incredible la me!!!! i spent £80 pounds in Harrogate yesterday... !!!! =S omg!! cannot go out shopping in another month for me. not even a single penny.. no way... *shakes head widly* lolness... £20 to renew my railcard.. £20 topup.. £20 buy new skool shoes.. £10 spent on food (ate so much la yesterday.. got 2 burgers i think).. then £4 on stationery.. £2 on insoles.. i dunno how u spell it.. but for shoes one.. coz the new shoes i buy a little too big.. -.-" so yeah...... B$200 disappeared just like that... VANISHED!!! *poof* =(=(

but i really enjoyed the movie yesterday.. Pride & Prejudice. LOVED IT TO PIECES!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... i find Mr Darcy in the movie quite hot... but hot in an old man kinda way.. hahaha... but at certain angles he doesn't look that nice la ha.. Sonia n Angel fell asleep... when i mean fall asleep.. i really mean sleep.. as in their heads totally on another chair.. flat liao those kind!! lol.. then Ken, Tony n Vicky said it was damn boring.... +_+ .. =_=".. but when i asked the angmos.. they all said they really enjoyed the film.. Miss Suren said it was very romantic.. i do agree with her though.. then when i told my brother this.. we came to a conclusion that the rest of the chinese gang didn't understand what they were talking abt.. i'm so bad!!!! hahaha.. i'm glad i understood the movie.. wah... BONG OH!!! but after watching that movie.. i really wanna read the book liao. coz this movie is very different from the old versions of this movie.. wanna find out how n where it is different.

oh well.. my bro's going back to brunei today.. once again.. leaving me all along in uk.. *sob sob* hahahha.. he'll be back in 3 months' time.. i'll survive one la.. now is just half term i dunno how nia mah.. going to end up at natasha's if we can't find a house to rent for a week. =S=S but i'll most prolly be going to usa in dec.. =)=) happy!!! go to my aunt's at Portland.. :):) maybe my bro come back uk.. n we both go together.. :):):):) my parents will meet us there i hope... *keep fingers crossed*

another week of skool ahead of me.. cepat dec la!!!!!

i'm back again!!!! lolness...... came into town with sonia n vicky.. nothing to do back in the boarding house.. :\\ n it's JD's bday in just a few more hrs... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN DENG!!!!!!!!!! dun forget to make a wish oh... ;) hehehehehhehehe.....

well.. didn't do much last nite... just re-watched You Got Served... so sart la the dance moves.. see they all dance so relax.. but when i dance so stiff.. tried to steal some moves.. hehehe.. but guess what????? so hard to learn... hahahahaha... ended up "improvising"... trying to continue the dance jacq n i choreograph punya.. but oh well.. ;) then ken n tony went into town n bought us some food... so curi makan a little la.. chicken n chips.. lamb n chips.. weird combination huh? but okla.. the chilli very nice.. oh no... think of chilli suddenly think of chai kueh!!!!!!!! +_+ didn't get the chance to eat it when i was back in kb.... *aawwww*

tomolo sunday.. might hv something to do.. maybe go rock climbing =_= ... or go watch movie n shopping ^_^ ... hv to depend on the weather... so hope it'll rain tomolo!!! coz if raining then go shopping n watch Pride & Prejudice. got Keira Knightley one woh.. *keeping fingers crossed*

unlucky week for me...... i just know unlucky nia la.. but can't seem to remember what happened... my brain recently really malfunction... lolz... just had dinner roughly an hr ago... then walked to town to go to library just to online... hehehe... oh well...... weekday so far.. so can say nothing much happen...

it was vicky's bday on the 20th.. ken n i both went to town on monday coz we had triple free in the afternoon.. that might be our routine every monday liao.. hehe.. bought a cake n a large box of maltesers for her... came up with the idea to celebrate her bday outside on the fields la.. seems like a fun idea... but then that angel just had to spoil it... ARGH! guess what??? being a freaking lady like person... she kept complaining this n that.. like how to eat the cake oh? i say use hand la.. haha.. then she say dirty la.. not hygenic la..blah blah blah.. say so mafan n complain so much... then i say she better dun eat la like that..lolness!!! she straight away angry at me liao... ^_^ so me very fren with sonia now even though i dun quite like her...... bad oh me?????? sighz.............. but then luckily.. very nice oh the moon that nite.. so big n near!!! n can u imagine a big round moon n got clouds near it... covering a little.. like got werewolves around punya feeling.. so scary.. hahaha... but then when vicky made her wish.. at least she could make it in front of the moon.. i wonder got any use or not... hhhmm...

