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2007-09-01T19:27:00.000+01:00

DONE WITH WORKKKKKKKKKKKK.. joining LML Sdn Bhd nowwww.. woo hoo!!! holidayyyyy =)=)

2007-07-28T10:42:00.000+01:00

time for updates!!!!!!!! lol.. been back for a month already.. practically everyday just work n sleep seriously.. weekends r party times.. so i'm seldom at home.. hehe.. oh well.. pics time! =D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~ big big big big humungous ginormous Me to You bear.. ^_^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ dinner with Qin n JD

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ badly bruised hand from volleyball

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ von's bday

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Anduki picnic

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Anduki Park

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kungfu fightingggggg.. *huuuu.. haaaa* LOL!

2007-06-30T01:27:00.000+01:00

HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-12T23:47:00.001+01:00

I HAVE FINISHED MY EXAMS AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeee~~~~~~~~~

had a picnic straight after my paper this afternoon.. lol.. out in the big bright sun.. so hot laaa.. but then.. had fun..

tmr shopping spree.. wahahaha..

only hv to worry at the end of this month.. when results come out.. but till then.. enjoyyyyyyyyyyy..

2007-05-21T23:56:00.000+01:00

went to the library at 8.30 this morning n only returned home at 10.30pm.. haha.. didn't do much revision though.. coz seriously too too too tired.. but at least done more than what i could've covered if i was in my room..

then Hong (Reb's bf) came up from London today.. Rebecca's bday this wednesday.. she doesn't know.. so it's a surprise.. he left some stuff at my place.. then tmr coming to my place n cook.. n we'll hv a surprise meal for her.. all planned by Hong himself.. so sweet! lol..

before meeting up with Hong right.. i went to my department to check my pigeon hole.. expecting a letter from my lecturer.. but guess what!!!!??? i found a note for me!!! hahaha.. so happy! this is what it said..

"Hi Krystal! ^_^

Hows revision? Good luck with exam!!!!
Muchos love
ur bored seniors =)

P.S. Have fun(?) picking next year's modules =P - senior#2"

just excited to receive something outta the blue la.. i love surprises!!! but seriously dunno who the seniors r.. =S=S

2007-05-14T00:34:00.000+01:00

AHEM AHEM!!! *clears throat* i stand "virtually" in front of my friends here.. to announce that i m the Financial Secretary of the Brunei Warwick Society!!! wahahahahahhaa!!!! in short.. treasurer laa.. lol.. =)=).. *applause sign lights up*... hint hint.. hahaha..

anyway.. swiftly moving on.. had a bruneian gathering today la.. what i LOVED abt this gathering was that almost every bruneian turned up.. had a strong sense of unity la just now.. lol.. had loads of food too! had 3 rounds of lunch.. then crisps n chocolate n etc.. omgggg.. did a lot of stuff in this gathering.. celebrated a seniors bday.. gathering for the leavers.. then meeting for the BWS.. coz we're launching the FIRST ever Brunei society in Warwick.. so had to decide on the society's name.. it's Execs etc.. wanted to call it WBS (Warwick Brunei Society).. but then it would be a copy of the Warwick Business School.. lol.. then had a logo design competition.. there were at least 6 entries.. n we decided to use a combination of all the designs produced.. ^_^

spent HRS at that seniors hse.. then some went back to uni.. Cindy, SzeNee, Jimmy & I went to WingWah for dinner though.. waaaaaaaaaa.. ate more food.. sighhhh.. =_=.. then we WALKED back to uni..... omggggg.. damn fun laaaa.. i really enjoyed today.. seriously.. just took my worries away from me for a day.. =D=D now hv to return to reality n face the music.. hv to start revision already.. hvn't done any at all till now! sighhhh.. add oil everyone!!! gambateh!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i damn love this cake laaaaa.. dun u think it's sooo cute??? it's the leavers' cake btw.. lol..

~~~~~~~~~~~~ the voting table..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ everyone's signature!!! behind the voting table.. wheeee~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the voting ballots

n we're keeping every first things for rememberance.. like the nominees table.. the voting ballots etc.. ^_^

2007-05-05T08:50:00.000+01:00

a start of a bad day.. firstly woke up early coz i WAS supposed to go london to meet up Angel.. my high school fren.. then when i got ready n was abt to leave my room.. i saw her text saying that she couldn't go.. so the whole trip got cancelled.. which leaves me with nothing to do today.. i dun mind.. help me save money also laaa.. but i could've gone to alton towers instead.. n i called her.. she didn't pick up her phone.. n just sent a txt back saying sorry.. -.-''''

i dunno y.. but i just feel soooo lost n soooo empty.. like the whole world has turned their backs on me.. like the group of frens i normally hang out with, i.e. my future housemates.. well.. one just wants to be his with gf-to-be now.. then.. another one just always "puts aeroplane".. then one more just plain selfish.. n today.. even Angel's let me down too!!!!! omggggg.. i didn't feel that bad up till here.. but then tried to call Kan.. both his phones off.. even he is doing it!!!!!!!!!!!!! straight away ='(.. guess u still can't be there for me when i need u.. dun say i never gave u the chance.. noone's there for me anymore.. guess i'm all on my own.. hv to stand firm.. i can do it without anyone's help..

2007-05-03T13:17:00.000+01:00

coursework-free days have finally arrived!!!! damn stressed la the past 2 weeks.. seriously.. work after work after work.. when u're so drowned with work.. the only thing is to take it a step at a time.. which results in massive amounts of last min work! lol!!!!

presentation this morning damn crap! i was mumbling like hell.. seriously.. i couldn't say a single word properly.. n i kept seeing my lecturer yawn.. so discouraging la.. but oh well.. then handed in my CS132 coursework.. wheeeee~~~~~~~~~ waited in the queue for AGES to get our project binded.. damn funny la.. seeing so many ppl struggle with the machine.. but THANK YOU SO MUCH JIA WEI!!!!! U'RE THE BEST!!!! dunno what to do without u in the coursework.. wakakakaka.. *applause*

now hv to concentrate on revision la.. but i'll start nxt week.. this weekend let me relax first.. ^^

2007-04-21T18:48:00.000+01:00

got back from aberdeen last night.. sigh.. another month gone just like that.. n i'm back to this sad old uni.. ='(.. not that there's anything bad with this uni.. it just simply means work n being alone again.. lol.. well.. aberdeen was.. errr.. relaxing.. i didn't hv much to worry abt.. i was being taken after.. haha.. which felt nice.. could rely on someone.. =P.. i didn't do much shopping.. but still couldn't bring back all my stuff.. lol.. so had to leave some at Ken's place.. -.-''''''''''''

sighhhhhhhh.. i dun want term to start yet!!! helpppp!! oh well.. guess i'll be too busy the first few weeks to even think of anything else.. so so so so so much work to do.. so dead!!!! wish me luck with my work wor!!!

____________________________________________

~~~~~~~~~~~~ <33

~~~~~~~~~ Glasgow

~~~~~~~~~~~@ Glasgow - Adrian, me & Kelvin

~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aberdeen beach

2007-03-20T23:39:00.000Z

i know i said 9.37am was the official time i celebrated my freedom.. well i wanna change that.. it was 12pm that was the proper official time.. lol..

some times ppl doubt the phrase "never give up hope".. to be exact.. ppl like me.. i've never believed it in.. like.. once i fail.. i just give up.. but as long as u try.. n with a little help.. u never know what u can achieve.. this goes for my coursework.. i seriously just gave up coz a lot of my frens gave up too.. but then.. i got a senior to send me his coursework.. of coz i'm not that mean to use his coursework blindly laaaa.. was looking at it.. then suddenly i found out i could use some of his codes.. u know those eureka moments.. suddenly the bulb just lighted up.. n with the help of my lab partner debugging my program.. my god.. he got it running.. the only thing it doesn't do is sort a list of words in alphabetical order.. i mean from nothing to something.. this might not mean anything to u all.. but it seriously means a lot to me.. obviously it affects my grades.. n just in that few min.. i felt i learnt so much abt programming.. like stuff i didn't know.. i was really happy la.. a lot of ppl couldn't get their programs to work.. so it really feels good to be in the category that does..

oh well.. hols now.. n really glad that it is.. awfully need a break from work.. going to aberdeen tmr.. get to see my boi2.. wheeee~~~ can escape warwick for a while n relax n chill.. fun fun fun.. ^_^

2007-03-16T09:50:00.000Z

9.37am... the official time that i started celebrating my freedom!!! wahahahahaha.. i've handed in both my courseworks although i've not really completed one.. only left a bit la.. but i guess that bit is worth a lot of marks.. but suen ba la.. give up jor.. cannot do is cannot do laaaa.. so what the heck..

holiday has officially started for me now even though i've still got lecture this afternoon.. but still.. wheeeeee~~~~~~~~~~

go on shopping spreeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!! tmr go birmingham........... ^_^

2007-03-02T14:56:00.000Z

just a shoutout to Mr Kevin Chong..

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST DDKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^_^

hv fun at ur party dude.. dun drink too much.. lol..

2007-03-01T00:52:00.000Z

i've just noticed my entries recently are very very colourful.. haha.. full of pictures.. more pictures to come though.. lol.. saw Alex Green here on monday night.. was indeed very very very surprised n happy to see him.. it somehow just feels good to meet old frens.. hahaa.. Alex n Keith n a few others dressed up as fairies.. very funnyyyyyyyy.. we were at the Graduate Bar playing darts.. n i'm seriously terrible at it!!! lol..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Alex & Keith looking like "fairies".. lol..

then today.. went to birmingham with eugene n rebecca.. did some shopping.. hehehe.. ^_^.. but then when we went to zara.. i saw this dress.. quite like it.. but it costs 80 quid man.. 80!!!! ended up just trying it on for fun.. so saddddd.. so kinda "illegally" took a pic of it when i was trying it on in the fitting room..

META.. META.. METAMORPHOSIS!!!!

