1 month liao la!! hahaha.. happy!! ^_^v last monday was the exact date but went out to harrogate on saturday to celebrate.. just jalan jalan go to starbucks then eat dinner la.. we went to this chinese restaurant which had buffet.. the food was quite ok.. i couldn't eat much though.. almost puked ah!! i was actually that full until i felt very uncomfortable.. a lesson for u all.. dun eat too much! hahaha.. =P even though we didn't do anything special.. but enjoyed the time we spent together.. ^_^v guess that's what's important.. it's rare that we two r by ourselves u know.. also made him a card.. just gave it to him last nite. was a day late.. wrote the whole thing in chinese! the first time in my life that i actually wrote one whole thing in chinese! muahahaha.. but i was quite surprised that i knew how to write so many words myself.. lolness!!!! but nearly died of embarrassment after that..

then sunday.. pretty much the same la.. was supposed to go to york.. but cancelled since Angel had some financial problems.. hehehe.. did something intriguing that nite.. but not that kua zhang la.. was in a shock after that.. lol!!!

oh! went to the theatre on monday nite.. saw Alice in Wonderland play.. i tell u it was CRAP!!! hahaha.. everybody nearly went to sleep.. waste of my money.. gggrrrr!!!! could've put it to better use. anyway.. keep things short la.. non-uniform day again tomolo.. 2 pounds gone like that.. *poof*

uh-oh!! had another agrument on saturday.. =S=S not really an argument la.. but then neither both of us acknowledge each other lo. didn't want it to turn out that way.. just miscommunication la.. but then he went to the pub without telling me lo.. i dun like him to go out to pubs n drink! dunno how to tell him that.. i'm afraid he'll think that i'm controlling him. =( anyway.. it was my bad as well.. shouldn't hv shown my frustration.. still need anger management! hehehehe.. ^_^v nola.. ok liao la..

didn't do much on sunday.. just went into town together. he bought a cap.. i could've bought him it.. but then i was in a rush n didn't grab my purse.. so basically.. i went into town with nothing on me except my phone! =S=S haha.. so pai seh la u know.. like see him buy his thing.. n just stand there feeling like an idiot.. so powerless.. hahaha.. but then walked into town again.. just bcoz of Natasha.. she wanted to get pizza.. there were like 4 of us who accompanied her.. lolness! like VIP like that.. need so many ppl to accompany.. after that.. went up to the boys boarding house.. ken made some noodles.. i shared la.. but then i just found out i cannot suck noodles up one lo.. hahaha.. eeerrrr... i also dunno y... i always thought i could do that... *scratches head in confusion*

it's Monday again today.. getting work piled up again.. hehehe.. school life's like that ga la.. oh ya.. i received another offer from Bath University. ^_^v YAY!!!! but then.. really worried abt next yr la.. u'll be at aberdeen.. n i'm down south.. :(:(..... no worries!!! i got faith in us!!! ^_^v... add oil la!

just watched HP last nite.....!!!!!!!!!! went on the premiere night!! lolz! really cool film.. very the exciting.. got one part actually made me jump.. jump as in my butt actually left the seat.. by maybe 0.1 cm nia la ha.. hahahaha.. blehz!!! =P=P cool effects too!! well.. honestly the chinese acting as Cho Chang.. hhmm.. at first before watching the movie i was quite disappointed.. very different from what i imagined.. but then.. after watching the movie.. i think she's alright la.. quite pretty from some angles.. but then still think that something's missing.. dunno what.. all my frens tot she was crap.. hahahaha... kerlian! oh n her scottish accent was so strong la!!! i didn't even understand most of the things she said! lolz.. there was one line where she said something like "it's pretty ice up there.." but then she said...."it's priddy ace up there.." hahaha.. i dunno whether that is even the line she said.. o_O