didn't speak to angel much the past few days.. but then now very close again.. but not as close as last time liao la.... coz got a little friction liao mah.. lagi teruk is that she said that she has no true fren here n that tony was her only best mate... *lolness* really funny la hear liao this sentence.. besides.. i was quite busy with my ucas application this week.... almost finish liao.. hehehe :) n it's all ready to be submitted... but hv to pay £15 pounds oh.... so expensive la.......... looking at a couple of uni in USA n Canada. But very the expensive.... money again........ everything we do around here also need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$.......... O_0

considered as quite a gd weekend that i had this time.. didn't do much on friday night except playing PS.. haha.. syok also that game.. when u wanna "fa xie" play this game.. it's like a car racing game.. but u hv to knock other cars down.. quite violent in some ways.. coz the cars explode.. flip here n there.. totally smashed till flat like that.. n got one part is like u purposely crash into big trailors n see how much damage u've caused.. the most damage wins. like got incoming cars one.. n the more cars crashing into u the better.. hahaha.. steady oh!!

i went to leeds with my frens on saturday. Vicky's bday on 20th.. so we thought might as well hv a 2-in-1 celebration. celebrate mid-autumn's festival n her bday.. hehehe.. left the boarding house at around 11 soemthing.. the stop we got off was coincidentally the place we wanna go.. as in like we just simply got off without knowing it was chinatown.. lolness!! haha.. so didn't hv to walk that far to reach the restaurant we wanted to go to.. angel led the way since she's the "tour guide".. haha.. ate dim sum!!! *yum yum* so nice la.. so long time no eat siu mai liao.. then ate so much that day.. but very cheap oh.. 6 of us only £30+. coolness! then straight away go shopping la.. but dunno y.. that day no mood to shop like that.. no feel wah.. haha.. like the girls shop.. the guys just stand there.. so a little weird n the boys looked very bored.. plus.. they kept wanting to watch football match.. we got bet mah.. but in the end lost £1.. haha.. but we won £1 each the other day.. so no lose no win la.. but i bought a shirt in the end.. then we all just walked around town for a while deciding where to eat dinner.. angel's "kai jie" n her bf joined us for dinner but was very late n didn't eat.. hehe.. quite pretty le.. then her bf is a malaysian.. but didn't talk much to him.. pai seh.. but decent looking la.. didn't spend much time with them coz we had to leave.. the bus ride to n fro ripon is really horrible.. all together 3 hrs. felt so sick!! god..

Lightwater Valley on sunday.. only had time to go on 3 rides.. long queues in every single ride.. goto promotion so that's y got many ppl.. went on the same rides la.. all got extreme neck bending.. can hear my neck crack so many times.. lol! then............. one thing spoilt everything!! i bought hotdog to eat.. that person put too much sauce for me.. when i bite.. the sauce drip onto my clothes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(=\\ -_-" sighzzzzzzzzz.... n it was my fav polo shirt!! goodness.. so pai seh also la.. but then the thing that really made me pissed was that angel was just right in front of me.. i mean being a fren u would quickly take tissue n help me wipe one mah.. n the tissue was on her hand!! plus i had no hand to wipe.. she see me struggling to wipe my shirt also dun chai me oh!! gek dao!!!! ARGH!!! then i asked whether she could help me or not.. she SO SO SO reluctant la.. n i was like suan liao.. treat sonia better.. hahaha.. call her to teman me to toilet wipe.. without thinking twice she say yes liao la... now this is what i call a fren (even though i dun really like her) ^_^.. in the toilet she helped me wipe lagi.. then after that.. i didn't chai angel the whole day.. just ignored her! hmph! *blehz*

at nite we all(excluding angel) went out to the fields to see the moon n eat mooncake.. planned this on saturday coz we saw the moon so big, round n bright mah that nite.. but kali kali.... no moon for us to see. hahaha.. too cloudy liao.. so nvm lo.. just sit there n chat while tony the clown entertained us. had quite some fun la.. take photos.. eat mooncake.. play football.. =) went back at abt 8.30.. showered n started hwk.. then went to bed la..... :)