2007-03-01T00:34:00.000Z

~~~~~~~~~~ Shereen & me
~~~~~~~~~~~~ the gals.. everyone looking great except me.. *sobs*
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sanny__Shereen__me__Angela & Eugene's hand.. -.-''''
~~~~~~~~~~~ meeeeeeeeeee ^_^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ us!!```` before going to Metamorphosis

CNY Dinner @ WingWah with Jennifer, Gaston & Eugene

2007-02-28T21:54:00.000Z

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ me__Jennifer

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Gaston * me * Eugene
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Eugene.. me.. Jennifer.. Gaston
The manager wouldn't stop making us laugh.. everyone ended up grinning ear to ear.. especially me as u can see.. lol..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ chef // eug // me // manager // jen // gas (notice the manager's moustache.. the end bits r pointing upwards!!! HAHA!!! so funny.. i bet he used a lot of gel)

BruWick National Day Gathering

2007-02-25T17:00:00.000Z

bruneians from warwick uni celebrating national day?? hhmmmm.. i dun even celebrate it at home.. lol.. well that night was fun.. it was a potluck.. so everyone had to bring a dish over la.. we had the gathering at some seniors' hse.. i also COOKED le.. i even made 2 dishes.. wahahaha.. impressed?? anyway.. yeah.. we ate n played games n watched football match.. barcelona vs liverpool.. not a bad night..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the models.. n clothes made outta newspapers by the designers like me.. hahaha.. look at the guy second from the right.. his "thong" broke.. haha..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ what the heck was i doing???????? i was laughing my head off when i saw this pic.. dunno who took it.. =_='''''''''''

2007-02-20T10:31:00.000Z

there comes a time when u choose freedom over the one u love..

not that u dun love him/her anymore.. come to think of it.. on the contrary it's bcoz u love him/her too much.. this is coz u just get so tired n hurt that u do not hv the strength n courage to go on anymore..

all the promises broken..
all the things wished done..
all the arguments..
all the words said to offend n hurt u..
all the things done just for revenge..
all the hopes given but taken away..
all the disappointments..
all the times spent waiting..
all the tears..
all the things kept inside n not said..

a piece of advice.. never ever keep things inside of u.. they pile up n accummulate to a state where u just give up.. n u'll end up like me.. n one thing i found that is very true is..
---"with hope comes disappointment"---

2007-02-18T13:43:00.000Z

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May the year of pig bring good tidings and success to everyone!

And to all my friends out there. While going visiting, don't forget you guys are still missing a Krystal Foo back home. Collect an extra angpao for me from whoever's house you're visiting!!! Wahahaha.. *sigh* miss those days where we go visit in large groups..

Oh well, have a prosperous new year everyone!

Love
Krystal

2007-02-14T00:56:00.000Z

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!

***feel the lurveeeee!!!!***

mwaks mwaks mwaks...

2007-02-12T12:47:00.000Z

one more weekend gone n another start to a new week.. sigh.. had netball competition last saturday.. was seriously dreading saturday to come before that..

on that day, i set my alarm at 7.30am n kinda turned it off.. luckily SzeNee called n woke me up.. or else i would've totally overslept.. anyway.. arrived the bus stop just in time.. practically ran there.. luckily they were still there waiting for the bus.. we were travelling in a really big group.. there were 17 of us.. it was fun though.. it's seldom u can travel in such a big group here in the uk.. we were the loudest wherever we went.. in the bus.. in the train station.. in the train.. lol.. n like wherever we arrived at a new place u can see ppl starting to point n count the number.. lol.. the journey to n fro Leicester was just full of laughter.. n not to forget sleep too.. HAHA!!!

we arrived leicester in time.. while everybody was busy warming up n practising.. we were busy eating lunch.. haha.. that proves how terrible we r.. we didn't even hv much practice.. so we went there prepared to lose but wanted to hv fun.. it was so so so so cold that day n we play the first few matches outdoors.. i played the GK position (just bcoz i m tall).. my hands were so frozen that i can't really move my fingers.. what made it worse was that it was raining too..

i hv to admit i totally sucked the first 2 matches coz i didn't really know how netball was played.. but.. wahahaha.. after that.. i kinda got grasp of the game.. i was one of the three that played ALL the matches whereas everyone could take turn n rest.. when Nadiah wanted to sub me out to let me rest.. everyone was like.. "NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! u can do whatever u want with other positions but keep the GK n GD.." lol.. we played indoors for a while.. but then had to move back outdoors again.. i kinda fell on my right knee twice.. but the third time.. i kinda dived for the ball n collided into the opponent.. first my knee hit her ankle.. then my knee went crashing onto the ground.. that girl sprained her ankle n i sprained my knee.. my knee didn't really hurt then.. coz like it doesn't really hurt when the accident happens but then u start to feel the pain afterwards.. there were 2 more matches after my injury.. i was like... i'm fine i'm fine.. i can finish the games.. so i continued playing.. wrong choice man.. after the last whistle of the last game.. i totally collapsed onto the floor.. =_=.. couldn't move my leg at all.. can't bend my knee either.. i had to be carried by others man.. it was also raining cats n dogs the last few matches..

i was cold.. soaked inside out.. n in pain.. we couldn't even change coz we ended quite late n the sports hall was closed.. we had to wait outside for ages for the taxi to come then take the ride to the train station n change in the toilet.. i thought i had clean n dry clothes then.. BUTTTT.. my bag was wet coz of then rain.. so basically i didn't hv anything to change to.. luckily i wore a singlet inside which was dry.. n my jeans weren't wet.. -.-''''''

that's all of the bad news abt me.. but there's a good news.. the guys got FIRST PLACE IN FOOTBALL!!! wheeeeeeee~~~~~~~ congratulations dude.. we love u warwick.. we do...... we do.... haha.. ^_^

arrived Coventry at around 9pm.. went for dinner at Nandos.. haha.. then got back home at about 11.. headed straight for the shower.. then went to sleep.. -.-''''

Sunday nothing much.. just gamed the whole day coz i couldn't go out nor do anything.. sigh..

Malaysia Night Performances

2007-02-08T00:17:00.000Z

Chinese dance.. can see very very obvious mistakes from me.. sighhhh..

Dikir Barat (part 1)
*warning: video is very very long n loud*

Dikir Barat (part 2)
*same warning* lol..

2007-02-04T22:26:00.000Z

MNight is officially overrrrrr.. it was a success.. wheeeeee~~~~ endless rehearsals every day the past few weeks.. always reached home at 1am.. n spent the whole saturday rehearsing as well.. but all the hard work in the past 4 weeks paid off man! wakakaka.. well.. everyone seemed to hv enjoyed the show.. especially Dikir Barat! ^_^ rock on!!! there was a play.. a couple of songs n dances.. n dikir barat.. i was involved in 2 of the dances n dikir.. a lot of ppl from other universities came.. almost everyone dressed up.. guys turned up in suits or traditional clothing.. n girls wore either dresses or traditional clothes as well.. it was all cool!!! everyone was so still very hyper even after the event.. they were like "wanna party or not?".. "must hv after party to celebrate one ma.." haha..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Shereen & mE
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ me & SanNy
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ mE & CheRvoNnE
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ costume for chinese dance
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Me & Cherve in our dance costumes..

a couple of frens turned up at my place.. there were like 14 of us squeezing in my room at first.. then.. we all moved to the kitchen as they wanted to play drinking games.. we were also quite hungry so we ordered some take away.. 60 pieces of chicken for 15pounds.. cool eh?? it was all gone in minutes!!! hahaha.. well.. as u all know.. i hv terribly slow reactions.. so whatever they do i'm kinda always the slowest.. n the slowest person has to drink.. luckily.. i was blocked by some ppl in front of me.. so i didn't hv to drink at the beginning.. but slowly towards the end they kinda found out.. n they ended up always saying the bruneian drink! sighhhhhhhh.. quite fun la last night.. especially when we were all saying jokes.. there were really quite a few good ones.. laughed my arse off.. hahaha.. then they all went back at 4am.. n that's when i got my beauty sleep..

didn't do much today.. just went to play badminton n to a Tap Show after that.. the performance was alright la.. had all sorts of dances in the show.. like belly dancing..breakdancing.. hip-hop.. ballet.. salsa.. hehe.. a wide variety.. not bad not bad..

Dikir @ Piazza - 31st January 2007

2007-02-04T14:20:00.000Z

promotion of Malaysia Night at the Piazza outside the union..

~~~~~~~~~~ Malaysia Night banner

~~~~~~~~~~~~ less than half of the dikir team.. haha..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the Kompang Team

~~~~~~~~~~~ the Gong dude n the Kompang dudes

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ us - the pendikirs!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sze Nee, me & Cindy...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Shereen, me, Hazirah & Sanny...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Piazza

2007-01-28T20:37:00.000Z

well.. thought i'd let u guys see the video.. ^_^ second video more focus on me.. wahahaha.. coz eugene took it.. but quality not that good la.. coz using phone.. =P

2007-01-28T04:27:00.000Z

wheeee~~~~~ OWW performance success!!!! even though i still think the routine is crap.. n hurt myself quite a lot.. 6 bruises on right knee n 3 bruises on left knee.. lol.. but still.. hehehe.. a lot of ppl congratulated us.. saying it was really good.. happy to hear that! a lot of ppl couldn't recognise me becoz of my make up.. trust me.. i still look like what i normally look like.. lol.. well at least that's one thing outta my mind.. now my focus is on Malaysia Night which is next saturday.. 3rd of feb.. n netball competition the week after.. -.-''''''.. hahaha.. busy me ei?? upload pics n stuff next time.. ^_^

2007-01-24T14:47:00.000Z

yesterday was fun fun fun.. during the day was busy busy busy with lectures n everything though..

i went to the International Food Festival with Eugene at nite.. loads of others went as well.. but i was hanging out with him n Jennifer.. hehehe.. everyone was given 4 coupons.. each for a portion of starter.. a portion of main course.. a portion of dessert n the last one is of free choice (u can basically get anything u want).. but on top of the coupons.. i got loads of other free food as well!!!!!!! wahahahahaha.. coz i knew quite a few of the ppl that were serving food.. so they were like.. "hey.. there u go.." wakakakaka.. ^_^.. good to know ppl huh? ate so much till i was soooooooo full.. the desserts were especially nice man!!! *yummy yum yum* that's y the queue was freaking longggggg.. i had tiramisu n cheesecake.. n there was chocolate fountain as well.. marshmallow dipped in chocolate.. best man!!!!

then after that.. went for dikir practice.. waaaa.. the ppl there ar!.. sigh.. speechless.. just kinda got bullied.. i was so sad.. *sniff sniff* but anyway.. i dun care anymore.. after the performance is over.. i won't hv anything to do with them anymore! yes!!!!!!! dun even hv to see the colour of their faces shown man.. seriously can't wait..

while i was walking home from practice.. it was snowing man~~!!! i was seriously enjoying the walk back home alone in the snow.. it was around midnite.. so it was very quiet outside.. felt so peaceful n everything.. lol.. then when i online.. that Eugene straight away chat with me.. we were both so hyper n happy that it was snowing.. we were like come out la.. play snow.. then we kinda gathered other ppl as well.. Hazim, Alison n i went to the Library to meet up Eugene n Sanny.. then we all had our mini snowball fight.. n went to the Union.. then to Rootes.. my god.. didn't know SO SO SO many ppl were out man!! seriously.. everyone was just aiming snowballs at random ppl.. n there was this slope.. waaaaaa.. ppl treat that as if it was a ramp for skiing man.. they were taking turns to slide down that path.. haha.. then it eventually evolved to using Tesco trolleys.. LOL! it was fun fun fun.. i was the most vulnerable one though.. i got hit the most times.. -.-'''''' as usual.. then ZhiYang n Jermyn they all ar!!!! they put snow in my hoody.. then put my hoody over my head n that Eugene kept hitting my head.. freaking cold man!!! the ice went into my shirt n was basically touching my back.. i was like a snake there moving here n there trying to shake the snow off.. so cold la!!!! brrrrrr...

got back to my place at abt 2am.. was exhausted!!!!!! then talked to hunhun on the phone.. then went to sleep.. couldn't really wake up this morning.. but luckily got woken up by Alison.. she does the same module.. ^_^.. everywhere u went today.. everyone would be talking abt the snowball fight last nite.. lol..

i'll be going to the Fashion Show tonite.. i'm sure it's gonna be nice.. looking forward to it.. but then hv to go queue up early.. -.-'''' sigh..

2007-01-20T14:45:00.000Z

~~~~~~~~~ me, Kunal n Pooja in the learning grid studying for acc&fin test the next day..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kunal's bday outing.. look at the number of drinks we had.. n we had shots too.. haha..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ what i do in one of the computer lab sessions.. something to do with logic gates.. the lab is 3hrs straight man!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the gals at The Weekend in the Students' Union last nite..

~~~~~~~~~~~~ the dudes.. lol.. Jermyn's bday yesterday @ The WeekenD!!! ^_^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Danny.. Edwin.. n meeeee.. ^_^ @ The Weekend

2007-01-16T16:43:00.000Z

finally got my essay over n done with.. yesh!!!! i'm now freeeeee.. well.. not exactly.. coursework n stuff r coming up real real real soon.. didn't sleep for more than 24 hrs now.. so damn tired.. spent the whole nite up last nite to finish my essay.. n i had a 9am lecture.. waaaaaa.. kept falling asleep.. n i was sitting in the front row.. the lecturer was looking at me the whole time.. shoot!.. anyway.. hope i'll get a decent grade on it even though all i did was basically copy n paste.. lol..

after handing in my work.. came back home straight away went to bed.. haha.. but for 2 hrs only.. coz i had 2 lectures in the afternoon.. but ended up skiving them anyway.. went to Rebecca's place instead.. dealt with certain issues on our house next yr..

it's Kunal's bday today.. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DUDE!! going to tesco with Pooja later on to buy him a pressie.. then we're going to leamington tonite... partayyyyyy!!!! dun really feel like going though.. coz i'm really really freaking tired n no money to spend.. but then when i heard pooja saying how she thinks we're such good friends.. i kinda felt bad.. sigh.. oh well.. i guess i'll just have to postpone my sleep.. =S

2007-01-14T12:54:00.000Z

waaaaaa.. had my first nightmare last nite in yrs!!! seriously man.. i didn't even dare to sleep when i woke up.. although i still fell asleep in the end.. lol.. there wasn't really a story to it.. but really really scary, frightening n gross images just keep popping up.. seemed like i was in a horror movie of some sort.. sigh.. it was a bad nite last nite..

anyway.. it's been a week since i'm back to uni.. been very very busy everyday.. i hv almost 5 hrs of lectures everyday.. in between r just 1 hr breaks.. n the lectures run till 5 or 6pm everyday.. very tiring indeed.. wanted to look for a job.. but at the looks of my schedule.. i won't even hv a life anymore.. lol.. so decided not to apply for it.. i could still go to the Students' Union to look for a job.. like being a bartender.. a receptionist.. or work at the burger place.. etc.. got loads of different jobs.. but dunno whether they need ppl or not.. the shifts r less n more flexible i guess.. i'll decide on that later on.. now i hv to focus on my essay.. it's due in on tuesday.. n i've not even started!!! shoot...........!!!!!! everytime i start reading.. i just fall asleep.. -.-''''''''

it was our first dance rehearsal yesterday for the One World Week event.. the performance would be on 26th of jan.. even though it was just a rehearsal.. i was already so nervous before going on stage.. a lot of ppl were there ma.. i thought quite a few other societies were really great like the Nigerian Society, Japanese Society (they were so cute.. especially the guys.. they were doing something really traditional n slow.. -.-''''' lol..).. breakdancing society.. (very cool indeed!)

n i found out yesteryday.. a fren of mine is taking his gf to see a Chelsea football match for Valentine's.. i was like... "i wanna go!! i wanna go!!.." hahaha.. he's also a chelsea fan.. cool huh? the first chelsea fan i've found here.. ^_^

2007-01-06T14:24:00.000Z

a new start to a new yr.. but it was a bad start for me.. was ill on new yr's day until now.. it was horrible.. i had high fever, cough, flu.. whatever u name i'll hv man! haha.. spent 2 days in bed.. luckily i got better the third day coz Kan n i were going to Edinburgh.. well.. that day had it's ups n downs.. hehe.. but very tiring one indeed.. i was so so so so tired that i felt so so so uncomfortable that i so so so wanted to vomit.. haha.. just kept holding on..

i'm now back in uni already la.. holiday's almost over.. so sad.. the trip back from aberdeen was very smooth.. as in really smooth.. like got down from plane.. straight away had train back to coventry.. arrived coventry train station straight away had bus back to uni.. didn't involve much waiting.. but it was sad n quiet.. even though i've left aberdeen but my mind n heart was still there.. really dun wanna come back.. feels so weird n out of place.. when i arrived coventry.. i was like.. this place seems different.. the feeling is different.. just didn't feel i was in the right place.. n damn the cleaner! she moved all my furniture n stuff in my room.. so i spent the next few hrs after i reached my place re-arranging stuff the way it used to be.. well.. at least i feel everything is in place now.. but something's still missing.. n feeeling's still different.. didn't know 3 weeks would make such a big difference.. whatever i do over here that used to seem normal to me seems weird now.. like brushing my teeth.. keep picturing myself back in the Kan's flat's toilet.. etc.. sigh.. just got back n i'm already counting down the days till the next time i get to see u.. even though i dunno when it is.. lol..

hv to get my act together la.. got an essay to write n an exam to revise for.. going to tesco to stock up now.. my fridge is empty man.. haha.. lastly,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
(sorry for not replying ur msgs.. phone no credit)

2006-12-30T21:46:00.000Z

hey peepz!!!

