*ahem ahem* clears throat first before i begin a very long story.. last time can step back n relax.. now hv to start running liao.. so sit back n get excited.. (as if it'll be that exciting) haha..

oh well.. firstly.. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! we all hving a party in the boarding house.. ppl dressing up n stuff.. but as usual la.. i won't dress up.. pai seh la.. plus le.. GOT NEWS U ALL!!! BETTER PUT ON A HEARING CAP.. lolness... i got a bf la!!!! ;) hahahahaha.... ^_^v so of coz cannot look silly in front of him la.. i dun think any of my frens in the uk will read my blog.. so i'll disclose to u all la.. the "he" is Ken.. hahhaa.. dunno la.. it just happened.. during half term to be exact.. can remember the date n time lagi.. 28th Oct.. dunno the exact time.. but i remember we were talking on the phone at around 1.00am.. so yeah.. :) i had 2 whole days to make my decision.. n to tell u all frankly.. my answer was actually a no.. but then le.. when i talked to him on the phone.. become soft heart la.. so say yes.. but if i really did say no wasn't bcoz i dun like him.. it's just that i dun think i'm ready to start a relationship yet.. at least not at this kinda moment.. been single for more than 3 yrs liao la.. suddenly hv a bf.. hhmm.. hahaha.. n i've always pictured myself to start pakto in uni.. n i dunno what will happen after we leave my skool now.. honestly.. i really did put a lot of thought into it.. thinking of the long future.. but then all thanks to Yifat.. Natasha's cousin.. she kept telling me nothing in life is for sure la.. n bla bla bla.. so y not give it a try?? i know he's not that liang zai or anything.. but he's really a sweet guy.. n i quite like him.. what more do i need? hahahahahhahaha.. =)=)

anyway.. story abt my half term.. oh well.. friday travelled down to london la.. was in the coach for 9 hrs!!! maybe even more than that.. i mean imagine that.. butt hurt like hell! i bought my coach ticket to Victoria but then we all wanted to get off the coach at Golders Green which is a stop before Victoria.. the coach driver didn't let lo.. coz my luggage was buried under hundreds of luggages.. so Natasha was quite pissed la actually.. coz if we had gotten off there.. we would hv arrived her home an hr earlier.. so yeah.. reached her home at 10 or 11 pm like that.. was totally knackered by then.. met her whole family.. n her parents had frens over for dinner.. actually thought her parents were quite friendly AT FIRST..but after a week's stay.. no way! not only were they not welcoming.. they were fussy with loads of things.. n i was like their maid or something.. i had to do the dishes.. clean here clean there.. slept on the floor for a week.. if i take a shower.. she ensured that i dun make the walls wet!! lolness!! my god!!! n worst of all.. I SAW HER DAD NAKED!!!!!!!!!! =\\\\\\\\ +_+ eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww!!!!! one morning.. woke up at 10 something la.. so go to the toilet to brush my teeth.. heard that someone was in the toilet.. but could tell he/she was almost finished.. how i know when that person open the door will be naked.. lagi teruk is her dad! =_=''''''''''''''''''''''' hahaha.. was really embarrassed to look at him in the eye after that.. YUCK!!!!!!!! that straight away put me off staying at her place.. oh.. n i fed wholly on chocolate for the first two days at her house.. =S no food for me.. kerlian or not?? *sniff sniff*

if it weren't for Yifat.. i dun think i'd even know my way around.. i know i can't blame Natasha coz she had work experience while i was there.. but then at least she could've told me what bus to here what bus to there.. i mean a little info wouldn't harm kua.. she didn't even bother with anything at all.. what a fren! hmph! nvm la.. on Monday Yifat brought me to Leicester Square (where chinatown is).. Trafalgar Square.. hehehe.. went to the National Gallery.. got paintings there.. i hv to admit i really enjoyed it.. hahah.. i never knew i was an arty person.. guess now i know.. =P then we all went to Oxford Street which is a really famous place to shop abt.. that took up the whole day already la.. reached home at 6 something.. had dinner.. first time her dad cooked for me as well.. hehe..