one week passed.. n survived!! =) i really enjoy it here now.. i got my own room.. so much privacy.. can change without worrying whether there's anyone looking.. lolness.. then i dunno what happen recently.. but just wherever i go.. those ppl who usually dun acknowledge me say hi to me liao oh!!!!! cool ei????????????!!!!! yeah!!!!! at least feel like i got place liao.. n then ah.. now i know.. i'm known as the "funny one" to them... hhhmm... this i also dunno y.. me not that funny la.. like just now in chem class.. i was so blur la.. blur until whatever the teacher ask i also dunno. we've got this exercise that we need to do.. so she ask who's done question 4 put up their hands. then question 5 put up their hands.. i didn't put up mah.. coz i'm on question 7.. so when she ask question 7 then i put up my hand.. n she ask.. what abt the other questions?? i didn't do meh? lol!!!! very hard to explain but yeah..

mid-autumn's festival coming liao la.. luckily ken got bring moon cake.. :) i didn't hv space in my luggage liao so didn't bring. we're going to leeds this sat to celebrate also "sun bian" celebrate a new fren called vicky punya bday.. she's also from hk.. hehe.. so there r like 6 of us now.. just now all 6 of us walk down to town like so what man.. a chinese gang.. a little pai seh lah honestly.. then sunday go lightwater valley again.. maybe lah.. so this weekend is something for me to look forward to.. :) but almost all the games in lightwater valley i already play liao.. hahaha...

writing my personal statement now... in the process.. hope everything will go fine. not as difficult as i thought it would be.. but it's still my first copy.. so there'll still be loads of editting to do in the near future. oh well.. my time's up liao in the library.. so...*nano-nano*

2nd day of skool today.. so far so gd! ;) the first day of skool didn't go as bad as i tot it would.. n i actually didn't miss much for each subjects.. still hv to catch up though. my brain is still very rusty.. can't really remember what i've been taught before the summer hols. lol.. but every subject teachers r giving us revision which is gd. slowly coming back liao.. :) my timetable for this yr really sucks i might say.. everyday got all 3 subjects that i take.. so sien la.. n then the skool bag even heavier than last yr.. folders also more than last yr.. =S my shoulders so tired from carrying all the books..

oh oh oh.. i forgot to mention.. i've got my own room!!! *muahahahahah* the only disadvantage is that it's opposite the laundry room. so it's kinda noisy.. but other than that.. every thing's alright.. wait.. except for the doors.. my room's door is so tight la.. hv to really push hard.. n then the door b4 my room also very difficult to open!!! so always hv to hv a fight with the doors baru can get in/out of my room.. sighz... finished unpacking yesterday... really like my room now.. looks very cozy.. to me la ha.. :P:P:P haha..

back to the skool life liao la me.. got loads of hwk already.. =S=S but still hving fun.. it's not really that depressing coming back here.. maybe it's the tot of leaving u guys that make me dun wanna go back.. i'm sure a yr will pass by very quickly n i'll get to go back to brunei soon.. :)

p/s: that siang2 is freaking me out.. so annoying.. keep msging me everyday.. 6-7 sms each day.. wanna die liao la...

Last day liao lu.. leaving my lovely hometown!! Since it's already 3 something in the morning.. it's already a Monday la. Which means I'm leaving today!!! NNNOOOO!!!! I'll be leaving in less than 24 hrs.. just got off the phone with woei!! Omg omg omg!! So happy la!! My happiness is really indescribable! we started talking from 11.17pm onwards until 3.05am oh!! See.. I even know the exact time. Lolz.. but in between got intervals one la.. haha.. so funny la.. firstly when he called.. he had to do something I think.. so put down lo.. I called jacq la.. had to do something for her. so engage lo my phone.. he called back but using I dunno what kinda phone.. each call is only limited to 10 min nia.. so finish talking the 10 min I say I call his mobile lo.. he say alright. But then I was on the phone with jacq again.. so I guess he tunggu langsat for my call. But I called him la in the end.. at abt 1 something. Talk for an hr until dst putus.. he call me back.. using that limited-to-10min-phone. Lolness.. keep doing this for the rest of the time. He also xin ku la.. haha.. hv to put down phone n call again. Kerlian.. but we've got a "yue ding" for next yr when I come back.. =)=) cannot spill it out yet.. but never knew we had so much to talk abt.. I mean we've not even talked to each other for 2 yrs? Hhmm.. around that.. it's considered as lost contact liao la.. should find it difficult to talk one mah.. oh well.. it's gd that we're still this close!! Keep laughing until my cheeks r sore la.. lol!!! I also got msg double.. but didn't reply much la me.. he seems a little cold-hearted tonite. Hehe.. dun care la.. =) oh oh oh.. n I successfully stopped haoz coming to my house.. ^_^