MERRY
CHRISTMAS
&
A
HAPPY
NEW
YEAR
!!!!!!!!!

i'm at aberdeen at the moment.. with my boi2.. hving fun.. hehe.. met more of his relatives n friends.. quite cool.. ^_^.. even though it's just for a few weeks but it feels nice being able to live with him.. at least i feel i'm apart of his life for this short period of time.. heehee..

well.. u all enjoy yea!! wish i was back in brunei.. almost everyone's back isn't it? sigh.. miss u all! muahz muahz..

2006-11-20T00:03:00.000Z

carol dudes n dudettes.. we did it!! yay!!! the XRV performance today wasn't that bad at all.. well.. started off with carol practice at 3pm which i was late for coz i got up at 2.45.. i set my alarm for 1pm but kinda turned it off.. hahaha.. we rehearsed over n over again until abt 5pm when ppl started turning up for the event..

we had food first.. walau! the curry n sambal was damn spicy man! Germain warned me abt the sambal.. but i thought what the heck.. try some la.. i told him if he saw me crying he'd know y.. but my god.. it was REALLY spicy.. but could still stand the spice.. so i didn't cry la.. but the guys were eating until they were sweating!!! haha.. Melvin even had to go out to the balcony to get some cold air.. hahaha.. then there were some singing.. n lucky draws.. n human jackpot games.. n Gerald actually won the jackpot.. haha.. n speaking of Gerald.. sigh.. pitty him la.. well.. ppl could auction to sell themselves off as a bodyguard for the day.. or a slave.. etc.. he offered to hv his arms waxed.. AT FIRST!!!.. but then he said if u all increased the money.. he'd wax his legs.. then for 70 pounds even his eyebrows.. my god! wrong choice! the bid really went up till that.. i hv videos of him while being waxed.. sigh.. he's eyebrowless now.. haha.. oh well.. all the proceeds go to charity though.. so.. well done Gerald! i support u!.. n the bidders willing to pay that much money.. for charity.. lol.. on average each auction was like abt 70 pounds.. the amount of money they hv.. -.-'' give me la.. hahaha.. oh oh oh.. then Faeez n Lutfi offered to cross-dress.. they r both gonna dress up as girls one day nxt term.. in wigs.. make up.. DD cup bras.. mini skirts.. net tights.. heels n dance in the piazza.. HAHA.. i think their bid went up to 170 pounds man! lol..

then carolling la.. was talking to my KanKan half way on the phone then suddenly had to go perform.. -.-''''.. they brought the program forward a little.. oh well.. i was damn damn nervous la.. i was in the front row n in the middle!!! -.-'''' okla.. the crowd seemed to like it.. as in from the applause which was quite satisfactory.. ^_^.. yay.. got it over n done with now!

2006-11-18T15:43:00.000Z

eventful is the word used to describe yesterday.. well lectures n stuff as usual in the morning n afternoon.. then went for carol rehearsal at 6pm.. we're performing tmr.. -.-''' so embarrassing.. then after carol rehearsal.. we all went to The One (a singing competition).. it was the 1st round last night.. i went there late n missed the really good ones in front.. the rest of the contestants weren't as good as i imagined them to be though.. like SOOO MANY ppl sang jay chow's songs.. n omg.. all outta tune.. n............. a lot of them either forgot the lyrics.. or got them wrong.. sigh.. anyway.. i'm proud to say Nick Foo (the other Foo) got first place.. hahaha..

after that.. we all went to "The Weekend".. something in the Student's Union.. it cost 5 quid man! 5 quid just gone like that.. n it wasn't that good.. it was quite empty.. i'll just stick to TopB next time.. it's only 1 quid to get in.. n it's much much better.. BUTTTTTT.. it was quite fun last nite.. quite a big group of us went.. nnnn.. my god!!!!!! WeiXi n Mike were all over each other man! lol.. they're just frens.. but then they danced so so so so close.. basically just sticking their heads n faces together n just kissing.. THE WHOLE NIGHT! =S=S=S we could even see tongues.. hahaha.. oh well.. n i did shuffling on heels.. =S.. learning at least.. haha..

went to Tesco with Joe at abt 2 or 3am.. bought snacks n joined the rest.. we all hung out till really late.. i got back to my room at abt 9am!!!!!!!!!!! -.-''''''' so tired.. n slept at 10am.. woke up at 1 something as i had dance practice at 2pm.. then later going out to Nandos for dinner with the Bruneians.. wheee~~~~~~~ a movie after that maybe.. busy busy busy.. so sleepyyyy *yawn*

2006-11-12T18:10:00.000Z

went to london yesterday with Eugene n Jennifer.. left Coventry at 6am.. met up with their fren Gao Ren.. my god.. he looks so so so like Roland to me.. haha.. the way he talks n laugh.. so LOUD!!! asta~~~ in buses, tubes, restaurants.. everywhere basically.. he kept talking n laughing so so loudly.. made me so embarrassed.. anyway.. this guy also.. so blur! kept bringing us to the wrong places.. or we always miss the stop we're supposed to get off.. i think we spent more than half the day travelling man! the other half was spent on eating n shopping obviously..

went to LSE at last! didn't really like it though.. went to their sports hall to play bball, badminton n table tennis.. omg.. it was damn small n worn down.. like abandoned warehouse kind of.. saw a few ppl break dancing.. so cool! kept watching them practice.. lol.. the only nice place in LSE is the library i guess.. it's really nice n big!! very modern..

left at london at 11pm.. spent more than 12 hrs in london.. steady or not? i was damn tired at the end of the day.. slept through the journey on the bus.. luckily i got up just when the coach arrived coventry.. or else i don't know where i'd end up! hahaha..

as for uni life.. everything is pretty much the same.. either go to lectures or miss them.. come back to my room.. yup yup.. nothing special really.. there's an XRV performance next sunday which i'd be in.. XRV = xmas, hari raya n depavali.. 3 in 1 celebration.. i'm just apart of caroling.. lol.. *sings: we wish u a merry christmas.. we wish u a merry christmas... etc........*

2006-11-05T22:36:00.000Z

been really really really ill lately.. =(=(=(.. can't sleep properly coz keep coughing.. sigh.. i even talk like donald duck.. LOL!!! at least that's what my frens here say.. so sad..

went to Nottingham games yesterday.. saw Hui Yi.. Pheng Seng n Hon Chung.. a guy from CHMS Bandar.. we met like years back when we went on the school trip to china.. i was in Form2 then.. 3 schools combined for that trip.. CHMS KB, CCMS n CHMS Bandar.. oh well.. really cool.. saw Pheng Seng play basketball.. so ging.. can represent Nottingham Uni to play..

got programming test tmr.. hvn't studied.. yay! prepare to fail~~~~~

OUR ANNIVERSARY!

2006-10-28T17:42:00.000+01:00

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY TO KAN & KRYS!!! <33

**********-K2-*********

mwaks mwaks mwaks... v^_^v

the only thing that is missing is u by my side.. but i guess what's important is that we're in each other's hearts.. =P love u!!!

2006-10-24T21:24:00.000+01:00

i'm supposed to be doing my coursework now.. it's due in next week but i just can't concentrate.. more like doing other stuff than what i'm supposed to do.. lol.. kind of struggling with my course at the moment.. obviously as i have not done any programming before in my life.. but i'm glad that there r other frens that r willing to help me whenever i need it.. other than that.. everything is alright.. except a couple of singaporeans that ruins my daySS a lot of times! sorry la.. not to be discriminating or anything.. u all should know the singaporeans very "kia su" one la.. so fake tim! even my bro can't stand them! that reminds me.. my bro is STILL staying with me.. he's booking his ticket to fly back on the 29th of november. At first when i heard 29th.. i thought he meant 29th of october.. -.-'''''''''''''''''...... help!!!! i can't stand him any longer... =S=S=S another 5 weeks to go dudes!!!! i'm seriously counting down man!

ok..swiftly moving on.. made a lot of brunei frens!! haha.. mostly malay of coz.. but quite a few chinese.. almost half the bruneian group is from KB/Seria.. and like we know so many ppl in common. like there's this guy called Aziz.. he also knows KimFui they all.. lol.. very small world indeed!

oh.. i've officially got a credit card already! makes me sound so old though.. haha.. used it for the first time to buy my textbooks.. spent 100pounds just on 3 textbooks.. die!! i'm so broke now.. my bro is also living off my money lo!!!!! damn it! coz my parents hv just stopped giving him money.. n he is not even working! my god.. i keep telling him to get part time job he dun want.. he is just an ultimate lazy ass! -.-'''''

oh oh oh.. one more thing.. received a package from my KanKan the other day.. i was walking down the corridor.. then my flatmate asked whether i've checked for post.. i said no.. n she said i think there's something for u.. so i go check lo.. then i was DAMN DAMN DAMN surprised to see a very very familiar handwriting on the package.. didn't take me 1 sec to recognise that handwriting.. lol!!! couldn't stop smiling.. then ran back to my room to open it.. he sent me some strepsils lo.. ^_^.. i got sore throat ma.. awwww.. i was so touched.. my bro even said i looked like someone that's gotten insane already coz i just couldn't stop smiling.. haha.. oh well.. everything between us going on alright la.. ^_^v.. <33 miss u loads ar!! =[