anyway.. swiftly moving on.. this week okla.. very proud of myself. got an offer from Loughborough University liao. My first offer!!!! WOO HOOO!!!! hahaha.. of coz hv to celebrate one mah.. i was like so worried i wouldn't get one.. ^_^v *peace*.. still got 5 more replies to wait for.. hope Warwick will gimme offer also la.. pls pls pls!!! other than that.. i finished all my homework this week!!!! muahahahahahahha!!!!! see ppl so rajin!!!! =)=)=) can enjoy my weekend.. drown myself with boredom.. at least i've got no work to worry abt.. hehehehe!!! then on both wednesday's n friday's assembly got audition for R Factor. Hahaha.. which is like the X Factor.. X Factor is the proper singing competition on tv.. can watch it tonite! hehehe.. basically like American Idol la ha.. R Factor maybe is like "Ripon" Factor kua.. lolness!!! really got some quite good ones le.. then these 10 ppl go to Ripon College to compete.. cool!

oh ya.. abt the house drama competition i was talking abt.. i can't believe Hutton won.. Hutton's the house who produced Lion King.... hhmmm... last yr also like that! De Grey won but the play was so damn boring.. but i think the judges r looking for plays which hv meanings in them.. like teach u a lesson like that..

last saturday's cooking went on quite well la.. considering i couldn't help out much... =S=S felt like i was of no use at all u know.. Ken asked me to help out with cutting the chicken.. as in pull out the meat coz we bought drumstick mah.. i also cannot do.. slice the cabbage i also cannot.. no strength wah.. so hard the veggie.. n i could see he was quite annoyed la.. hahahaha.. oh well.. hv to improve my cooking skills liao lu.. =(

House swimming competition coming up.. n i m organising my house's.. cool ain't it? Swimming house captain.. muahahahahahah!!! but got loads of work to do ah!.. hv to look at every single person's record.. then choose the good ones la of coz.. the thing is i dun even know what events there r.. then i dunno the ppl.. then i hv to hand in the list by the end of next week.. *gulp*.. wish me luck!

house drama for the past 2 nites.. thursday n friday nite.. Porteus House had the best play in my opinion.. it was called "The Witches".. really hilarious.. it was really well prepared i can say.. they're most prob gonna win this yr.. n my house (which is School House).. did a play on Lemony Snicket Bad Beginning.. honestly in my opinion.. was quite boring.. but then had to support my house one mah.. besides.. my fren Laura was directing it.. so the more reason to support.. hehehhee.. There was also Lion King and Sherlock Holmes by other 2 houses.. i really like the audience u know.. they r just so responsive.. they can clap.. or just.. go boo at evil characters.. or go awwww at something really touching or sweet.. just reacting to the play.. like for example.. there's someone approaching a person from behind in the play.. the audience will be like.. "He's behind u!!!".. hahaha.. cool!! it's really one thing we dun get in brunei.. ^_^ gd experience..

nothing much to do la this weekend.. got loads of work in for monday which i've not started.. i've not really done much work ever since i got back from half term.. i blame it all on Ken. hahahahha.. anyway.. we're going to go buy some ingredients la.. not really ingredients la.. but just food.. gonna cook this weekend.. hope we hv fun!!!

almost 2 weeks with KanKan now!!! ^_^ it'll be 2 weeks this friday to be exact.. but then le.. so fast i've already had a row with him.. 8th november.. tuesday.. just yesterday.. hahahaha.. hv to remember this date.. hmph! well.. i didn't want it to turn out like how it did.. but things just kinda went outta control a lil.. it wasn't really a big deal.. but then all the small things add up together one mah.. just wasn't really satisfied with the way he's been treating me.. he treats me real gd alright.. dun get it wrong.. just that sometimes he can be quite rude.. n seem like he doesn't care.. or or or.. make me jealous! ggrrrr!!! but then it was also partly my fault la.. coz i didn't chai him yesterday.. went to leeds also didn't tell him.. just wanted him to know i'm not happy n want him to comfort me mah.. then turn out i was the one who said sorry to him. hahahaha.. nothing liao la.. made up last nite.. bought char siu pao for him.. lolness! but then today still a little distant.. didn't talk much.. pakto is like that liao one la.. will hv probs.. but still very happy!!!! (",)v