Had quite some fun with the gang yesterday. Went out for lunch with them at procter (as usual).. but still.. I find the ppl here ah.. got a habit of being late.. lunch was set at 12.30.. n yet there r still ppl coming in by 1pm!! Lolness.. haha.. old things never change. It was quite awkward at first when there were only a few of us.. but then got better liao when we started taking pics.. really funny la!!! Hahaha.. never knew taking pics could laugh till so hard. Hehehe.. then we all went to shop a little. Bought a few pens.. n those plastic earrings.. we were still indecisive of where to go. Just stood in front of ppl's shop blocking their feng shui (as usual).. haha.. then the girls made up their minds to go to the beach.. we all walked there except those da shao ye who were chauffeured by gilbert.. hehe.. =P=P played with swings n again took pics la.. hehe.. we found the heart we drew the other day with 4 of our names. Added a couple of names into it n changed the date to 904.. haha.. then we all created a big big star to put every single person’s name in it.. at the mean time.. jacq n I created our own heart with BoIn n BoKuN! so funny la when taking the pic of the star.. coz to big.. someone had to kinda piggyback another person so that it's high enough to cover the whole star.. hehe.. then not long later.. my dad called.. so had to go home lu.. gave huggies to everyone! =)

Jacq came straight to my house.. she started doing her presentation work. Which she's doing today. While she was seeking help from me.. I was tired till fell asleep on my lovely bed bed. Haha.. sorry la. Pig is like that liao one la.. but kambateh la Miss Tan!! I support u.. I know u can do well one! Give u moral support. Hehe.. then got fotang. Thien lee came over at abt 8 like that.. but she didn’t know that there would be so many ppl.. she wore very short pants n t-shirt nia.. lol.. but noone really cared la.. luckily! Or else pai seh la.. lolz!!! Transferred some pics.. then she went home liao la.. we baibai until 10 something like that.. that jacky ah!! Give me so hard la the mission.. he played a song n wanted me to find the keys. Wakao! Me how long no play piano liao.. n so pai seh la that I couldn't produce out a nice piece. Hahaha.. but when he went home.. I gave him a hug hug la. Hahaha.. first time I hugged him. =) then auntie kitty. n jacq passed me a "love letter" before she went home.. hehehe.. I immediately opened it when she went out.. so touched la.. almost cried when I finished reading.. but got ppl there so I tahan.. =) AAAHHH!!! Y time fly by so fast one?? See me going back to uk liao.. NNNOOO!!!! My cousins were still around.. talked with them.. n kept hugging them when they wanted to leave liao. =(=( so sad la…. Oh yeah.. n then I received jacky's msg asking me for my email add. Lolness!!! Hug him liao baru he want my email add.. wah.. dun perasan la me!

Oh well.. hope time really flies now. Wanna come back quicker.. then see my hubby will really become my hubby or not. See la.. as he said.. kan tian qi.. but temporary nia woh.. gek dao wo!!!

Sigh...........going back la........... see y'all next year. Keep me updated oh!!! Keep in touch.. byezzzzzzz............*sob sob*

wow wow wow!!! i did something very very brave today. very proud of myself. but when u hear what i've done.. u'll know it's something i ought to be ashamed of.. kinda.. but i enjoyed it! woo hoo!!!! lolness.. my parents went to bandar today. thank goodness they used the BMW leaving behind the Saab or else today wouldn't happen.. the BM too big for me to drive wah.. hehe.. well.. it all started when jacq told me to call her. she was the one that gave me the motivation to drive. hahaha!! just before i continue.. i've got a confession to make.. i've never really driven on busy main roads n never crossed junctions before. i've only driven on small roads where there's no car at all except mine. well maybe got a few cars la.. hehe.. so that's y i say i'm very the brave. =) but the feeling was great!!!!!