one pic to show u all

~~~~~~~~~ the first ever dish i cooked all by myself.. n it tasted quite alright too!!! kekeke.. nice?? =P

2006-10-14T16:42:00.000+01:00

boringness to the max! lol.. well.. actually had things planned out for the weekend.. first option was to go paintballing.. but i couldn't get the ticket.. so nvmla.. go nxt time.. then was supposed to go shopping in Birmingham but i woke up late.. so my frens left without me.. lol.. n i'm left here all alone.. oh well.. at least i've also got plans for the nxt 2 weekends.. wheee~~~~~

week 2 of uni is better la.. more familiar with ppl n places ma.. hehe.. but i missed a lecture on friday.. AGAIN!!! it's 2 fridays in a row that i've missed my lecture.. i dunno what's wrong with me n friday morning lectures.. haha.. just can't wake up..

oh.. n i've made a bunch of Singapore frens through my flatmate Bryan.. he intro me to 2 other girls.. n the 4 of us cooked dinner together last nite.. haha.. so fun.. we took pictures of the dish we cooked n stuff..

met some Bruneians as well.. i went to this potluck on thursday nite ma.. n interestingly.. i met another "Foo" n he's also Hainanese.. cool!!! but both of us can't really speak it.. we counted from 1 to 10.. laughed our ass off when we tried damn hard.. but i dun think he realised he was half speaking Hokkien.. lol.. n now i've joined both the Singapore society n Malaysia society.. broke la me.. joined up so many societies n clubs.. no more money lo!!!!

at last a girl moved into my flat today.. coz i was the only girl in the flat before this.. hehehe.. felt like the odd one out.. coz when they r talking abt football.. haha.. nothing for me to say.. well.. surely the next person moving in will be a girl.. so i'm just waiting to see who.. =D

2006-10-06T18:29:00.000+01:00

week 1 of uni ended.. hehe.. one weekend coming up.. missed my first ever lecture today. just didn't wanna get outta bed.. quite a lot of ppl didn't go too.. so i dun feel that bad.. haha.. enjoying my time over here.. so far not much lectures hv began so this week is quite relaxed.. but nxt week onwards it would be hell! haha.. lots of lectures..

moving into my permanent accommodation tmr.. they gave me my first preference man! haha.. in Claycroft ppl share bathrooms.. but i dun hv to.. muahahaha.. i got the disabled ppl's room so i've got my own bathroom! which is totally cool! it's big too.. but it stinks which makes my room smell funny too!!! hhmm.. lol.. even though i still really like it.. coz it's like near Tesco.. near my department.. near the Sports Center.. near the kitchen in my flat..

everything's all cool!

2006-10-03T22:22:00.000+01:00

MONDAY 2ND SEPTEMBER

back in uk luuu.. the flight was horrible man.. haha.. never ever ever again m i going to use RBA for long distance flight.. horribly uncomfortable.. no personal screen to watch movie already bad enough la.. n the flight took 17 hrs added up together.. haha.. had to stop over in Dubai.. while i was waiting to board the plane there.. this woman approached me.. u know women in Dubai hv to cover everything up in black just left 2 holes for their eyes.. waaaaa.. damn scary.. coz i had nowhere else to look.. i had to look straight into her eyes to talk to her.. n her whole body is black.. imagine it dude.. so so so like ghost.. i took me ages to process what she was talking abt.. n i ended up saying i dunno.. haha..

took the coach to Coventry.. my god.. the taxi drivers here r so horrible.. noone would ever help u with ur luggages.. EEEEEEEEE!!!!! hate it.. got to my uni just to find i hv nowhere to stay.. so they temporarily put me at Westwood.. which is damn far from central campus.. abt 15min walk i guess.. -.-'''''.. n i hate walking.. sigh.. but i like the room though.. even it's small.. it's equipped with absolutely everything.. got en-suite toilet.. iron.. kettle.. tea n coffee provided.. towels.. waa.. hehe..

met Emma n James first.. us 3.. omg.. we did absolute crazy things.. went out at 6.30.. there was this Freshers' party.. but i was really tired.. so i didn't wanna go.. had some drinks.. they were like.. nvm.. we'll walk with u back.. coz the road really dark n u just wouldn't wanna be on ur own.. then we came back at abt 9.. knocked on everyone's doors just to see if we could meet ppl.. haha.. met Matthew first.. then we went around destroying property.. moved a big pot of plant to the middle of the staircase just to block ppl's passage.. HAHA.. met more ppl later on.. then by 10 something.. i couldn't stand it anymore.. went back to my room n took a shower n went to bed..

then this morning.. i think we were the biggest bunch of freshers group.. we call ourselves "the rejects".. haha.. there were more than 10 of us eating breakfast together.. n we walked to induction together.. it was great fun.. then had to separate after that to go to ur own department.. the first person i made frens with was this indian guy.. sigh.. exact same course n personal tutor as me.. n i remember i was telling Kan how i dislike indians.. n lookwhat i ended up with.. some things r really better left unsaid.. sorry la.. not being discriminative or anything.. but he's alright.. then the nxt person was a china man.. n i dun like china men either.. but i quickly ran off.. hahaha.. my course has only 3 girls lo!!! damn it.. the rest all boys.. =S=S=S.. oh oh oh.. n i met Nate Barker.. someone from RGS.. i was like walking to my department n i saw a person walking quite awkwardly.. i recognise that walk.. haha.. he walks awkwardly.. n i was like "NATE!!!!!".. bless him.. at least someone i know from before.. hehe..

went back to my room when i finished my inductions n meeting personal tutor.. went out with the rest of the housemates here for dinner.. then played pool.. wanted to get into the Student Union as there was this thing going on.. but the queue was so so so long that it put us off.. so we came back.. n just chit chat.. really funny group.. not bad.. ;)

one chapter of my life finished.. n it's now a start of a new chapter.. ^_^

2006-09-27T17:08:00.000+01:00

woke up before 8am this morning.. lee gave me morning call.. my god so funny la.. we were playing rock, paper, scissors on the phone.. who lose who drive car out.. not surprisingly.. i lost!!! hahaha.. so blur la.. just wake up 1 min n hv to use so much brain cells already.. but my mum didn't let me use the car.. coz she had to go out.. n my dad used the other car.. so ended up lee had to come pick me up also.. blehz!!! =P

then went to the market for breakfast.. tapao some food for my mum.. so came back home gave her her fried kueh tiaw.. n went straight to hospital.. at first just accompany lee.. but ended i also went to see doctor myself.. hehe.. but then before seeing the doctor.. lee was like.. "krys omg.. how?? later the doctor see u got so many bruises n he'll think that u've been abused.." n i was like.. "YA HOR!!!!" n we were there thinking of reasons to give for my bruises.. then just ended up borrowing her bag to cover up my hand.. but haha.. failure.. the first thing the doctor said was.. "what happened to ur arms? y so many bruises? got biten is it?" HAHAHA!!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the bruised parts rn't just bruises u know... they r also quite swollen! there r more further up my arms.. these r just a few.. my cousins even said.. "wa.. so many curry chicken!" =_='''

went to change my badminton grip in the afternoon.. tomolo go play badminton ma.. was so pissed in the afternoon.. grrrr!!!! oh well.. it's over.. then went out with my aunt & uncle's family & grandma for dinner.. waaa.. so full.. nothing much then came back home la..

2006-09-25T16:25:00.000+01:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO KIMFUI & 20th TO BONG SHEN!!!!! WOOHOO!!!! OLD PPL!!! lolxxx..

we started celebrating last night.. or should i say this morning? =P i ninja out at about 11pm.. Carlman came to pick me up.. then we went yamcha at MN.. before i ninja.. i just arrived home at about 9 from Miri.. i went to Bintulu for the weekend ma.. actually went to see Chinese Doctor.. the doctor said i've got very weak body.. the first thing he said was: "u hv problem with ur head.." n i was like -.-'''''.... haha.. nola.. bcoz i wash my hair really late at nite n i've got thick, long hair.. really not gd for me n no wonder i've got terrible short term memory.. then the nxt thing is that my stomach is inflame.. sigh.. so many problems la me.. -.-..

anyway.. while we were at MN.. Poi Chee brought Lee n her sis n KimFui to MN to join us.. at 12am.. we all wished the 2 bday boys happy birthday la! it was so funny though.. even though they were just right in front of us.. we all took out our phones n sent them texts!! haha.. Jian even phoned Bong Shen to greet him.. there were more than 20 of us.. the whole gang was basically there man! except err.. "our sister"! LOL! but in the end also called her to come out la.. i think we were the noisiest table there that night.. haha.. so many cars that nite.. just lack my 138 or 1388 n lee's 7052.. hehe.. if not.. almost the whole gang's cars r out last nite..

then we went around cruising in cars.. met so many police cars.. lol.. i was in ZhiYung's car.. n he didn't on his headlights.. luckily the police didn't stop him.. *phew*.. then went to pick Jacq up n headed straight to Carlman's hse..

arrived his hse.. things weren't ready yet ma.. so everyone was doing their own stuff kinda or just sitting there doing nothing.. Kevin n I took HawHaw's Toyota Celica n went driving la.. waaa.. cool man! the car's pick up so fast.. zoom here zoom there.. hahaha.. n we did something.. lol.. HawHaw, Carlman n HonVoon took Kevin's car in exchange ma.. we met them at one corner.. guess what they were doing??? looking at "mountain pig" (in chinese).. hahaha.. suddenly can't think of the english word.. wild boar ar?? i dunno.. anyway.. they used the car's headlights to shine at it.. its eyes were glowing in yellow colour.. my god.. quite scary la..then it went hiding in the bushes.. so we left.. drove one round n went back again.. this time.. my god.. we saw 2 boars running just right beside our car!!! Kevin was driving at that time.. he was so scared he accelerated so fast.. haha.. i mean who knows that boar would come chasing us n bang our cars?? better play safe.. lol..

we then went back to Carlman's hse.. drinks n food were out.. hehe.. time to party.. they had Chivas n Smirnoff.. we played the 5,10,15,20 game.. n who lost had to drink la.. haha.. being me.. as always slow reaction.. i had to drink a lot.. that Kimfui drank till his whole body was red man! my god.. everyone was really "hin" last nite.. not everyone was downstairs drinking though.. there was 1 in Carlman's room.. playing CS.. haha.. then it was massaging time.. haha.. the 2 massagers as usual.. Kevin n Jian.. had to give us service.. haha.. we even danced Buttons once again.. haha.. just for fun..

soon after.. a few went home already.. i still stayed back though.. me, Jian, Carlman n Jacq were left outside listening to very steam love songs.. haha.. n just talking n as usual they were smoking la.. i tell u.. my lungs so surely become very black already now.. everywhere i go hv to breathe in smoke.. especially in places like MN.. then we went upstairs.. Bong n ZhiYung were there.. i dunno what game they were playing but i'm sure it was football.. i fell asleep.. haha.. then i woke up.. it was 5.45am already.. had to get back home b4 parents wake up.. arrived home at 6 something.. then slept..

today didn't do much.. went out at 1 something.. non stop eating for me today.. haha.. feel so uncomfortable.. i've got new bruises on my arms though.. stupid ppl la.. keep biting me! haha..

2006-09-24T15:10:00.000+01:00

some pics i took in hk.. =D

