a new start to a new yr.. but it was a bad start for me.. was ill on new yr's day until now.. it was horrible.. i had high fever, cough, flu.. whatever u name i'll hv man! haha.. spent 2 days in bed.. luckily i got better the third day coz Kan n i were going to Edinburgh.. well.. that day had it's ups n downs.. hehe.. but very tiring one indeed.. i was so so so so tired that i felt so so so uncomfortable that i so so so wanted to vomit.. haha.. just kept holding on..

i'm now back in uni already la.. holiday's almost over.. so sad.. the trip back from aberdeen was very smooth.. as in really smooth.. like got down from plane.. straight away had train back to coventry.. arrived coventry train station straight away had bus back to uni.. didn't involve much waiting.. but it was sad n quiet.. even though i've left aberdeen but my mind n heart was still there.. really dun wanna come back.. feels so weird n out of place.. when i arrived coventry.. i was like.. this place seems different.. the feeling is different.. just didn't feel i was in the right place.. n damn the cleaner! she moved all my furniture n stuff in my room.. so i spent the next few hrs after i reached my place re-arranging stuff the way it used to be.. well.. at least i feel everything is in place now.. but something's still missing.. n feeeling's still different.. didn't know 3 weeks would make such a big difference.. whatever i do over here that used to seem normal to me seems weird now.. like brushing my teeth.. keep picturing myself back in the Kan's flat's toilet.. etc.. sigh.. just got back n i'm already counting down the days till the next time i get to see u.. even though i dunno when it is.. lol..

hv to get my act together la.. got an essay to write n an exam to revise for.. going to tesco to stock up now.. my fridge is empty man.. haha.. lastly,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
(sorry for not replying ur msgs.. phone no credit)