it was already 3 something when jacq msg me to go pick her up. i told my amah to zip their mouths abt me using the car. my parents dunno la of coz.. if they know.. i dunno where'll my body be by now. hehe.. so yeah.. but they were really worried la.. coz they know i dun hv licence. so scary la when i was all alone in the car. luckily got music.. just hum along.. my heart was beating so fast.. dunno whether i'm just nervous or just totally scared! lolz!!! but before i knew it.. i was already almost at jacq's house. i stopped in front of the w12 basketball court to adjust my hat. takut let her mum see wah.. so pai seh la.. jacq saw me stop n she kept laughing at it.. =S=S picked her up liao.. then brought her back to my house coz she say she siao bian ji. hahahaha.... then we planned the afternoon la. not really planned what to do.. but just plan whether wanna go down town or not. hehe.. first things first.. of coz i call my mum first be a detecetive n ask her what she's doing ah.. what time she's coming back ah.. hahaha.. then i called thien lee n sheau chien. they all agreed.. but without knowing that i'm driving..

picked lee at abt 4 like that.. then went to chien's. she thought i was my mum lagi. hahaa.. but honestly really kiok la... had to look the other way to prevent other cars from seeing who i m. dun wanna get into trouble u know.. from there very fast reach town liao one la.. decided to go to jee juan yamcha. hahaha.. did my first ever slant parking.. lolz.. quite easy la.. siaw ching came to join us after a little. we just chatted n were thinking of places to go after that.. at first we wanted to just go round town.. but i thought it was really stupid la.. haha.. suddenly the beach idea just popped up.. quickly paid for the drinks.. siaw ching kept wanting to go.. but we all said no.. lolness!! i also kerlian him la.. haha.. so he say just bring him to skool lo n at the same time he wanted to check out my driving skills.. n so happy la... hear him say not bad!! ;) *kekekeke* no one was in skool yet.. but i saw JD shooting some hoops.. dropped siaw ching at the car park where he helped me pay my parking ticket.. then the four of us zoomed to the beach lu..

really had fun there... took quite a lot of pics. then we drew a heart with 4 of our names inside it.. took a picture of it too. hehe.. with a 903 inside. cool cool cool!! i really enjoyed it la.. dunno whether the others did or not.. hope they did. then almost 5.30 liao.. we siam lo.. drove chien back to skool. this time got ppl play ball liao la.. so syok la to see those ppl kept looking in the direction of my car.. just wanted to peep at who's driving.. but i zoomed past really quickly la.. at this kinda moment hv to linsi a little one mah!! HAHAHA!!! so sart la!!! i brought jacq home first n lee next. glad to reach home at last.. very kiok one bah.. then not yet 5 min ah.. my parents came home! i called my mum's mobile n asked them where they were.. my dad told me to go out then can see them already. my goodness!! so close la!! it's like a msg from god telling me never to do this kinda thing again.. god's just giving me this one chance. hahaha.. luckily didn't get found out.. **phew** n that jacq at soon lee liao wanted me to turn back to my house to get her stuff lagi.. luckily didn't.. hehe..

had to make up a few lies abt the car.. coz my amah was supposed to wash the car today.. n my dad saw him polishing the car so late liao.. so yeah.. hehehehehe.. too bad my parents used the Saab tonite. or else i could've used it to jun's for a while n quickly come back before they do. but dun wanna push my luck too far also la.. just sneak out later lo.. ;) hope i won't miss too much action.. =D

at least i learnt a couple of things today la.. know more clearly of my weaknesses. i must admit.. got a few times quite dangerous. hehe.. n i keep forgetting humps!!! oh well..

syok also today.. steady oh me? i mean my mood just switches so fast. i'm like this one la.. after a little while or after a sleep.. nothing liao one me. =) I'm A OKAY!!! jac came over my house at abt 1.45 like that. then we started off doing her work.. which is gd. or else she come play with me nia n ignore her hwk also not gd one mah. so i helped her with her presentation on poverty for her gp. i might add i didn't help much.. but i must say.. i gave some cool ideas. lolness! hahaha..