then on Tuesday.. we went to Tate Modern.. a place with modern art.. coz Yifat wanted to look at modern art.. i didn't like this one as much though.. too modern.. i dunno la.. just didn't appeal to me.. but it was alright la.. then both of us went to eat at Wagamama.. *yum yum* a nice japanese restaurant.. but very the ex ah!!! avg 6 pounds per dish.. *gulp* then decided to go to The Angel (a name of a place).. it is very near Natasha's house.. like roughly half an hr walk away.. had no mood to shop though.. so just followed Yifat around.. n she wasn't in the mood to buy anything as well.. so decided to walk home la.. got home earlier that day n Natasha was at home already.. we decided to cook.. made mashed potatoes.. which was quite nice actually.. at first i said i wouldn't eat it when i knew she was gonna put garlic into it.. but it was actually really nice.. heheheh.. ^_^ then that nite was when ken called me n asked me out.. MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

didnt go out on wednesday n thursday.. really spent those 2 days carefully thinking abt whether or not i wanna accept him.. hahaha.. was in bed all day on wednesday.. but then thursday at least got get up but was still thinking la ha.. so "xin ku" la.. a few times made up my mind abt not accepting him.. i felt like i didn't hv any burden.. but then still ended up accepting him.. hehe.. which i dun regret.. :) *choi choi choi* touch wood first..

went out on friday nite.. went roller disco.. so long time never roller skate liao la me.. i was abt 6-7 when i last roller skated.. then honestly i hv to credit myself la.. coz i got grasped of the technique quite soon.. even though i fell flat on my butt once.. so painful!!! hahahahaha... had fun that nite.. but very ex to get in.. was £12.50.. met her frens Danny, Jane n Bryony.

then went to a theatre on saturday afternoon.. with her parents n cousin.. watched a play called Ducktastic.. it's a comedy la.. very very the funny.. hahaha.. quite enjoyed it honesly.. then went to Chinatown in Leicester sq after that.. her parents went home earlier though.. bought some noodles la.. hv to stock up ah.. when boarding house no food can eat lo.. hehe.. this is the lesson we've all learnt.. met Chris at last that nite.. natasha kept going on n on abt him.. he's a model!!! hahahaha.. but not really liang zai la.. really a nice guy.. also met Luke.. hehe.. then Chris said i got model walk woh!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! bong or not me?? :)

woke up very early on sunday.. my coach was at 9.30.. n early in the morning.. her mum diao me lo.. GGRR!!!! say y i didn't pay her the money to the theatre.. i mean i didn't hv cash mah.. i thought she wouldn't mind if i gave Natasha the money when we arrived ripon.. n bla bla bla.. f*** her la.. n she said considering that they've put up with me for a week.. what the hell la.. it's not that i won't give her the money back.. kerlian la me... +_+

hai......... at last can put one step back n relax liao.. half term hols start tomolo.. i'm actually very glad.. but then the thought of going to Natasha's straight away make me look less forward to it. cannot like this la me.. treat ppl so bad.. oh well.. look on the brightside la ms foo.. perhaps it wouldn't be that bad.. u never know until u find out.. =)=) i suppose time's gonna fly by bcoz of the work load.. n then got chem coursework the first day we come back.. teruk ah! not only the first day ah.. the whole week got chem coursework... quite a few ppl cried already coz they couldn't do it.. +_+

it's been charity week at skool this week. had non-uniform day today.. didn't take me too long to choose what i was going to wear today. lol.. most of the ppl already decided what they were gonna wear last nite. me last min wake up n thought.. "oh shit oh shit.. mufty day today.." nearly forgot.. hahaha.. didn't eat breakfast.. straight away rush back to my room get ready.. straighten hair la.. put on a lil make up.. at least hv to look decent outta uniform.. hahaha.. then i was really happy la.. when i walked into my business lesson.. Grange said.. "u look fancy today." i was like.. what?? hahahaha.. pai seh la.. i wore what i normally would wear.. nothing more.. but then.. also happy la.. then then then.. Alex Green (someone whom i've always think is FIT) said he liked my top... WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! terus went siao ah me.. what the teacher was talking abt didn't absorb a single word.. when he said that ah.. his gf terus look at him n me.. hahaha.. muka quite hitam la.. dun care!!! muahahahaha.... but then i think he knew his gf was staring at him.. n said to me.. "no.. no.. i meant ur....." he was stuck.. hahaha.. i just laughed la... then said.. "ya ya.. i know.." ^_^v

