one hell long of a week.. dunno y it feels so.. but at last another weekend la!! =) really getting busy n busier.. got so many tests n hwk in 1 week.. basically every subject also got tests.. or timed paper to be exact.. had my first M1 timed paper last monday.. got back the paper today. n without revising.. got 50/60 marks! steady le??? haha.. quite happy.. i thought i did horribly coz i had no idea what i was doing.. anyway.. next week shouldn't be that bad la.. it will be a relaxing week.. a lot of teachers hv gone to Bewerly Park which is a third yr activity.. but very boring also with so many frees.. oh.. i received my first uni rejection.. guess from where? LSE!!! so sad la.. ='(='(

it was non-uniform day yesterday.. fortunately i didn't give ¢G2.. even tho it's not much.. but i'm goin to be bankrupt quite soon.. no more money to spend la me.. i started the day off without much.. as in no energy to give a damn abt anything.. but then suddenly became hyper after afternoon registration.. lolxx.. dunno what happened.. maybe because got sugar in my blood especially after lunch.. stupid reason.. but yeah.. then had maths lesson.. i suddenly came up with the idea to exchange maths class with sonia.. then she agreed.. quickly got outta the classroom before Mrs Cutress came in.. stood outside the other classroom with the other bunch.. mine wasn't much fun.. Miss Mumby found out the instant i went in.. n said u get outta here.. HAHA!!!! n Mrs Cutress even said "nice hat u got there.." to sonia.. she didn't notice it was sonia.. sighzzzz... =_=" but both maths groups definitely had some laugh.. then suddenly the first n second yr boarders call me their hot bitch lo.. haha.. overall it was a fun day la yesterday.. ^_^v

well.. nothing much tonite.. but 2moro... cinema in the afternoon.. watch Ice Age 2.. then at nite Ben's bday.. on april fool's tim.. haha.. heard not a lot of ppl were invited.. hope it's still gonna be fun la.. hehe..

that's all from me la.. i've learnt to not be so stressed this week.. u know how??? just by not doing any work.. hahaha.. i owe my business teachers loads of essays u know.. but i dun care.. i wouldn't wanna drive myself crazy.. haha.. rather enjoy myself n relax..

>peace<

haven't blogged in quite a while.. haha.. my bad.. been too lazy to go into town.. n even if i was in town.. no time to go to the library.. so what's cracking? haha.. oh well.. kinda stressed lately.. everyone is just hving a go at me in every direction possible.. my parents.. my relationship.. skool.. uni stuff.. god!!!! sigh.. guess that's y i've been in the running mood lately.. went for a run last nite. it somehow just helps me relieve my stress n anger. lolxx.. i slept in till 11 this morning n skipped skool.. n i'm still tired.. lolxx..

i've got numb fingers.. help.. can't feel much.. can't type properly as i dunno what i'm pressing.. hahaha.. it was snowing last weekend.. was out in the snow all day playing snowball fights.. had fun tho.. lolxx.. but if it persists long.. i think i seriously need to consider the doctor.. =S=S.. i dun want my fingers chopped off... NO!!! haha.. lolx.. *touch wood*

been ill.. until now.. still sniffing.. =(.. oh well.. no updates from me.. everything as usual.. but dunno what day it is today.. everyone n i really mean everyone is going to the pub tonite.. i think Unicorn's gonna explode with peepz tonite.. the reason they give is St. Patrick's day.. n ppl here r not even Irish.. lolzz!!!!!!! oh well.. hope they hv fun la..

got dragged into town by Miss Vicky Li!!! she was like so desperate to go to the town library..i kept saying no.. but she left my room with that look on her face n i felt so bad rejecting her.. so got changed n here i m.. =S=S so tired!!! really lack of sleep la me.. even Mrs Stewart told me i dun look gd myself. somehow she kept emphasising that i had eating disorder or something.. not really eating disorder la.. maybe she meant eating not enough.. =S=S but i do eat.. just maybe i wasn't me for the past few days. no mood?? haha.. dun care.. feel better liao la today!! ^_^v now all i need to do is fully recharge my battery this weekend.. but so much hwk!! dunno how to do tim!!! die die die..... especially business!! the number of essays given is like hell!!!! =S oh ya.. got results back yesterday.. did ok for maths.. but i think i can do better.. so gonna resit in summer.. then business was HORRIBLE!!! but was able to raise my overall marks by 4.. lolx!!!