~~~~~~~~~driving an "L" car.. but wait.. Kan no licence.. that makes it illegal driving.. HAHA~~ just joking!
~~~~~~~~~ went on a Pooh Pooh ride.. awwww.. it was so cute n fun!! hv to pity Kan.. a "big" man to ride on such a little kid ride with me.. keke..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Minnie & Mickey kissing.. lolx..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kan & i.. in front of Sleeping Beauty Castle.. got fireworks that nite..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~ sing k... *la la la* i must sounded horrible.. luckily i didn't break any glass.. haha..

2006-09-23T00:00:00.000+01:00

saw out picture on the newspaper for the performance.. my face so so so square.. lol.. the pig beside me (roland) no change la.. still the same round.. keke.. but KimFui's face.. waaaa.. become so small.. nice nice.. lol.. i hv 23 mosquito bites on my legs n hands man!!!!!! damn! mostly r sandfly bites la.. so the bites r BIG N RED N SWOLLEN! my legs so ugly now! god! already got a few small bites since HK.. then i came back.. got worse! bcoz dance practice was outdoors.. sigh.. got bitten lo!

well.. i hv to go to Bintulu for the weekend.. so Krystal will vanish from brunei for 2 days.. sigh.. being forced to go.. every time also like that.. what can i do??? when it comes to my mum.. i m absolutely powerless.. -.-

2006-09-18T13:12:00.000+01:00

performance last nite was a disaster.. well.. maybe not that bad la.. Tai Woon was alright.. quite orgianised i guess.. but Buttons was.. eerrrr.. i made quite a few mistakes.. haha.. n i was out late for my solo dance part.. n out late for the chorus after the solo.. damn it! so funny though! lolxxx.. but they all say it was nice la.. except for those mistakes.. n the VIP guest there really liked our dances.. n said that they'll call us to dance whenever there is a function.. cool ei?? so we really hv to think up of a name for our group.. i strongly suggest "KB Dolls".. HAHA!!!!

n now.. i'm dead meat.. it's to do with uni la.. dunno how to say.. until i've come to a decision then i'll say it..

2006-09-16T19:39:00.000+01:00

what a dramatic day it has been today.. it was all gd.. untilllllllllllll...

got woken up by my gal frens this morning.. call me go out yamcha.. it was already 10 something that time.. so also time i should be up.. then quickly zoom into the toilet.. brush teeth etc.. then they all came liao.. i was only wearing my bra n underwear when lee n chien came.. LOL!!! n so nung la lee when i opened my room door.. she was wearing my mum's hat.. HAHA.. then i simply just put on some clothes n went out..

came back home.. then went out at abt 1 to kevin's hse.. play jimrami.. whatever it is.. dunno how to spell.. hehe.. nxt time play mahjong.. =D.. then halfway.. my mum called me.. she couldn't get the Saab to work.. couldn't on the engine.. haha.. so i drove there to her rescue.. then she drove the X5 away.. n i knew how to get the Saab working.. so did my magic.. n... TADA~~~~.. drove the Saab back home.. n drove the X5 out again.. went back to kevin's hse for a bit.. then after that went to lee's hse.. then went to Ming's hse.. dance dance dance..

got home at abt 5.30pm... had to get ready quick as there were ppl coming to my hse.. didn't help out much at home.. sigh..went out at 8.30 to go to Kuala Balai.. dance practice again.. at least now i'm quite familiar with the dances.. Tai Woon ok.. but Buttons still got some part quite blur..

we left Carlman's hse to go to MN yamcha.. this is where something happened.. sigh.. i should've waited for everyone then drive off.. but i saw Kevin drive off liao ma.. so i thought i follow him lo.. how i know where he turn oh! so i was like.. nvm la.. wait for a while.. then Zhi Yung was behind me.. still waited waited.. drive out very slowly wait for them.. then i saw got a few cars behind me already.. then accelerated lo.. there was this stupid idiotic guy who parked his car at the side.. didn't even signal to the left or put double signal.. (not double angle.. lol..).. very dangerous la!!! i was lucky that i noticed it wasn't moving.. so "sim" to the right quick.. Zhi Yung followed suit.. but lee didn't see.. coz it was raining.. but lucky she break la.. waaaaaa.. then Jian was behind.. "sim" to the right.. Kevin behind Jian also sim.. everyone was able to sim.. but YuBing's car skid n got in between Jian n Kevin's car..bang! when this happened.. i was already out the highway waiting for them all.. driving like a snail.. so slow.. haha.. that's y i was wondering y they all so slow la.. all bcoz of that BW9595.. better find out whose car that is!.. ggrrrr!!! anyone who knows pls inform anyone of us! need to discuss $$$ matter with that no brain son of a b****.. YuBing's car totally cannot use liao.. Kevin's also so flat at the side.. first time accident happen between us la.. sigh.. as long as noone got hurt la.. that's most important.. =)

got back home at 2am man! n my mum didn't even give me a call to shoo me back home! hahaha.. truly break record la me.. =P=P it's now 3am.. too full bah so cannot sleep yet.. just now yamcha eat too much.. but now better liao.. i hv to go to bed liao la.. or else cannot wake up tomolo.. hv to practice our dance again.. then performing tomolo nite.. waaaaa.. nervous.. wish me luck!~~

2006-09-14T18:29:00.001+01:00

Kankan is on the plane to uk by now la.. hehe.. fly...........whee~~~~~~~~~~~ i'll also be going back soon lu.. another summer holiday gone.. hehe.. oh well.. hope we get to see each other soon.. ^_^v.. remember our ¡Ûlove~

lately.. just busy with dance.. always dance till like late at nite.. then go out yamcha.. haha.. been out till almost 1am these few days.. just tell them to sleep first.. dun hv to wait for me.. n my mum didn't even scold lo!!! wahahaha.. lucky me.. coz i got the car what.. they can't force me to go back home..

we're going to perform this sunday.. quite nervous coz i'm not really familiar with the steps yet.. then got one song not even finished choreographing.. so yeah.. i'm sure i'll get to it.. =D.. at the mean time.. haha.. that roland.. so funny la him.. he's learning "Tai Woon" (a song by Kelly Chen).. haha.. n i came up with a story for it..
---> once upon a time the sun is very hot n there are 2 beggars.. help one shade for a while n then the other too.. take money out to donate to the beggars.. the left one first then the right.. then roll the popia.. n give it to them.. slice the pizza to the left.. slice the pizza to the right.. but i want the pizza back.. so kick u.. NAH!!!! *piang* *piang* (sound of gun).. slice u.. i defend.. gather up energy like dragonball.. n NAH!! i want my money back.. etc etc..
HAHAHAHA.. so damn funny la when we were doing the dance that time.. laugh my arse off man.. really! the dance still hvn't finish la.. but couldn't think of story liao.. lolxx

2006-09-10T16:10:00.000+01:00

back from hk la me.. sigh.. 1 week just flew passed like that so quick.. as they say.. time flies when u r having fun.. very true indeed!!!! had a wonderful time over there.. although at first i was so so so so so so so nervous abt meeting ken's family.. lol.. turned out okla.. not as scary as i thought it would be.. n guess what? i saw Kobe Bryant in Disneyland.. haha.. ^_^v.. it was all cool.. even though i was only there for a week.. but seemed like i've been there for a long time.. coz now i feel so weird.. like i'm at my own home.. the things i do also seem weird.. for example toilet is in different direction.. room nxt door is not longer ken n his grandma.. lol! no ken to wake me up in the morning anymore.. haha.. =P=P..

didn't do much la.. arrived back home at abt 8.30pm last nite.. then showered etc.. 10 something like that chien n jacq came over to my hse.. just hung out.. then went to pick up lee.. went abt roaming.. hehehe.. then went to MoiNam yamcha.. it was almost 1 something when we left.. went to the lagoon.. then they all came over to my hse.. my god.. they only went home at 6am!!! hahaha.. n that's when i only got to sleep!!!.. had to wake up halfway to send jacq back home.. slept the whole day today.. so tired.. then went to lee's at abt 8pm.. got updated.. wahahahahaha.. =P

2006-09-03T16:01:00.000+01:00

i'm here in hk la!! whee~~~~~~~ haha.. arrived yesterday.. met up with Ken n Angel at the airport.. then after that went back to my boi2's hse.. haha.. i was so nervous man! i had to meet his family.. i'm just worried abt the way they would judge me.. had a family dinner that nite.. but oh well.. everything so far so gd la i hope.. =D

went out yamcha this morning.. then went to watch movie.. it's called Sinking of Japan i think.. dun really remember.. okokla.. some parts i cried though.. just touched by the courage of the ppl to serve their own country even if they know they r going to die doing the task.. then went to this park.. didn't enter though.. coz we were afraid it was going to rain.. just stayed outside n took pictures.. lolx..

came back home quite early.. then ate dinner.. his cousin Veronica was leaving.. so they came over for dinner.. =) n it's the end of the day.. haha.. :P

2006-08-31T04:31:00.000+01:00

WOO HOO!!! guess what?? I passed my driving test at last! ^_^v.. yay! Let's celebrate! hahaha.. I was so so so nervous this morning that i had no appetite to eat my breakfast u know.. lolx.. n during the test.. my hands n legs were trembling real bad.. haha.. but it's over now.. just waiting for my licence to be issued.. can collect this saturday! wheee~~~

got paid today.. n plus my mummy give me money.. haha.. my pocket money to go HK.. lalalala.. =D

the only thing i hv to worry abt now is my uni.... sigh````````

2006-08-24T16:47:00.000+01:00

been at home most of the time this week so far.. excluding work that is.. hehe.. slept at abt 8 pm the past few nites.. gd girl lei me???? but then.. last nite woke up at 11 something.. n chat with my boi2 till abt 3am.. lolxx..

one breaking news for me.. one of my cousins caught the hand, foot & mouth disease man!!! but she's recovering la.. a few of my cousins got quarantined bcoz of that.. haha.. so lucky.. dun hv to go to skool.. =P=P

quite enjoyed my day today.. wasn't that productive at work though.. in the morning.. too sleepy to get anything done.. haha.. then slept during lunch break.. went back to the office.. didn't really start work till 3pm.. we were just talking.. n i even went out to buy ice-cream for them tim!!

after work.. went out with Willy n Hui Ching.. they came over to my house first.. n i personally made them iced milo (which i owe willy).. finished our drink n we headed straight to the beach.. went to the playground n just chill out.. hv to catch up la.. so listen to their stories.. n they listen to mine.. n we saw Adwin n his gf.. so sweet of him to bring her to the playground.. hehe.. see them both playing swing together.. a happy couple indeed!

there were loads of ppl at my hse today.. my hse was totally packed! their cars even had to park until outside my front gate! haha.. so many little kids also.. really funny la tonite! that HengHeng.. Jacq's little bro.. he was like.. A for apple.. B for book.. C for cat.. D for dog.. E for elephant.. n F for???? hahahhaa.. at first we all heard.. F for fuck.. HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! we were like.. wow! so young also know how to swear.. i told him to repeat but he didn't want oh! so i told his mum la.. hahaha.. i was like laughing till my stomach really hurt.. then he repeated.. F for FROG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.. haha.. n then i brought the kids out to my back garden.. got table n chairs there ma.. let them draw n colour lo.. there were loads of mosquitoes.. i had like 7 bites!!! i couldn't stand it.. n told my dad to get me those mosquito coils u can burn to prevent mosquitoes to come near u.. omg.. guess what my maid got me??? she took out those cockroach trap!! HAHA.. so funny.. this time i really had no strength to stand at all..

then nothing la.. went out to MN yamcha for a while.. i drove there myself oh!!! haha.. my dad let me use the car lo!! waaaaa.. even break record now! driving with my parents knowing that i'm using the car! met up with Lee n Jacq.. they were with a bunch of Bandar guys.. they introduced me to them.. but i wasn't really interested.. so i stayed for a few min then left.. went to Kevin's.. Jian got onto my car n even brought shit in with him! my god! i demanded him to wash the car mat man! YuBing was helping the rest cut their hair.. haha.. nothing to do.. then came back home la! ^_^v..

2006-08-21T18:37:00.000+01:00

update here la!! haha.. =P

another weekend spent at Empire Hotel.. but this time with family.. there were 8 of us all together.. in one villa!! waaaa.. indescribable la the villa.. hhmm.. even though it's a small hse.. but seriously.. i'd be happy with that small hse for the rest of my life.. haha.. nice n comfy sofas.. balcony.. nice view.. 2 bedrooms.. 1 kitchen.. everything extra large i tell u! especially the master bedroom! haha.. n the original price is like B$ 1,800++.. n imagine i stayed there for 3 days n 2 nites.. all free! all we had to pay for were the facilities we used at the country club! haha.. i think the weekend altogether we spent less than B$100.. haha.. steady or not? at a 6 star hotel.. even cheaper than staying one nite at a lousy hotel..

it was fun la.. the only trouble was going out.. we had to always order buggy.. n hv to wait for ages!.. n sometimes the driver not friendly at all gei! so rude.. we had all our meals in the E Club Lounge.. so posh!! we went there like 3 times a day.. breakfast.. high tea.. n mocktail! haha.. of coz hv to use the facilities to the fullest ma.. the staff working there see us until dun wanna see us anymore ar! haha.. n i tell u.. at last!!! i hv eaten blueberry muffin!! yay!!! haha.. hvn't eaten one in 2 months la.. but not nice gei.. lol..

we actually spent the whole weekend at the hotel.. we didn't go anywhere else.. mostly spent the time in the country club.. played basketball.. badminton.. swimming.. bowling.. waa.. on sunday.. we just went swimming n played basketball.. but today.. we all got up early coz had to checkout soon already n we wanted to make full use of our time.. had breakfast.. n headed straight to the country club.. started off with bowling.. at first it was my cousin's mum also known as my godmother.. my cousin Joey.. me n my mum.. haha.. i won this game.. i scored 117.. waaa.. i think i had wind man.. seldom that i'd score 100+ in bowling.. then we continue the 2nd game.. but this time it was my dad.. my uncle.. my cousin Ben n me.. this time competition is on man! everyone so ging! haha.. my uncle let me 20 marks ma.. haha.. my hand was really tired in this round so didn't play well.. i scored 104 n my uncle scored 123... which means..................... he lost to me by 1 mark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha... he was like "DAMN IT!!".. haha.. dun think he can sleep tonite.. lol..

then we headed off downstairs.. played bball.. at first started off with some shooting.. was winning my cuz.. then my uncle wanted to play 2 on 2.. so i partner my uncle.. Ben partner my mum.. omg.. my mum dunno the rules ar.. she so rough!!! so many fouls.. hahaha.. nvm.. we lost this round.. then change to my dad partner me.. even worse!! she was practically hugging my daddy.. didn't let him go anywhere! hahaha!! so i was like fine.. then i travel la.. just run straight to under the board.. shoot! n my uncle was the referee.. n he was like "beep!!!!.. no count!!!" lolxx!! so funny!! my mum n dad were fighting for the ball.. n my mum even swung my dad's glasses off!! haha.. omg.. it was real fun though.. i think we were the noisiest peepz in the club.. HAHA.. then played badminton.. hvn't played in a long while.. still can la.. haha.. not so standard.. but still got the skill.. can further develop! HAHA!!!.. n one more thing.. all throughout the stay.. my dad's been the camera man ma.. wahahaha.. so funny.. he kept instructing ppl to do this pose.. that pose.. as if he's a professional photographer.. funniness to the max!

we then went back to the villa to shower n change n checkout.. that's basically the weekend la.. one fun fun fun weekend indeed! family time is cool! ;);)

2006-08-17T16:13:00.000+01:00

this morning was alright.. went for my driving lesson.. going very smoothly so far.. learnt uphill already la! not bad at it too!.. then went for dancing class at gym after work.. more like aerobics la.. waaaaa.. sweat until like what.. whole body wet man! so nice smell too! haha.. gd exercise!

went home at 7 something.. this is where it all went wrong.. worst day of my life! received the fax of my results.. terrible! no eyes see.. at least my chinese got an A!!! cool!!!.. hvn't received any reply from my uni.. cried.. but also no use.. how can it help? nothing i can do.. except wait.. whatever happens.. this is the turning point of my life.. sigh.. no words can describe how scared i m.. how sad i m.. how worried i m.. it's just like i've fallen into a deep deep hole with noone to save me n no exit.. =(=(=(

2006-08-16T16:44:00.000+01:00

doom's day tomolo!!! my A Level results coming out! i know i'm not gonna get the grades i need.. but just pray hard to god that Warwick accepts me.. pls pls pls.. coz if not.. i'm not going to uni ga la.. pls pls pls!!!!

anyway.. i went to my cousin's hse again tonite.. then.. one thing.. my dad let me drive all the way up man! haha!!!! i mean in main road wor!!! something he never ever let me do.. i dunno what was up with him today.. just suddenly let me drive the car! woo hoo!!!!!!! ;) but bcoz he was beside me.. so i was quite nervous.. didn't drive properly.. lolxx.. but at least i've shown him i can drive! ^_^v.. *peace* my bro called me from UK when i was over at their hse.. talked to him on the phone for almost an hr.. my goodness.. must be really expensive.. but oh well.. hvn't heard from him in a long while.. n we had a great chat! =D

2006-08-15T16:05:00.000+01:00

my first driving lesson this morning! slept real early last nite coz i knew i had to wake up early.. my driving lesson's at 7.15am.. n being the slow slow me.. i had to wake up at abt 6am.. which i've not done since i was last studying at CHMS which was 2 yrs ago.. haha.. waaaaa.. i was still so blur even though i was already awake.. left home.. but then luckily not far away from home.. i remembered that i forgot my provisional licence.. turned back to get it.. my dad was quite annoyed.. haha.. his face basically showed "i thought i told u to get everything ready early!" on it..

was quite nervous before reaching the driving skool.. reached there.. saw my driving instructor.. she damn strict man! then went straight into the car.. thought me basics of the car etc.. first she started driving.. bringing me around the driving centre.. then she said it was my turn.. waaaaaa.. nervous.. luckily engine didn't die... YET!.. then after one round.. she got outta the car n let me drive around myself! -_-".. nvmla.. the compound quite small.. but then got once.. i was going uphill.. my car engine died! shit! i panicked like what.. hvn't learnt how la.. luckily first instinct.. HANDBREAK! lol!! i could've let the car slope back down.. but there was a car behind! shoot man!.. there were a few of us learning together.. i was like.. "krystal.. u can do it.. u can do it.." so i start the engine.. waaaaa.. this is the funny part.. put to first gear.. i just press the accelerator.. then let go handbreak.. then the car went flying up n down the hill!!! hahaha.. i was like in a rollercoaster ride!!!!.. luckily the car didn't fly up leaving the ground.. the ppl behind was making funny looks at me!!! hahaha.. then went straight to work after the lesson.. waaa.. my legs were so sore from pressing the clutch.. so tiring la driving manual cars!!! =S=S=S

at work today very relaxing.. only 5 ppl in the office.. haha.. then went yumcha after work.. i was describing shit n laughed until my cheeks were so sore!!! they then suddenly decide to play bball.. lee n chien went home to change.. we brought jacq back home first.. then i just decided to tag along to bball la.. but didn't wanna change.. haha.. so i was wearing long trousers n a blouse.. then still ended up playing ball! but couldn't play properly.. come on la.. in converse.. long trousers sweeping the floor.. haha.. how to play?? so funny la.. then i stuffed the bottom of my trousers into my shoes!!! haha.. imagine those kungfu ppl wearing trousers with something wrapping their trouser bottoms.. HAHAHA!!!! that was me.. but really couldn't stand it.. went abt asking for shorts.. noone has extra shorts.. haha.. oh well.. then i just folded up trousers.. like it was flooding!! this is the stupid me la! ^_^v

after that.. came back.. shower.. almost 9pm lo that time.. went to lee's hse just to watch Tokyo Juliet.. i blame her! she got me addicted to this tv-series! i seldom watch taiwan series ga la.. coz i think they really can't act.. so fake.. but then this one different.. Goh Kiat Chun is in it! Brunei actor man! hv to support own country's ppl ma.. haha.. he's our one hundred n one actor man! hahaha.. gd looking n has the body! he is also in Brunei's basketball national team right? *dreaming*.. haha..

2006-08-13T14:50:00.000+01:00

my favourite picture of the night

~~~~~ this pic basically took us 1 sec to take! haha.. we had a few attempts before this.. but ppl kept coming to take drinks.. n a lot of ppl were looking at us.. so we said later la.. then when the ppl finished filling their cups.. we straight away went into pose n Roland just clicked! there.. ur picture in 1 sec! couldn't stop laughing after that.. LOL..

