one month liao la here.. =)=) my bro's back in brunei now la.. he was in singapore with my mum the past few days. just arrived on friday i think.. hehe.. talked with my parents on the phone for quite a number of times this week.. a little homesick la!!! wanna go home!!!!!! y my dad dun let le ha??????? =S i've checked the price for a ticket to portland. even if i go usa also costs £500-600.. sighz.. go back brunei even cheaper. but the thing is that my christmas hol is only for 2 weeks. so go back also kinda no use. lol..

typical skool week for me this week.. nothing physical but something mental.. hahaha.. kinda dun like tony now. i think it got worse after the argument i had with him in the library. just wanted him to keep quiet but he terus bomb me for just saying that.. plus i swear i was very polite to him. before that.. me, angel n vicky had some kinda disagreement in something.. he wanted to go out clubbing but we said at least tell her gf before he go mah.. he dun want oh.. i mean it's not a big deal.. he was the one who was "xiao ti da zhuo" (small prob make big in chinese).. then he break up with his gf liao la.. so got freedom.. sigh.. really got thinking problem ah this guy.. hahaha.. then now keep on kap girls liao lo.. all those angmo gals.. i dunno y.. but i see i also not suang oh.. i also dunno y i not suang.. everytime i see him i just ignore him.. so he thought i always no mood.. lolness!! suddenly find ken so much better than him.. ^_^v.. but dun like him when he says "no thanks!".. it's just the way he says it... really damn rude man! hmph!

watched a thailand movie last nite.. called "Xiao Qing Ren" in chinese.. dunno how to read thai la.. lol.. directly translated is Small Lovers.. hahaha.. issit?? very nice de la!! so sweet.. it's a story abt 2 kids that grew up together but then got separated.. very the touching la!!!! *awwwww* hahaha.. really very touching.. while watching the movie cried 2 times liao.. then tahan.. dun wanna let my frens see i cry la.. pai seh la let them know i cry bcoz of this kinda movie.. hahaha.. then go back into my room... on my bed... wah!!!!!!!!!! teruk oh.. i can feel so many drops of tears down my face.. i had a bad nose block then. so had to go switch on the lights find tissue to blow my nose.. my eyes were so red.. then i see my pillow.. all wet!!!!! lolness.. first time in my life watch a movie can cry until like this.. normally after finish watching the movie nothing liao one mah.. but even after the movie still can cry until that teruk.. hahaha.. dunno la.. to me it's really special la the kinda relationship the two kids hv.. ^_^v.. see how soft-hearted i m.. *lolness* but one thing's for sure.. i get touched really easily.. haha.. so i think my future bf will find it easy to keep me satisfied.. or maybe not!! *heh heh heh.. evil grin*

oh oh oh.. n i just found out from ccming that hon chung is now studying in leeds uni la!! hahahaha.. got another fren here in uk liao la. so happy! hahaha.. but long time no look for him liao lu.. so i doubt i'd even go to leeds to look for him.. nothing to talk abt what.. meet up also no use.. hahaha.. see first la.. only 1 n a half hrs from ripon to leeds.. maybe when boring can go.. hv to ask ccming for his mobile number then.. n i've been msging with this guy i knew from frenster. he's malaysian studying in uk. sadly.. not liang zai one la.. hahaha.. but i also dun chai him one.. he text me i also dun reply. =P

that's just abt it la.. got loads of work to finish off this weekend. got a plan to write out for chem.. very difficult la.. dunno how to write!! all 3 subjects also got hwk.. sigh.. gonna be a busy weekend.. =\\