kg.. hahaha.. had sonia n vicky to help me with my stuff.. carry from my room to the Sani. waaa.. immediately burn so much calories.. haha.. gd exercise..

then today.. one horrible day.. my god.. my luggage is like 25kg.. then i've got one hand-carry n a laptop.. both of which r quite heavy.. from the skool up to Harrogate train station not much problem with my luggages la.. still can handle.. but from york onwards.. nightmare!!!! saw Kan on his train.. dunno what he was doing.. walking to the front.. then to the back again.. haha.. my train was like on platform 3.. so had to go down n up again to reach the platform.. down no probs.. got lift.. but go up.....my god.. the lift wasn't working.. i had to carry my stuff up one big flight of stairs.. left hand with my luggage.. right hand with my hand-carry.. i was practically moving like a snake.. like some drunken person.. HAHAHA!!! noone to help me with my luggage.. nvm.. didn't fall backwards already can.. succeeded.. but with both my hands wanting to break.. reached london kings cross.. the underground no lifts.. waaaaaa.. had to carry my luggages up n down.. up n down like what.. my shoulders n hands really hurt n sore now.. i've even got a deep cut on my ankle.. caused by friction from the luggage n my skin.. =_="

oh.. n i borrowed this girl my webcam.. n she lost it! diu!!!!! so expensive la that webcam.. sigh.. dunno how to get her to pay me back the money.. then maybe i can buy new webcam.. ^_^

flying 2moro lu.. should be nightmare again.. taking the underground to the airport.. hv to wake up early.. then check in.. 12pm flight.. the instant i reach Malaysia on the 30th.. as in KL.. my parents will be there to pick me up.. then straight away fly to Singapore.. go attend a wedding that night.. then fly back Brunei.. dunno when though.. waaaa.. it's gonna be one hell of a trip i tell u.. oh well.. until then.. see y'all back in brunei! n see u in hk.. hehe..

18 luuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. so cool!!!! planning on buying alcohol n let ppl ID me just for the fun of it.. hahaha.. well.. my bday turned out a lot better than i thought it would.. seriously.. i was actually not looking forward to my bday at all coz i figured it would be a total disaster.. but oh well.. luckily it didn't!!!!!!!!! at least quite a lot of ppl remembered.. hehehe.. ^_^.. received quite a few msg.. n a lot of ppl sang me bday song.. lol..

the only disaster was that i didn't hv much sleep n started the day off with freaking business studies exams!!!!!! die la.......... seriously......... dead......... dunno whether still got chance to get into warwick or not.. but nvm la.. everything else was ok on my bday.. like Angel, Sonia n Vicky came blasting into my room bang on at 12 midnite. Scared the hell out of me i tell u.. felt that my heart actually skipped a beat.. i mean it was total silence coz i was doing revision.. n there was a sudden loud sound.. they r lucky i'm still alive.. lol.. n they made me a lovely card which they spent hrs making.. really love it!!! thanks u guys!!!! but we were too loud then Miss Boyde came up to tell us to shut up.. lolxx.. but oh well.. Kan called soon.. n i continued my revision.. =_="

didn't do much after lunch.. just watched tennis match.. then nothing la.. waited for time to pass by.. couldn't be bothered with revision.. went out for dinner with Kan at 6.30.. oh oh oh.. he gave me a playboy belly button ring which i really like.. hehe.. wore it immediately when i opened up the present.. ^_^.. we went to an Italian restaurant called Prima's.. the food there is really nice.. it's only the second time that I've been there.. haha.. ate till i was totally STUFFED!!!! so full la!!!! haha.. then took a long walk back to the boarding house.. when i went into the TV room.. everybody in there started singing birthday song to me.. was so happy.. haha!!! ^_^.. was speechless at that time.. then went into the prep room after that.. i saw it was totally dark n i thought that's not usual.. coz usually there'll be loads of ppl in the prep room.. then when i went in.. surprised me!!! Angel, Vicky n Sonia were there waiting with a cake!!! awwww!!!!! thanks guys..!!!! hahaha.. i was already really full at that time n i still managed to finish my slice of cake.. ^_^.. then went out for a while with Kan.. then suddenly Hui Yi called.. waa!!!! so long never talked to her.. suddenly call me.. hahaha.. cool!!!!