2006-08-13T14:05:00.001+01:00

got woken up by my mum yesterday morning.. she just came into my room, laid down n squeezed with me on my bed.. -_-.. something she rarely does.. obviously i was still half asleep n half awake at that moment.. but then when she said there wasn't water.. i was totally awake straight away.. haha.. i can stand without electricity(but not at nite.. blackouts at nite frightens me! i freak out! the worst is when blackouts happen at nite n there is thunderstorm!! i'd rather faint that time.. haha!!).. anyway.. but i can't stand without water.. the whole neighbourhood no water borrr.. so she decided to go up Bandar.. i wanted to poo in the morning.. plus i got "auntie visit".. no water so i kept holding it in.. then went to my mum's fren's hse.. somehow got water.. showered etc.. but couldn't poo!!! HAHAHA!!

from there.. my family went straight up to Bandar.. had brunch.. then my mum brought me to the new Hwa Ho at Muara.. really huge la.. it's basically like a mall already.. or is that actually a mall? but the whole building is Hwa Ho's one lei.. from a small small supermarket become so prosperous.. steady!!

then went to The Mall.. went to the cinema watched Click.. at first i didn't wanna watch.. coz starring Adam Sandler maa.. so i thought it'd be just a typical kinda comedy not worth watching in cinema.. but............... turns out differently.. the movie turned out to be really nice man!!!! straight away fly up to the top of my favourite movies list.. haha.. very touching n meaningful.. highly recommended!!! towards the end.. i kept crying.. drop after drop after drop of tears.. haha.. then i saw my mum.. so nice.. leaning her head against my dad's shoulder! make me jealous! hahahaha..

then went back home straight away.. got party at nite.. someone's 18th bday.. n i dun even know the bday girl! haha.. there were 18 roses.. 1 boy had 1 rose n gave it to the bday girl n dance for a bit.. the 18 boys slowly take turn from the 1st to the last loooo.. so nice.. i was one of the 18 candles.. 18 girls take turn go up light up the candle that each one has.. give a short speech.. n put ur own candle on a stand.. then the bday girl has to blow out all the 18 candles.. after that.. it's all dancing.. got home.. went out MN yumcha.. got back home again.. n chat with my boi2 till abt 2 something.. ^_^v.. then went to sleep.. haha..

well.. i spent my whole day at home today.. something i dun think i've really done since i came back.. haha.. really relaxing n boring! hahaha.. my dad let me do some parking n driving in the afternoon.. n just sleep sleep sleep for the rest of the day.. ^_^.. got woken up at 6 something.. my parents were playing basketball outside.. -_-''''''.. my dad called me to go out.. i saw my mum making every single shot she made la.. i was well surprised.. but the way she shoots very funny la.. haha.. then my dad told me to make a shot.. n lol!!!!!!!!!! i did a few.. none went in!!!!!!!!.. all airball!!! hey.. i just woke up man! lol..

2006-08-11T14:57:00.000+01:00

@ Darrell's party

~~~~ everyone in paired colours (what a coincidence).. except me! so i became the camera man! =S=S=S only 1 proper couple which the blue team.. hehe.. red team r fakers.. n the green n black r gays! hahaha.. just joking ppl!!!

~~~~ cooking our food.. middle is the hotpot.. around can fry stuff.. the oil flew to my hands n face a couple of times! so painful!!! i was in-charge of the sausages.. noone let me lay my hands on the crab sticks.. or else all of them would be gone! haha.. then my fav was fried fish.. really nice.. then we improvised.. we fried the meat in chilli n sambal.. very nice ooo... ^_^v

~~~~ my table knows how to enjoy hotpot.. everyone standing up cooking n fighting for food.. like this sin got feel ma.. unlike the other table.. (look at the bottom picture).. here is the obvious part that i'm the odd one out.. look at the clothes.. everyone paired.. except me.. haha..

~~~~ everyone sitting down.. so cool! no feel la! Bong Shen doing all the cooking obviously since he's the only one standing up.. haha..

2006-08-11T14:05:00.000+01:00

let's talk abt yesterday.. lolx.. woke up n went to work as usual.. work is now much much better for me.. it's quite a fun place to be in actually.. u can hear ppl singing really out of tune.. or.. just chatting n laughing while doing work.. or when we r really bored.. we look down from our office window above at the way ppl park their cars!!! haha.. so stupid right? or talk abt food all day long.. my god.. we eat so much in the office everyday.. they even order pizza man! lolx.. there r really loads of stupid things that can happen in the office man.. but on the other hand it's getting busy n busier.. i dun complain of boredom now.. i complain of too much work now! haha..

it was Darrell's bday yesterday.. so after work.. went home, got ready n went to Darrell's party at SeaView hotel.. we had hotpot which was really nice actually.. until halfway.. Jacq msg Lee n we all left the party n went to her hse.. Chien went to her hse whereas me n Lee went to pick Roland up to bring him to Swiss Hotel to do rehearsal for the party on saturday nite.. by the time we got back to SeaView.. everyone was just sitting there chilling.. n they even cut the cake without us! fair enough la.. we left for quite a long while.. haha..

i went home early so that my parents could sleep early.. then i went out again! lolxx.. lee came to pick me up at around 11pm n 7 of us went to MoiNam yumcha.. haha.. i had my favourite iced longan with milk! so refreshing!!~~~ *yum yum*.. i really wonder what milk they put in.. ideal milk is it? then we all left n went to Temptation so join the others where they were playing pool on snooker table.. haha.. i dunno how it works.. but yea..

after that.. BunTak the gang called my cell n kept forcing us to go to their place.. i couldn't say no cuz they just said.. "we're on the way to pick u up now" n hung up the phone.. -_-'''''''''.. so we gals left Temptation went to their place loo.. picked up Lee from her hse on the way.. at first felt awkward coz i didn't really know the ppl there.. but met this guy called Armani who is damn funny man! he must be a real big fun of Gorgio Armani! HAHAHA!!! i mean come on.. who the heck in this world would name themselves "Armani"???? hahaha..!!!! obviously him! my god.. he kept saying he doesn't know english n kept on saying:" ching chung chung chang ping pong bang.. etc" =_=.. do u understand?? no right!? hahahahaha!!! stupidness! n i tell u a new way of saying cheers when u r drinking.. "yay! cheese!" or there's a type of dancing called shuffle.. i teach u another way of saying this also.. "i tell u oooo.. i know how to "suffer" very well ooo!" HAHAHA.. cheers=cheese.. shuffle=suffer..!!! we kept laughing at his pronunciation.. even now i think back.. i still can't stop laughing.. then nothing la.. went home at abt 2.30..

woke up n got to work again.. lolx.. went out with kevin, darrell, yubing etc yumcha after work.. went roaming round in the car.. visited my old houses.. the one in X12 n Pandan4.. so many memories with frens in my old hse man.. oh well.. time flies..

2006-08-09T03:11:00.000+01:00

I pass my law test la!!!!!!!~~~~~~~ ^_^v

Happy Birthday MAX DOI n FREDDY BOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-08T15:45:00.000+01:00

hhmmmm.. dunno what to blog la.. nothing much happen recently.. just been hanging out with the gals most of the time.. went to my cousins' on sunday.. then saw my grandma.. n the first thing she said when she saw me was: "i'm baking u a cake.." lol!! i was so happy man.. felt so special.. haha.. so yummy the cake!! =D=D.. then went home pray pray.. burnt those stuff for ancestors etc.. then went bball.. after that.. was supposed to come my hse watch movie.. but then changed to lee's hse.. went there cook n ate dinner at her hse.. but that was like 9pm++ liao.. felt like a family man.. haha.. so nice the feeling! but i ate so much! my god.. i've properly weighed myself.. n guess what? i've put on 3kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm seriously not going to eat anything this week.. just living on water!

then the weather these few days crazy also.. keep raining so heavily.. make my office so cold!!! hv to wear extra thick jacket.. haha.. especially this afternoon.. my god.. wind so strong tim.. like got typhoon.. the leaves n flowers on the ground were basically swirling up.. haha.. then i had to walk to lee's hse coz go yamcha.. my god.. luckily i was outside her hse already.. i felt 1 very very very big drop of rain.. n i straight away ran into her hse.. n it started raining cats n dogs! lucky me!!! or else i'd be drenched!!!.. my mum straight away phone me.. ask where i m.. i was so scared.. like she'd call to tell me off or something.. lolxx.. but turned out just told me to be careful coz the weather like that.. haha..

as for work.. getting more workload.. everyone is throwing things at me to do.. haha.. like today.. i was practically in front of the pc from 9am to 5pm.. my god.. my eyes were so painful!!!! so much things for me to do.. then something really funny happened this afternoon.. there was this girl.. she use her laptop until her screen suddenly black out.. lolx.. but then the screen was working a few min later but very very very very dim.. n the guy was fixing the lights.. so we had to hv the lights off.. she wanted to save all her work or else she's dead man.. n she couldn't see.. we all used our handphones to shine her screen.. n someone got torch light tim!!!! hahaha.. looked like doctor doing an operation.. haha.. i was laughing my arse off till i couldn't stand properly n fell!!! haha.. luckily got chair there.. -_-'''''''''

2006-08-05T16:32:00.000+01:00

another weekend.. hehe.. gives me time off work.. ^_^.. went out till 2 something last nite.. n woke up at 7am this morning.. coz my law exam was at 9 ma.. so thought i'd wake up early shower etc then revise.. but gik sei ngo!!! guess what?!?!?!?! my freaking driving skool ar.. gave me the freaking wrong time.. the morning session is for those that cannot read n write.. lol.. n when i wanted to book for my exam the clerk in the driving skool kept saying both morning n afternoon sessions also can one.. i'm gonna tell that clerk off when i see her!! make me lose my precious sleeping time.. nvmla.. got back home.. lee came over during lunch time.. luckily my exam was in the afternoon also.. then my exam was with Jian.. at least someone to accompany me.. haha.. what a coincidence man! book also book on the same day without even talking to each other.. i sat behind him during the exam.. the seats were so close together la.. he turn his head back definitely could've saw my answers.. but then i couldn't write properly la.. my finger still not yet recovered.. my whole finger is still purple colour.. haha.. oh well.. but i go outta the room earlier than him.. =P=P

then after the exam.. went straight up to Bandar.. bought stuff.. went to the cinema.. watched Dragon Tiger Gate.. very nice la the movie!! to me la.. coz i like all those kungfu kinda movies.. lolxx.. first time in my life that i thought Nicholas Tse is gd looking... ahahahaha!!! but the main character (i dunno his name..lol..) his muscles.. my god.. haha.. like his body!! anyway.. i saw the preview of Spiderman 3.. so so cool!!! but hv to wait till may 2007.. =_='''''

2006-08-01T16:02:00.000+01:00

terribly need to rest la me.. my cousin at my place didn't get much sleep.. she sleep so late loooo.. make me feel bad to sleep first n leave her to do whatever she wants.. then hv to wake up early.. =S=S..

plus today.. oh goodness.. while playing bball.. taking rebound.. my own teammate go n fight for the ball from me.. stupid! no eyes to see that is her own teammate ar her??? then she hit my back with her hips!!!! n my back hvn't fully recovered from last time.. waaaa.. i could hear my bones crack loooo!!!!! then after that i couldn't play properly already.. when walking hv to support.. haha.. they all called me old person.. lol.. i still continued to play though.. then my back got worse.. when i jump up n land on the ground.. my back felt like got knife stabbing in man!!! only then i rest.. but then.. my tragedy didn't stop there.. i freaking twisted my finger.. right hand's fourth finger!!! so pain!!! i can't even apply the slightest force on my finger.. my daddy help me massage just now.. till i cried man! haha.. my finger so fat now! dunno what to do.. =_='''''.. hai~~~~.. bball stops here for the moment..

2006-07-31T17:28:00.000+01:00

731.. another day worth remembering.. how was it created? all thanks to us 4.. lol.. halfway through bball.. was really hungry.. then went to Mum's Bakery just wanted to buy something light to eat.. i wanted to buy chicken quiche.. but then.. went there.. we all saw cakes!! being us gals.. got greedy n hungry.. kept looking at the cakes.. then suddenly thought of a celebration with just the 4 of us! the ultimate 4!!! hahaha.. we stood there dunno which oreo cheese cake to choose.. but chose the cheaper one in the end.. haha.. the sales person there said that cheesecake is nicer mah.. so trust her looo... put 4 of our names on the cake.. with a heart n frens 4eva! ^_^.. went back to play ball.. then reached home at 8pm.. went over to Lee's at 9 n celebrate.. 4 of us made our own wishes each n cut the cake together!!! haha.. we all wore nice nice.. n took pics.. etc.. typical of us to do that.. haha.. then went to padang.. bought chicken wings n chicken ass.. brought them back to Lee's house to eat.. very nice la the chicken wing.. *yum yum*.. haha.. chicken ass too!!!! LOL!! as i've told them.. i really like it when it's just the 4 of us gals spending time together.. can be as ugly as we like.. n hv a gd laugh abt it together.. talk abt our bf.. gossip.. ^_^v..