my mum's birthday today!! cannot disclose her age.. lolx.. then my bro went missing today. he went to vancouver with my Aunt n Uncle in USA. they called home saying they couldn't find him. got my mum so worried.. she called me during skool time.. n my phone went off during business lesson. so embarrassing!!! forgot to put on silent.. sigh.. =.=".. then called back during lunch time.. i just topup on wednesday.. n now my phone credit all gone.. left with ¢G0.01.. all thanks to my aunt back at home.. so long gas.. haha.. but now nothing liao la.. my parents called me during lesson time again.. but this time i put on silent.. so didn't get their call.. they just left a msg saying my bro was found..

what an eventful day today.. hahaha.. going to Loughborough Uni this wednesday.. just to hv a look la.. hope it'll be fun.. travelling alone though.. quite scary.. haha.. i'll be fine one la.. i hope.........~~~~~~~~

i really give thumbs up to myself man.. only slept for 2 hrs last nite.. n i've still managed to walk into town. haha.. today so no strength la in skool.. been falling asleep in every lesson. just need to cool down myself.. what's wrong with me?? i seriously think i'm crazy.. i mean it.. like really mentally ill!!!!!!! i just keep causing trouble.. i'm a trouble-maker!!!! damn it!!!! i really deserve what i get in return. sometimes i wonder y do i even exist?? guess only god can tell me that.. just wanna leave this world.. but i dun dare.. i just can't bare the pain!!!!! sorry abt everything.. i know u've told me my sorry to u now is of no use.. but i'm TRULY VERY VERY sorry ok??? i m n will always be a nuisance to those close to me. i officially apologise to everyone for all that i've caused.. but all i know is that i can't lose u.. but if u think u r better off without me.. i understand.. just tell me.. i'd rather see u happy than suffer to be with me.. guess i should really disappear once n for all.. ='(

this week's been.. hhmm.. eventful n busy.. first day of skool already got so much hwk to do.. it's friday now.. so imagine the amount of work i hv!!!!!! omg!!!!!! die die die.. then on tues.. hai~~~~~~~~... 4 month anniversary with Kan.. n gues what?? this is the "eventful" bit.. we got into an argument.. once again.. lolxxx.. nola.. learnt my lesson already.. haha.. i'm just gonna keep my mouth shut from now on.. no matter what.. i'll try though.. lolxxx.. it's not like i'll succeed.. but what can i do? i'm those type that worries too much.. haha.. just feel insecure at times.. n will think abt stuff.. hahaha.. oh well.. we're alright now.. but sometimes just wish he could be a little softer.. but that's just not him.. ='(

anyway... another weekend of nothingness.. except work.. lolx.. mite be going to bowling on sunday.. hvn't bowled in a long time.. it's my time to shine... muahahaha.. lolx.. as if i'm that good at it.. but i dare say i'm alright at it.. hehehe..

forgot to mention.. haha.. today me n sonia so funny la.. lolx.. we 2 wrapped up like dumplings man!! hahaha.. wear so many layers of clothes.. the friday before half term.. we 2 compete eat puddings.. ate so much that i almost vomitted.. but oh well.. n then this time.. compete see who wear more clothes.. i wore 5 layers(including bra).. she wore 7 layers(including bra).. lox!!!!!! hahaha.. she won!!! 2 weeks in a row!!!!! damn.. i've got to beat her some day.. see what will happen la nxt week.... >peace out!<

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2 ppl wrapped up like dumplings... 1 eskimo (on the left).. the normal person on the right... =P