then at break go watch dancing.. hahaha.. Miss Boultby n Mr Miller tangoed!!! omg...!!!! so hilarious!!! i think they used one of shakira's song.. very fast la the song.. but their dance was just too slow.. not many steps either.. just repeating.. walk here walk there.. Mrs Saul n Mr Newton dunno dance what.. but both of them.. cannot la!!! hahaha.. so funny.. i dun think either of them knows how to dance.. at least they put the effort into it la.. Mrs Saul wear so like Michael Jackson la.. u know like the black pants shorter than the ankle.. n then can see white socks le.. lolness!!! out of those i've seen so far.. the best is still Mr Andrew n Mrs Wise. Mr Andrew really knows how to dance man! wah.. shake here shake there.. lifted Mrs Wise up lagi! hahaha.. it was really obvious that Mrs Wise was lost in the dance. i like how the way they get their hands tangled up together like that.. hahaha.. cool!!! ;) but i didn't get the chance to see Miss Suren n Mr Bradnam.. a very hot Australian gap year student. *phew* hahaha.. get to see these dances again tomolo break time..

then today lunch time got talent show.. hahaha.. so funny la.. especially got Dave, Keith, Alex, Nick they all in the front row. I was sitting in the second row together with Angel n Vicky.. sonia was a few seats away sitting with Sam who apparently likes sonia.. well at least that's my hypothesis la ha.. hahahahhaa... so noisy la that gang in front! keep woo here woo there.. then make waves.. hahaha.. nothing keep shouting ed-mund. hahaha.. but it was really fun la i hv to admit. The Turtle played.. skool's rock band.. normally i dun really care abt Ian Hales, Tom May n Alex Nixon but then after their perfomance.. suddenly think they quite sak one bah.. hahaha.. never knew Tom was that gd in drums.. n Ian also so sak la.. play the electric guitar.. n Alex on bass... wah.. cool rock band! but then Ian was practically shouting la ha.. after 2 of their songs.. my ears terus cannot hear anything ah!!! hahaha.. then got Justin Timberlake lagi!! hahaha.. so funny this one.. got magician.. of coz got All Hat No Cattle lagi la.. Jazz band.. all liang zai!!! wah.. especially Keith..... wah..... hahahah.. nola.. but then the magician won in the end.. so cute la that little guy.. *awwwww* even i cannot tahan also clapped my hands so hard n wooed.. hahahaha.. the teachers were like chasing us out of the hall coz we were late for our lessons. the talent show started late bah.. but then still managed to finish the show la.. quite an enjoyable day today..

seems like my blog is full or names now.. hahaha.. oh oh oh.. n i got an invitation to Lauren's bday party!! woo hoo!!!!!! very "nan de" i get invited u know.. :P:P:P gd la.. just know went to Home Bargains bought hair dye.. gonna dye my hair blue tonite.. dunno whether it'll work la.. *keep fingers crossed* i've been dying to dye my hair blue all year since last year.. (",)v

gek dao wo ah!!!!!!! spent so much time to go to travel agents asking this n that abt flights to USA.. to Portland to be exact.. n guess what?? last nite my bro called me then i told him a few websites where he can find cheap fares.. then he terus found a ticket for just £309 return!!! =\\=\\ but mine's still £500+ la.. hahaha.. bcoz of the dates bah.. my travel period is in the peak season. going on the 14th dec.. coming on the 5/6th jan.. not a long holiday though. so he ended up buying it la.. see what i mean by wasting my time.. i told my mum to let him gao diam liao one la.. give me so much stress!!! i had to ask like.. from heathrow to vancouver.. LA.. NY.. washington.. etc etc.. ARGH!!!!! plus i told them before.. buy tickets online is cheaper one lo.. they dun believe me.. kept on insisting that i should go to travel agents! gek dao or not?? now ended up saving more then B$500. =)=)

watched the scary movie 1 last nite.. tony n ken came by the boarding house when we watched till half way through.. then got some scenes got hv naked women.. lolness.. their eyes were opened so big!! hahaha.. i dunno la.. but i feel kinda weird watching hamsap movies with this bunch of frens. but it's not even that hamsap... just slightly nia le.. maybe still not yet that close kua.. hahaha.. but then with my old frens ah.. even watch porn also no prob ah.. LOLNESS! see... How much I REALLY MISS U GUYS!!! *wide grin showing WHITE teeth* =D=D so much difference here.. :(:(.. still feel the most comfortable with u all in brunei.. afterall.. we DID grow up together.. ;);)