went to leeds with angel yesterday.. totally skived off business studies.. hahahaha.. i heard that only 4 ppl bothered to turn up for lessons yesterday.. out of a class of abt 10.. i think the teacher will be quite pissed le.. he didn't even bother to teach his economics group.. did some hard core shopping.. 4 weekends left here.. although still a long time but it's not every week that i get to go outta ripon u know.. so took the chance to buy some stuff.. but then le.. found out that KanKan dun like light brown.. so i dunno how... =S=S=S die die die.. hahaha.. then then then.. on the way back.. i met Alex Green on the bus in harrogate.. muahahahahhaa.. so cool! ;) really quite a hot guy.. but then ppl got gf.. we've been talking much more recently compared to last time.. lolz! he's just nice la..

oh ya.. maths challenge yesterday.. left more than half of the paper blank.. hahahaha.. but then manage to get 58/100.. much much better than last yr.. at least this yr my name appeared on the list.. last yr dun hv.. still an improvement.. KanKan got quite high woh.. 67 i think.. hahaha.. cool! add oil la!!!

does everyone hv "monday sickness" (so-called by me..)?? hahaha.. it's always a monday that ppl r reluctant to go to skool or even work.. maybe it's just me la ha.. but i'm always quite moody in the morning.. but then as u all know me la ha.. terus hyperactive after a while.. :):):) hahaha... so i guess it actually makes no difference whether i've got the "sickness" or not then.. *blehz*

oh well.. saturday turned out to be one hell of a nite.. hahaha.. really nice la the fireworks.. the whole sky was lit up by the fireworks.. plus i was with someone lagi.. there was one moment where the sky was full of fireworks.. so nice la..!!!! ^_^ my frens kept telling me what i said last yr.. i just said that it'll be really gd if there was someone by ur side n watch the fireworks together mah.. how sweet ah!!! hahaha.. but then came true la this yr.. lolness.. what a nice backfire! ;) *touch wood first.. dun wanna jinx it* but then also quite dangerous.. i think it was bcoz of the wind.. the fireworks fell while it's still ignited.. hahaha.. ppl in front of us used umbrella as shelter.. it was also raining.. so luckily ppl brought umbrella la ha.. after the fireworks finished.. my neck hurt!!! =S=S walked into town with ken.. coz the third years wanted ken to buy some boos.. sighz.. i really dun like him to keep buying alcohol for ppl u know.. i mean they SHOULDN'T EVEN BE drinking if they're underage.. gggrrrrrrr!!!!!!! but being ken.. he of coz agree la.. me kinda no mood then.. haha.. i also dunno y.. maybe bcoz i was jealous of this japanese girl that he kept on going on abt.. lolness!!! oh well.. met Rachael n her frens in the market sq.. dun like them.. didn't chat for long then i left.. didn't know ken would follow me.. oh well.. nvm la.. hahaha.. at least he's with me!!! muahahahahha!!! just joking!

walked back to skool after that la.. didn't wanna go in the boarding house that quickly.. so we sat at the hut we usually sit.. sat there for hrs.. in the cold.. n it was really misty.. hahaha.. oh well.. nothing la.. just chatted.. beh tahan liao.. went back to the girl's boarding hse where i had a warm cup of tea.. n ate! warmth at last.. so nice la the feeling.. hahhaa.. didn't do much la.. he went back to up to School House at 11.. that's his curfew time.. oh btw.. Rachael they all got kicked outta the pub!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!! serves them right.. omg.. y m i so bad??? hahahaha.. cannot like this.. cannot!! anyway.. yeah..