just enjoyed my bday a lot!!! i know i didn't do much.. but nvm la.. it's who i spent it with n the thought of my friends that counts.. ^_^.. a lot of unexpected things happened.. hahaha.. i love surprises!!! =P=P.. once again.. thank u all!! especially Kan for just being there! ^_^

going back to skool lu.. which means even more exams.. =S=S=S.. didn't do much revision AGAIN.. typical of me.. got my laptop here to distract me.. but oh well.. hehe.. seeing as it's june.. n it's a special month i mite add.. give a birthday shoutout to everyone that has their bdays in june.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! lolxxx.. =D at the top of my head.. happy advanced to Jian n Hao!! =)=)

oh gosh... just got off the phone with Kan not long ago... sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. can't sleep ar straight away..... not going to sleep tonite.. i think i'm looking more n more like a panda now.. HAHA!!! i just found out.... no wait... actually i found out yrs ago that i'm not gd with words.. but never knew i was THAT terrible with words... as in whatever that comes outta my mouth is the harsher version of whatever i meant... helpppp =S=S=S.. how can ppl be so gd with words n be able to comfort others? i think i need to go attend those classes.. lolxxx..

i've just done some major thinking lately.. ppl from different countries r really different man.. even though we're of the same race.. obviously i'm a chinese from brunei n he's a chinese from hk.. lol.. like the reactions i get from my frens n him r so opposite.. i find brunei boys a little bit more gentleman.. as in they treat their gf better.. hehe.. i'm not complaining or anything.. just stating the difference.. for example.. my god.. that Jun Seng bought his gf a $600 phone!!! admire that too death la.. haha..

n like for instance i told Roland n Fei Hao that i'm starving to death at my guardian's.. they were like.. better go eat more la.. dun starve myself.. or at least let me see them eat.. making me drool.. at least they showed they care.. but u know what ken said? he said: "it's just...u don't want to go out jei.. u can always go to supermarket buy something else to eat.........." n added :"i think...u shouldn't expect...they cook for u 24 hours ma... u don't have to pay...... so..." wa.. u know how disappointed i was to hear that??? n Roland n Fei Hao even said:" i'm sure if Ken knew u were starving ar.. i'm sure he'd fly straight to u bringing food.. who would want their gf to suffer le??"

i just hope u'd be sweeter n softer ma... sighzzzzz... honestly.. u dunno how i wish i could stick around u the whole day.. i wished there was a type of glue that will stick us both together n never let u outta my sight.. but i'm really afraid u'd find me annoying alright? everything that i dun do is all coz i'm afraid.. my dream day would be just the 2 of us spending time together all day long.. from morning till nite.. doing things together.. like falling asleep while watching tv together.. lol.. or go out for a picnic.. i'd really love to cook a meal for the 2 of us.. eat together.. let u taste the dessert that i make n stuff.. dun u think i admire those couples that can do those stuff together?? but u hv to understand our condition.. how can we do those?? i've always wondered how u look like when u're sleeping.. or the way u brush ur teeth.. i'd just really like to see the way u live ur daily life.. there's a lot u dunno abt what i wish we could do.. n plus i was so hurt when i heard u say u're sure ur parents won't like a kinda girl like me........... =(=( n u even added that ur happiness in our relationship is equal to ur unhappiness... so a piece of advise... in the future.. better look for a gf that is from hk.. n if ur happiness in that relationship is still equal to ur unhappiness.. better dump her n look for a girl that'll make u happy more than being unhappy.. but now u're stuck with me!!!! =P=P