2006-07-29T15:21:00.000+01:00

this time kinda got caught driving the X5.. haha.. parents left home to go to Miri.. but then not long they came back home to get my mum's phone which she left behind.. but by that time i've already driven outta my hse.. lolxx.. came up with a reason which was totally crap.. but then luckily my cousin from malaysia (KK) is here.. so they can't really tell me off..

was out the whole day man.. so tiring.. only had 2 hrs of sleep.. slept at 4.. woke up at 6.30.. luckily Lee gave me morning call.. at that time no electricity wor the whole neighbourhood.. =S=S.. haha.. my sweat was basically dripping down my face when i woke up.. no air-con.. =_=.. didn't sleep at all after i woke up.. then drive here drive there.. CHMS had jogathon.. so went to my old skool just to hv a look..

brought the gals back to my home.. watch movie.. then go out yamcha.. then decided to play ball again.. but today's highlight is not bball.. is drums!!!! lol.. there was lion dance practice in the skool hall at abt 8pm.. so went in there to disturb them.. n finally.. learnt the first part of the drumming of the lion dance beat.. YES! hehehe..

got back home at abt 9.. my god.. my battery totally flat now.. can't stand it any longer.. whole body pain also.. totally knackered man! mite come online later on.. but i'm off to bed now.. my cousin's staying with me.. squeezing in my room.. my parents hv brought she n her parents out to yamcha.. lol.. one thing with bruneians.. one day can yam 10 times cha.. funny!

2006-07-28T17:19:00.000+01:00

attended my first ever law class today.. waaa.. i tell u.. the teacher no use.. haha.. teach me all the stuff can be found in the booklet.. n those long types of question.. he didn't even teach a single thing.. all i hv to use my common sense.. which i do hv luckily.. haha.. =P=P=P finish class already 10am.. then i was kinda lazy to go to work.. so kinda purposely said i was hungry n my mum brought me to eat breakfast.. only reached work at 11am.. then 12pm lunch time.. hahaha.. steady oooo me? ^_^v.. then in the afternoon didn't do much also coz i was just there talking to my colleagues.. haha.. basically talked the whole afternoon man! haha..

then got home.. got changed n went to play bball.. waaaa.. long time no properly play match.. cannot la.. my breathing was so terrible.. nearly suffocate!!! haha.. jkjkjk!!! need to build on my stamina man.. =D=D.. played till 7 seomthing then went back home.. showered n stuff.. then went to lee's house.. that's basically my day today.. highlight of the day was bball.. haha..

taking the gals out for a drive tomolo morning.. go hv breakfast n hv to be back home before my parents.. lolxx.. ^_^

2006-07-24T14:21:00.000+01:00

now this is what i call a weekend well spent!!! i warn u first.. this is going to be one hell of a long blog.. so just pick some sentences to read.. n zoom through.. haha..

we all went to Empire Hotel (the best hotel in southeast asia) on saturday to spend the nite there.. ok.. i've got to say.. the planning was not perfect.. n the trip was even nearly cancelled due to transportation problems n other factors.. dun even wanna mention it.. my parents drove me n the gals up to bandar.. picked up lee's cousin's car.. went to my shop.. had some measurements taken (my mum's making me a dress.. ^^).. then went to the hotel to check in.. the first time ever that i've stayed in a suite.. even though it's a junior suite.. it's still a suite.. the room wasn't as nice as i thought it would be.. but it's good enough.. we wanted to book 2 rooms at first.. but still decided that we all wanted to be in the same room.. besides the price is cheaper.. so ended up 15 ppl cramming into 1 room.. 11 boys vs 4 gals.. lolxx..

we 4 gals enjoyed the room first.. haha.. did funny things.. chien n jacq had "lesbo sex".. haha.. dunno whether lee has the video or not?? took our time to freshen up ourselves.. then went for complementary afternoon tea in the lounge.. felt so high class la me.. felt like we were daughters of millionnaires just enjoying our weekend in a high class hotel.. had cakes, scones, sandwiches, juice n tea.. we ate till we were so so so full.. but that still didn't stop us from swimming.. lolxx.. we decided to go before the boys came.. we went in the jacuzzi first.. the water pressure was too strong for me i guess.. the water hit my back so pain loooo.. couldn't sleep straight that nite.. like now i touch my back so pain.. feel as if it's bruised.. i'm sure it's the jacuzzi coz i didn't do anything that would hurt my hips that day.. then went to the swimming pool which was just right beside the jacuzzi.. can hop from one place to another.. lolxx.. taught the gals how to float.. haha.. i'm a bad teacher.. it wasn't a success.. but neither was it a total failure.. lolxxx~~~ then.. went up to sunbathe a little.. lolxx.. the guys then came.. brought them to our room.. got back down.. the boys also wanted to swim ma.. but some went to the country club.. they went to the spa i guess.. got sauna etc.. n omg.. something scary happened to me loo!!! the waiter suddenly brought a can of coke to me.. i thought the other gals ordered a drink.. but then the waiter said: "this is complementary from the VIP guess over there.. just for u..".. i straight away.. =_=''''''''''''''''''''.. didn't dare to drink it.. can't even see there's anyone in that direction.. then the boys came let them drink.. ^_^.. then the waiter passed by again n said: "will u be coming tomolo? he wants to see u.." go to hell la whoever u r! i was really so scared man! i didn't even dare to go swimming the next day.. but then.. forget it la.. dun care who that freaking person is..

at nite.. went out for dinner.. before dinner.. we made a "porn"movie.. HAHAHA!! of coz not real la.. so funny.. i couldn't stop laughing.. n so many audience.. then 11pm like that went to Jerudong Park. wanted to go watch movie.. but majority wanted to go JP. so many of the rides were sold.. n if not sold.. no maintenance so cannot go on them.. stupid la.. but anyway.. went on boat paddling first.. lolxx.. so so so funny.. n i was wearing skirt.. luckily it was at nite or else ppl would've saw my underwear.. lolxx.. nvm.. 3 boats altogether.. 2 other boats had 2 guy paddlers each.. we were the only boat with 2 gal paddlers.. but we weren't last oooo.. in fact i think we were leading.. but i sweat like hell la ha.. then when we decided to switch to let the boys paddle.. wahahaha.. this is the funny part.. we became last.. n the boys couldn't steer the boat.. we steered right.. the boat went to the left side.. no matter what we do.. it just went left.. so had the other 2 boats rescue us.. hit the boat on the back to make it go right.. still cannot.. lolx.. got rope one ma the boat.. let them pull us back la.. but the guards on the bridge above us came n told us off.. haha.. but then got sorted la.. was able to paddle back.. then we went on merry-go-round.. urmmm.. forgot the nxt ride.. wanted to play giant drop.. but it was closed.. issit water splash? i know we went on 3 rounds for that.. kevin, lee n me sat together.. each of us took turns to sit in front, in the middle n at the back of the boat.. screamed until my throat hurt man.. at the highest peak.. me n thien lee screamed: "ngo hai leng lui.." n kevin screamed:"ngo hai leng zai.." so funny!!!

the gals went back to the hotel.. the guys remained.. not all went to JP.. by the time we reached back.. they were hving pillow fight.. lolness.. i joined in.. first played against lee.. the score was 2-1.. i was leading i think.. then she forfeit.. so i won.. then i played against jacq.. 1-1.. then she forfeit.. but then decided to play against me.. n forfeit again!!! anyway.. then the other room got party.. a room turned into a party/disco room man.. my goodness they all.. went for less than 5 min.. i left the place.. didn't like it.. full of alcohol n drugs..

went back to my room.. guess what we decided to do.. wash hair!!!!!! u know like those in the saloon.. haha.. so funny.. i help Jian wash his hair.. coz he picked no.1.. there was a long queue man.. 8 ppl wanted their hair washed.. then YuBing was helping Kevin wash his hair.. he taught me how to wash la.. lolxxx.. so funny..

chee fung brought lee back.. she came in real drunk.. n puked man.. i was there to look after her.. only slept at 5am like that.. i'm lucky to hv got the bed.. the rest slept on sofa n on the floor.. a lot woke up to complain that their necks hurt.. haha.. n that YuBing ah.. i woke up to go to toilet.. came back.. the next thing i know.. he took my place already!!! ggrrrr!!! then nvm lo.. already woke up liao.. we all went swimming again.. we played the boat game in a big circle this time.. so funny also..

then nothing much already la.. had to go back.. shower n then check out of hotel.. lunch.. went back home.. a really fun weekend indeed!!!!.. just that lack of communication.. then at the hotel everyone had to fight for the shower.. n the room was so so so messy.. the toilet also.. the whole floor wet la.. n the nxt day.. everyone was like no mood like that.. too tired.. lolxxx.. we should do something like this again nxt time.. as lee said.. enjoy enjoy enjoy!!

just now went to tamu.. drove the BMW.. at last.. ate kebab (which is different from uk's kebab) n my beloved chicken butt!!!! so yummy.. hv to celebrate.. hahaha!!! stupid me.. ^_^

despite all these.. something's still missing.. Mr Wong! how r u ar?? u never contact me gei?? it's like we've totally lost contact.. so sad.. surely u've forgotten me already.. missing u terribly.. everytime i hv fun.. i'll think of u.. wishing u were here n i'll keep quite there lost in my world thinking of u.. sigh.. dunno y.. i know u won't think of me as much as i think of u.. oh well.. guess i'm the fool..

2006-07-20T16:22:00.000+01:00

1 week in vietnam = speechless.. lol!!! haha.. the trip was okkkkkkkkk la.. give u all some highlights only la.. firstly.. visit temples n ruins la.. quite interesting actually.. didn't know vietnam was influenced so much by China last time.. did a little shopping la.. not so much.. coz mainly go here n there visit places like temples, islands n beaches n stuff.. went on so many boat trips.. =S=S omg.. my skin so so so so dark now.. =_=.. lolxx.. n i tell u ar.. everyday sweat like hell!! my god.. including me.. a person that doesn't sweat much.. waaaaa.. so nice smell everyday.. HAHAHA!!! so hot la vietnam.. my dad's shirt all wet one lo.. i think the sweat i produced in the week in vietnam equals to 1 yr in england.. lolxxx.. or even more ar! i never sweat in uk before.. hahaha.. anyway.. one thing very "tor soi".. i was in the van looking at the nice scenery out there.. n guess what i saw? a naked man!!!! my goodness!!!! really so tor soi.. i didn't know he was naked until 5 sec later.. lolxxx.. when i actually processed what i saw.. i just saw his bush la.. nothing else.. lolx!!!! luckily.. already bad luck enough.. +_+

the place i enjoyed most was the 2nd day of the trip.. we went to this place called "Cu Chi Tunnel" (cu chi is pronounced as "gucci".. hehe..) where the vietnamese fought against the american.. n i was able to actually hold a gun n shoot.. with real bullets man!!! so cool.. got target.. but seeing as it is me.. i missed!! but when i shot.. i didn't really know where to aim.. until i already shoot the person then tell me i hv to aim the middle part.. i aim the head ma.. coz i thought can give my cow a head shot.. HAHAHA!!! my target was a cow............ or a goat....... dun really know.. picture not clear.. lol! =S used M16.. lolxx.. wanted to try AK47.. but to expensive la.. so suen ba la.. wa.. i tell u.. when u shoot ar.. the gun re-bounces back very painful one lo.. hit my shoulder so pain.. =S=S n so loud also.. deaf ar straight away.. but got wear those headphones kinda stuff la..

dun really remember what else happened.. hhmm.. nxt time then i story la.. ^_^v.. n pics too.. hehe..

2006-07-11T14:20:00.000+01:00

was doing some scanning just now.. so thought i'd scan something out.. the award i'm proudest to hv.. lol.. ^_^v

n i was watching the video angel took on my bday.. it took me ages to make a wish coz i could not think of what wish to make.. lolxx.. i was thinking i dun need anymore wishes coz i've got everything i need.. i've got u.. it's better than anything.. hehe.. well.. maybe except for the thing i wished for.. which will remain a mystery.. muahaha.. =P

2006-07-09T15:56:00.000+01:00

exchanged phone with Lee.. using w900i now.. nice la!!! hahaha.. ^_^v..

in the afternoon.. went out for lunch.. a very satisfactory lunch.. long time i've not been to Auntie's stall to eat.. haha.. then go out swimming later on at 4pm.. so fun! haha.. took pics n video.. n they all found a crab in the swimming pool u know!! hahaha.. they used it to scare me lo!! screamed twice so loudly.. hope noone was looking at me.. hehe.. then go yamcha n go CHMS after that.. the boys mainly played football.. some played basketball n the girls too.. me n Lee.. just sat there.. haha.. ^_^v.. n that Chee Fung ah.. finish football the body full of sweat.. wet until like what.. go rub on lee first.. then rub on me oh!!! shower already so clean.. n rub on me!!! lol!!! then a lot of mosquito bites bcoz of that.. i couldn't stand the mosquite bites then go back home.. haha.. kill him next time i see him.. so u hv to protect him la Lee.. muahahaha..

then at nite.. waaa.. kick la!!.. really had fun.. went out at 11 something.. we had a group of 5 cars at first.. so cool la.. 5 cars cruising together.. haha.. then we went to the lagoon.. blasting music here n there.. then increased to 6 cars later on.. kevin call adwin to come out.. then we all just round here n there.. went to Carlmen's hse.. watch Fast n Furious. they all really like that movie lo.. whatever we do here now is based on that movie.. haha.. okok nice la that movie.. quite similar to Inital D.. we were so noisy that the neighbours even came out to hv a look.. too noisy la our cars.. oh well.. then we all watch ball.. some play ps.. etc.. at 4 like that go out eat.. dwin bring me home.. we zoom up until 180 km/h.. haha.. we had to turn but he break a little too late.. then tyres made those screeching sound.. waaaa.. kick! reached home almost 5 in the morning.. n then hv to wake up at 8 like that coz go miri.. waaaa.. i think this week althogether i dunno whether i got sleep 24 hrs or not.. =S=S=S

miri today was tiring.. bought new pair of glasses though.. went out driving with Jacq at abt 8pm.. hehe.. this time use the X5.. so big.. quite hard to control.. haha.. hv to use a lot of strength when turning the steering wheel.. lol..