today boarding house closed.. coz Miss Suren is on duty.. but she needs to leave the boarding house to go to the Ripon Cathedral. there's a 450th anniversary concert for my skool.. just to celebrate la.. so she has to be there to do the rehearsals i think.. hehe.. n we r not allowed to be in the boarding house without anyone in charge.. tried a couple of times being locked inside the boarding house.. really no way out.. unless u jump outta the window.............n die........... lol... maybe not die that kua zhang la.. maybe just break some bones.. (",)v

half term next week.. this is the last weekend before half term.. really gonna die la in half term.. dunno how i'm gonna tahan at Natasha's. she has relatives staying at her house as well.. i dun even know y her relatives timing also so ngam ah!! eeeeee.. there r like 11 ppl staying in the house.. overcrowded la!!!!!! bound to suffocate in some way.. haha.. really hv to plan properly what i can do over half term.. maybe go out shopping some days.. n just stay in some days.. very the eksipensibe to travel abt in london u know.. but then the thing i worry abt now is food.. providing me a place to stay in already very good liao la.. what more provide me food.. their parents not that hao xin one la.. fortunately got china town in london.. so maybe buy more noodles.. ^_^ or maybe just dun eat on certain days.. treat it as puasa for me la.. hahaha.. suddenly thought of something.. i'll just hv blueberry muffin... YUM YUM!!! =)

guess i'll find out next week huh??? wish me luck..... ^_^v
>peace out<

()*")£(^!&%&^"$£&($("*&£*"£^&%^!!!!!!!!!! wtf.. last time i came to town.. blogged.. but then haven't finished blogging my time was up liao.. nvm la.. i keep clicking save.. the web just would freaking load.. hahaha.. then of coz when i logged in just now.. my blog wasn't saved la.. sighzzz... oh well.. i guess i'll just hv to summarise what i remember i put down..

i guess i started with.. i "lightly bumped" into Lewis in Sainsbury's. haha.. just brushed past.. next.. went out on Friday night to celebrate Helen's bday. just had a meal in harrogate la.. This time hang out with angmos.. dun wanna be stuck with chinese all the time i'm here right? lolness.. but i was still stuck with one though.. sonia.. =\\ n then n then.. u know ah.. we walked pass this restaurant le.. then saw one chinese guy.. quite gd looking la at first glance.. but not quite sure.. coz i paiseh wah.. so quickly turned away when i saw him.. haha.. that restaurant was full so we went to the first one we went to.. when we were eating i asked sonia whether she saw a chinese la.. she said: "oh.. was it the one that was looking at ME?" i was like..... =__="""""""""......... lolness!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. so bong la her.. then i think she knew my reaction wasn't right.. she terus changed n say.. "oh.. i mean the one that was looking at US"...........HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! she thinks she's so pretty la.. keep saying that she's so slim n her body is perfect. omg!!!! but we all keep critisicing her.. oh well.. her confidence has really turned her into an arrogant person.. she's always been arrogant.. she thinks she's all that.. but in fact she's not.. she's nothing compared to other ppl.. i'm being very mean here.. ^_^v

went to Harrogate again the next day.. but went to watch the Chinese State Circus. hehehe... i dunno y but the performance wasn't new to me.. like i've seen it before.. maybe was the one that came to brunei like dunno how many years back... hehehe.. just quite similar la.. of coz not identical.. hehehe.. then after that walked into town. ken wanted to buy a present for tony.. coz it was Tony's bday that day.. we spent quite a long while walking here n there n ended up buying a football jersey for him.. so expensive la.. one shirt is like 30 pounds.. =\\ we didn't celebrate tony's bday this yr coz just didn't feel like it la.. all of us found out that tony isn't as gd as he seems.. he's a back-stabbing bastard.. haha.. so we all (the girls only la ha.. not including ken) just acknowledge him when we need to la.. hahaha.. he n angel now "fan lian" mah.. they dun even say hi anymore.. oh well.. dunno wanna be stuck between the both of them.. me atas pagar.. hehe.. still got a yr together.. y make life so difficult? but then that Saturday ah.. spent the whole day with Ken.. ppl keep saying me n him pakto... hahaha.. so fan la ppl keep saying that.. oh ya oh ya... n i found out got ppl like me oh n this skool. LOLNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha.. so shocking la..!!!! his name is Matthew Clarkson.. but unfortunately not liang zai n quite big sized.. so no spark at all.. find it quite embarrassing as well when ppl mention it.. dun like him.. eeeeeee....