hhhmm... Sunday. didn't do much.. walked down town straight after tea to return House of Wax. was quite pissed la actually... dun wanna walk into town just to return a damn freaking dvd!!! so tiring u know.. n a total waste of time! hahaha.. but then.. nothing liao la.. was jumping up n down after that.. then went to look for Mrs Stewart.. she taught me something.. hehehe.. cannot say yet.. JUST IN CASE later Kankan see my blog then he'll know what i'm up to.. but i'm definitely getting broke this christmas.. hv to buy 2 gifts ah!! one for his bday.. n one xmas present.. oh well.. it's all worth it.. hahahhahahhaa... :):):) sot liao la me..

may be going to Leeds with Angel tomolo.. obviously need to do some shopping.. hahaha.. skiving off business lessons.. *heh heh heh*.. evil grin.. very the boring wah Mr Jakulis's lessons.. my god.. could use the time to do more interesting stuff.. i'd most probably flunk my business this yr.. hahaha.. oh well.. but i'll still try hard la of coz.. ^_^

p/s: oh ya.. keep forgetting to say.. i've dyed my hair black.. hahahha.. dyed it the day before half term.. well.. it's actually blue-black to be exact.. considering my hair.. of coz cannot see the blue colour la ha.. besides.. when i wash my hair for the past 2 weeks.. the blue colour keep coming off lo!!!!!! even my towel got blue.. hahaha.. now i think all the blue colour has gone off.. so no more blue coming off.. but instead... BLACK IS COMING OFF AH!!!!!!! hahahahahhaha.. so hilarious!!!!!! =S=S

another saturday.. except that this week seemed to hv passed by really really slowly.. oh well.. that's a gd thing in a way.. get to spend more time with him then.. hahaha.. but actually there isn't really more time la.. hahaha.. just the feeling nia mah.. if u get what i mean.. this week really free la.. not much hwk.. been hving chem coursework this week.. luckily for the plan Kan let me see some answers.. MUAHAHAHA!!! so kinda know how to do a little.. ^_^ but can say that everyone knows abt our relationship already la.. happy!!! =)=) we've been taking walks out in the cold cold n dark dark nite.. at first just to avoid ppl.. but then now le.. hahaha.. like quite romantic like that le.. *blushes* nono.. me not going into detail here.. pai seh..

anyway.. it was Speech Day yesterday.. ppl get prizes for their achievements in GSCE and.. HB n HG of boarding house.. me being DEPUTY head.. DO NOT GET ANYTHING!!!!! HMPH!!!!! GEK DAO WO!!!!! oh well... hahahhaaha...... no use one la me.. sigh.. anyway.. saw Kankan go up on stage ah.. hahahahaha!!! so cool!!!!! luckily he didn't trip n fall ah.. was supposed to hv a fan club with banners n everything one.. hahaha.. jkjkjk!! oh well.. wanted to take pic.. but then he dun want.. so dun la.. quite embarrassing also to take out my phone n take a pic.. :) but sometimes in skool le.. very hard to act around each other.. hahaha.. after all.. it's SKOOL.. so of coz cannot be too close la.. we've got all our frees together u know.. hahaha.. so can see a lot of him.. (",)v

watched house of wax last nite.. wasn't really that scary la.. just quite gross.. PLUS GOT CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY.. wah his body inside... see also syok ah!!! hahaha.. but got some parts quite jumpy n can make ppl hv heart attack ah i tell u.. oh well.. he was sitting beside me.. guess he had to bear with my screaming n stuff.. luckily he didn't go deaf la ha.. lolness.. didn't do much la last nite.. was on my butt for most of the time.. except of coz the part where i had to walk into town to get the dvd n get some chinese take away.. :)

going to see the Bonfire tonite.. see ppl burn things.. bad bad ppl.. contributing to global warming.. hahaha.. but then it's cool la.. last yr saw nice fireworks..;) dunno whether or not he's going yet coz he got party at Mike's.. hope he's coming along la.. ^_^..