by the time we finished her stuff it was already 4 o'clock lu.. n my dad was on the way to pick me up to go seria. well.. of coz jac came along la ha.. went straight to Southern Cross to collect my ticket. hehe.. jac was sitting in the driver's seat in my car woh!!!! :O:O:O lolzzzzz... haha.. coz the ticket lady was coming mah.. n my dad didn't want to pay parking ticket.. so call her to sit there lu.. then my dad brought us to some place where i could drive... heh heh heh... now this is the syok i'm referring to.. =D=D=D my dad needed some brick so he went to his frens old house.. which is empty now.. to take some lo.. while he was collecting he let me drive around the neighbourhood lo... but of coz cannot drive on main roads la ha.. i rounded the place twice.. with jac sitting in the passenger seat.. she was quite cool with it though.. hhmm.. proves my driving skill not that bad le.. hahaha!!! the fastest i was able to get to was only 80.. sighz.. the road to short bah.. n got so many turns.. but fast enough liao la.. hehe..

came back.. straight away started dancing.. cannot la.. i dun think we can finish the dance in time. oh well.. at least got half the song liao.. i've always know choreaographing wasn't easy.. but never knew it was this difficult. haha.. we can do it one bah.. so gambateh!!! she had dinner at my place.. but both of us ate until so full ah.. that we knew we couldn't continue.. so she msg her dad to pick her up lo.. she'll be back tomolo.

just received an sms from katak.. hahah... he said apa.. that i'm going back lu.. wish me 1 road follow wind.. n what miss me lagi.. lolness.. let me appear in front of him tomolo.. hahaha!! but also very paiseh one bah if u've mistaken soemthing.. i won't be that cruel one la.. :):)

feel like shit now! suddenly feel noone knows nor understands me (especially my parents!) y do human beings hv emotions huh?? i find it really unnecessary u know.. no love = no hurt = no sadness = no hate = no nothing at all.. ain't that gd? too bad we're not made outta metal! *aww* what a pity! i guess i've always been the blacksheep of the family. no kidding.. since i was young my parents only cared abt my bro... my mum always talked of how great my bro is in front of her frens.. what he's accomplished that made her proud. never once me! y?? i guess i never did anything that made her proud of me. all i do is talk back n argue with my parents.. i'm ruder than my brother. he's such a sissy.. maybe that's y i'm like this... attract attention?

i've only got 3 days left till i leave.. y can't my parents let me enjoy my time left? they still want me to help my bro do his dissertation. n lagi teruk is.. they said.. only a few days left la.. help him do. THE THING IS I ALSO GOT A FEW DAYS LEFT!!! i mean come on!!! he's taking his masters.. eventhough i'm just only reading reports n coding frameworks... still i've been really really really really stressed with this amount of work. i've already cried n thrown things around my room several times. this shitty task has wasted a lot of my time n prevented me from going out with my frens. i've told my parents repeatedly that i refuse to do my bro's additional work. but do u think they understand? of coz not! if a genie were to pop up in front of me now.. i've only one wish n that is to let me live a life a typical teenager like me would live. just go to skool... do my hwk.. hang out with frens.. go play bball or badminton.. hv fun.. not doing adult stuff!!! ARGH!! i dun wanna go to the bank n help ppl open up bank accounts! i dun wanna make phone calls to ppl to ask this n that! i dun wanna do all different kinds of applications myself! i dun wanna make decisions on serious things myself! i dun wanna do work that ppl do at Master's level! i just wanna do my hwk n study.... or even better... dun study at all!!! ^_^

went to miri last night.. n i tot what a relief.. escape from work at last. did so much shopping today.. bought quite a few shirts n pants.. went bowling (which i've not done in a long long while).. watched Herbie with my parents n cousins. was having fun.. n one thing spoilt it all. My bro's msg asking how i'm getting on with his work!!! i've been complaining to my parents abt this.. n said i even threw away some reports so i can't do much. my parents then went to look for the reports that i threw away!!!! just so that i can help my bro do his stuff eventhough they r totally clear that there is NO way he'd finish. GEK DAO WO!!!! well honestly.. it's still up to me whether i wanna do it or not... but i'd feel really bad if i dun... so i'm very confused..... did i even mention i dun really hv a clue how to get round his stuff?? =\
this is life la.. but had a fun past 2 days. went to miri Fratini's last nite n the nite before.. eat until i full until cannot full liao le..... my stomache surely expand till its maximum. lol!! but luckily got blog ah.. or else dunno how to tell ppl. surely noone would wanna listen la.. so my only "solution" is to go to sleep. oh god help me out here la... *sending prayers* lol..