then last sunday.. spent to whole afternoon doing just one piece of chem hwk.. really so hard la.. spent like 4 hrs on it!!! my god.. then got back the hwk today.. i got the class highest. i was shocked. hahaha!!! n it was only a B.. the rest got like Ds n Es.. hahaha.. so difficult la.. see.. me hen or not?? (",)v jkjkjkjkjk!!!!!

another weekend coming up la.. hehe.. we all planning to watch Scary movie 1-3.. n maybe House of Wax.. dunno la.. still hv to see.. hehehe.. watch until we all sot ah.. =S=S but i really hv to catch up with my work.. it's really just piling up day by day... sigh!!!!!!

one month liao la here.. =)=) my bro's back in brunei now la.. he was in singapore with my mum the past few days. just arrived on friday i think.. hehe.. talked with my parents on the phone for quite a number of times this week.. a little homesick la!!! wanna go home!!!!!! y my dad dun let le ha??????? =S i've checked the price for a ticket to portland. even if i go usa also costs £500-600.. sighz.. go back brunei even cheaper. but the thing is that my christmas hol is only for 2 weeks. so go back also kinda no use. lol..

typical skool week for me this week.. nothing physical but something mental.. hahaha.. kinda dun like tony now. i think it got worse after the argument i had with him in the library. just wanted him to keep quiet but he terus bomb me for just saying that.. plus i swear i was very polite to him. before that.. me, angel n vicky had some kinda disagreement in something.. he wanted to go out clubbing but we said at least tell her gf before he go mah.. he dun want oh.. i mean it's not a big deal.. he was the one who was "xiao ti da zhuo" (small prob make big in chinese).. then he break up with his gf liao la.. so got freedom.. sigh.. really got thinking problem ah this guy.. hahaha.. then now keep on kap girls liao lo.. all those angmo gals.. i dunno y.. but i see i also not suang oh.. i also dunno y i not suang.. everytime i see him i just ignore him.. so he thought i always no mood.. lolness!! suddenly find ken so much better than him.. ^_^v.. but dun like him when he says "no thanks!".. it's just the way he says it... really damn rude man! hmph!

watched a thailand movie last nite.. called "Xiao Qing Ren" in chinese.. dunno how to read thai la.. lol.. directly translated is Small Lovers.. hahaha.. issit?? very nice de la!! so sweet.. it's a story abt 2 kids that grew up together but then got separated.. very the touching la!!!! *awwwww* hahaha.. really very touching.. while watching the movie cried 2 times liao.. then tahan.. dun wanna let my frens see i cry la.. pai seh la let them know i cry bcoz of this kinda movie.. hahaha.. then go back into my room... on my bed... wah!!!!!!!!!! teruk oh.. i can feel so many drops of tears down my face.. i had a bad nose block then. so had to go switch on the lights find tissue to blow my nose.. my eyes were so red.. then i see my pillow.. all wet!!!!! lolness.. first time in my life watch a movie can cry until like this.. normally after finish watching the movie nothing liao one mah.. but even after the movie still can cry until that teruk.. hahaha.. dunno la.. to me it's really special la the kinda relationship the two kids hv.. ^_^v.. see how soft-hearted i m.. *lolness* but one thing's for sure.. i get touched really easily.. haha.. so i think my future bf will find it easy to keep me satisfied.. or maybe not!! *heh heh heh.. evil grin*

oh oh oh.. n i just found out from ccming that hon chung is now studying in leeds uni la!! hahahaha.. got another fren here in uk liao la. so happy! hahaha.. but long time no look for him liao lu.. so i doubt i'd even go to leeds to look for him.. nothing to talk abt what.. meet up also no use.. hahaha.. see first la.. only 1 n a half hrs from ripon to leeds.. maybe when boring can go.. hv to ask ccming for his mobile number then.. n i've been msging with this guy i knew from frenster. he's malaysian studying in uk. sadly.. not liang zai one la.. hahaha.. but i also dun chai him one.. he text me i also dun reply. =P

that's just abt it la.. got loads of work to finish off this weekend. got a plan to write out for chem.. very difficult la.. dunno how to write!! all 3 subjects also got hwk.. sigh.. gonna be a busy weekend.. =\\