2006-07-07T15:17:00.000+01:00

went to Lee's sister bday party last nite.. at last i bbq a few hot dogs for myself!!! hahaha.. no skill la me.. they were all laughing at me.. seldom bbq myself ma.. always got ppl like Siaw Ching to do all the job one.. even Jia Wei had to come n help me spread on the bbq sauce. then my hair n clothes all smelly already.. =S=S.. but my hot dog nice lei.. hahahahaha.. they all sing k la then.. i had to go back home at 10 something.. oh oh oh.. i must mention.. that Kim Fui ar.. his singing really the best man! haha.. couldn't stop laughing when he sings.. luckily didn't break the glasses n windows.. haha.. i'm jk!!! =P=P gd entertainer..

then went out again at 12 something.. by then they start a little drinking already.. i m proud to say i didn't even drink a sip! they all drink i sing k lo.. ^_^v.. after 1 or 2 hrs almost everyone was drunk. i just went out with Kevin to bring Roland home.. when we came back.. practically everyone was drunk!! my god! so funny la.. haha.. everyone can't walk properly.. n the things they say.. see.. u dun hv to be drunk to enjoy the nite one la.. seeing those ppl make a fool of themselves even funnier!! kekeke.. then we all went out to eat at 3 something like that.. reached home at 4 something.. my god.. super speed to brush my teeth, change n everything.. then straight to bed.. this morning keep falling asleep again at work.. lol!!!!.. cannot la.. really cannot go out till that late during weekdays.. weekends la.. ;)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ rolz twisted his ankle while playing ball.. a comparison of his ankle n mine.. like pig leg ar his!! lol..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ my office work condition.. see how much i hv to do!!! everyday go through those files.. got more on the shelf tim.. =_="

2006-07-05T17:17:00.000+01:00

life pretty much the same.. except work better liao la.. still very challenging.. but at least getting to know ppl.. other than that nothing much la.. so far so gd.. going out n stuff.. still hvn't met everyone yet though.. haha.. i hv to be booked lo.. my schedule too full already.. n i've just got my provisional licence today.. issued on the day itself.. only cost me 5 brunei dollars.. in uk ar.. u need 38 pounds for one ar!!! my god!!! so expensive n u hv to wait quite a long while before it is sent to u.. =__=..haha..

oh.. i post some pics let u all see la.. my bday n last day in ripon..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~my bday

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~our "last" meal together..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~dunno what we were trying to do.. just trying to act sad i guess.. lol..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~me (rabbit).. sonia (tree).. angel (flower).. haha..

2006-07-03T18:36:00.000+01:00

first day of work = terrible!!! help me la.. two yrs without taking accounts all give back teacher already la.. then that person in charge of me think i m those so ging type.. just pass stuff to me n let me figure out n do myself.. lol.. i hope they dun think i'm some kinda professional or something.. i think i better go to work tomolo n make myself clear that i'm only 18 yrs old.. just finished A Levels n i'm just taking work experience.. not even got a degree yet! haha..

went back to chms just now.. my beloved skool.. haha.. still the same as last time.. met a few more frens.. they all play basketball.. i just shot some baskets la.. made a few 3 points!!!! muahahahaha!!! then got back home.. had dinner etc.. slept at 9.30pm.. then woke up at 12.30am.. coz suddenly remembered that i had to go out with Rolz n Fei Hao.. hahahaha.. overslept ar me!!! sorry ppl.. really really really sorry.. but i'm just too tired.. haha =P=P.. forgive me.. lol..

2006-07-02T17:23:00.001+01:00

back home la!!! at last.. after such a long long long trip.. i can start from ripon.. lolxx.. took the taxi from the boarding hse to the bus station.. then took the bus to Harrogate train station.. then took the train to york.. then to London.. then the tube to Southgate.. then the taxi to my guardian's.. spent one nite there.. then in the morning.. my guardian gave me a lift to Southgate then took the tube to Heathrow.. then on the 29th took the plane to KL.. the flight was quite fast tho.. didn't feel like it took 12 hrs.. there was this Vietnamese boy sitting beside me.. he started talking to me n asking me this n that.. he also studying in UK but just studying AS Level.. same age tho.. arrived KL on 30th.. met up with my parents.. took the taxi into the city.. met up with my Aunt n Uncle.. n saw my cousin n niece who is so so so so cute!!! hahaha.. dunno how old tho.. i think abt 1yr+.. ok... then took the coach to singapore.. attended the wedding.. shopping the next day.. blah blah blah.. then took the taxi to JB.. then to the airport.. then to Miri.. then drove up to KB.. then my house.. hahaha.. steady or not?? been to so many countries in just 3 days.. ;) beat that record man.. lolxxxx...

so i just arrived home hrs ago.. n went out with darrell they all just now.. darrell came n pick me up at abt 1am.. was talking with him in the car.. then someone hit my ear.. look at the back.. was Siaw Ching n Tat Tsian.. hahaha.. so funny la.. didn't notice that they were behind all along.. then saw Thien Lee.. miss everyone so much la.. mainly went abt cruising in cars la.. went to see Roland.. hahaha.. gave me a big big big n warm hug.. ^_^v.. then went up to Seria to take away fried chicken n fish balls for the rest.. lolxxx.. oh well.. i got work tomolo.. better get off to bed.. sleepy.. nitezzzzz

2006-06-28T22:06:00.000+01:00

left RGS for good.. haha.. leaving the place is not that sad la.. just leaving some ppl that makes it really sad.. will go back visit some day la.. come to think of it.. my 2 yrs spent in that skool wasn't that bad actually.. i mean afterall quite a lot has happened.. like it's my first skool in the UK.. first time boarding.. the first time i saw snow was also on skool grounds.. made frens.. met Kan.. lolxxxxx.. hv to shove that in coz majority of my memories in that skool is with him.. ^_^v hehe.. today's our 8th month of being together.. n is also the day that we left the skool.. so it's a "special" day.. lol..

done some major packing man.. luckily i started at the time i started.. if i started packing any time later.. i dun think i could've finished my packing.. i've got like 4 boxes.. 1 luggage.. 1 big bag.. total up to abt 85kg.. hahaha.. had sonia n vicky to help me with my stuff.. carry from my room to the Sani. waaa.. immediately burn so much calories.. haha.. gd exercise..

then today.. one horrible day.. my god.. my luggage is like 25kg.. then i've got one hand-carry n a laptop.. both of which r quite heavy.. from the skool up to Harrogate train station not much problem with my luggages la.. still can handle.. but from york onwards.. nightmare!!!! saw Kan on his train.. dunno what he was doing.. walking to the front.. then to the back again.. haha.. my train was like on platform 3.. so had to go down n up again to reach the platform.. down no probs.. got lift.. but go up.....my god.. the lift wasn't working.. i had to carry my stuff up one big flight of stairs.. left hand with my luggage.. right hand with my hand-carry.. i was practically moving like a snake.. like some drunken person.. HAHAHA!!! noone to help me with my luggage.. nvm.. didn't fall backwards already can.. succeeded.. but with both my hands wanting to break.. reached london kings cross.. the underground no lifts.. waaaaaa.. had to carry my luggages up n down.. up n down like what.. my shoulders n hands really hurt n sore now.. i've even got a deep cut on my ankle.. caused by friction from the luggage n my skin.. =_="

oh.. n i borrowed this girl my webcam.. n she lost it! diu!!!!! so expensive la that webcam.. sigh.. dunno how to get her to pay me back the money.. then maybe i can buy new webcam.. ^_^

flying 2moro lu.. should be nightmare again.. taking the underground to the airport.. hv to wake up early.. then check in.. 12pm flight.. the instant i reach Malaysia on the 30th.. as in KL.. my parents will be there to pick me up.. then straight away fly to Singapore.. go attend a wedding that night.. then fly back Brunei.. dunno when though.. waaaa.. it's gonna be one hell of a trip i tell u.. oh well.. until then.. see y'all back in brunei! n see u in hk.. hehe..

2006-06-16T15:39:00.000+01:00

18 luuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. so cool!!!! planning on buying alcohol n let ppl ID me just for the fun of it.. hahaha.. well.. my bday turned out a lot better than i thought it would.. seriously.. i was actually not looking forward to my bday at all coz i figured it would be a total disaster.. but oh well.. luckily it didn't!!!!!!!!! at least quite a lot of ppl remembered.. hehehe.. ^_^.. received quite a few msg.. n a lot of ppl sang me bday song.. lol..

the only disaster was that i didn't hv much sleep n started the day off with freaking business studies exams!!!!!! die la.......... seriously......... dead......... dunno whether still got chance to get into warwick or not.. but nvm la.. everything else was ok on my bday.. like Angel, Sonia n Vicky came blasting into my room bang on at 12 midnite. Scared the hell out of me i tell u.. felt that my heart actually skipped a beat.. i mean it was total silence coz i was doing revision.. n there was a sudden loud sound.. they r lucky i'm still alive.. lol.. n they made me a lovely card which they spent hrs making.. really love it!!! thanks u guys!!!! but we were too loud then Miss Boyde came up to tell us to shut up.. lolxx.. but oh well.. Kan called soon.. n i continued my revision.. =_="

didn't do much after lunch.. just watched tennis match.. then nothing la.. waited for time to pass by.. couldn't be bothered with revision.. went out for dinner with Kan at 6.30.. oh oh oh.. he gave me a playboy belly button ring which i really like.. hehe.. wore it immediately when i opened up the present.. ^_^.. we went to an Italian restaurant called Prima's.. the food there is really nice.. it's only the second time that I've been there.. haha.. ate till i was totally STUFFED!!!! so full la!!!! haha.. then took a long walk back to the boarding house.. when i went into the TV room.. everybody in there started singing birthday song to me.. was so happy.. haha!!! ^_^.. was speechless at that time.. then went into the prep room after that.. i saw it was totally dark n i thought that's not usual.. coz usually there'll be loads of ppl in the prep room.. then when i went in.. surprised me!!! Angel, Vicky n Sonia were there waiting with a cake!!! awwww!!!!! thanks guys..!!!! hahaha.. i was already really full at that time n i still managed to finish my slice of cake.. ^_^.. then went out for a while with Kan.. then suddenly Hui Yi called.. waa!!!! so long never talked to her.. suddenly call me.. hahaha.. cool!!!!

just enjoyed my bday a lot!!! i know i didn't do much.. but nvm la.. it's who i spent it with n the thought of my friends that counts.. ^_^.. a lot of unexpected things happened.. hahaha.. i love surprises!!! =P=P.. once again.. thank u all!! especially Kan for just being there! ^_^

2006-06-05T01:41:00.000+01:00

going back to skool lu.. which means even more exams.. =S=S=S.. didn't do much revision AGAIN.. typical of me.. got my laptop here to distract me.. but oh well.. hehe.. seeing as it's june.. n it's a special month i mite add.. give a birthday shoutout to everyone that has their bdays in june.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! lolxxx.. =D at the top of my head.. happy advanced to Jian n Hao!! =)=)

2006-06-02T03:33:00.000+01:00

oh gosh... just got off the phone with Kan not long ago... sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. can't sleep ar straight away..... not going to sleep tonite.. i think i'm looking more n more like a panda now.. HAHA!!! i just found out.... no wait... actually i found out yrs ago that i'm not gd with words.. but never knew i was THAT terrible with words... as in whatever that comes outta my mouth is the harsher version of whatever i meant... helpppp =S=S=S.. how can ppl be so gd with words n be able to comfort others? i think i need to go attend those classes.. lolxxx..

i've just done some major thinking lately.. ppl from different countries r really different man.. even though we're of the same race.. obviously i'm a chinese from brunei n he's a chinese from hk.. lol.. like the reactions i get from my frens n him r so opposite.. i find brunei boys a little bit more gentleman.. as in they treat their gf better.. hehe.. i'm not complaining or anything.. just stating the difference.. for example.. my god.. that Jun Seng bought his gf a $600 phone!!! admire that too death la.. haha..

n like for instance i told Roland n Fei Hao that i'm starving to death at my guardian's.. they were like.. better go eat more la.. dun starve myself.. or at least let me see them eat.. making me drool.. at least they showed they care.. but u know what ken said? he said: "it's just...u don't want to go out jei.. u can always go to supermarket buy something else to eat.........." n added :"i think...u shouldn't expect...they cook for u 24 hours ma... u don't have to pay...... so..." wa.. u know how disappointed i was to hear that??? n Roland n Fei Hao even said:" i'm sure if Ken knew u were starving ar.. i'm sure he'd fly straight to u bringing food.. who would want their gf to suffer le??"

i just hope u'd be sweeter n softer ma... sighzzzzz... honestly.. u dunno how i wish i could stick around u the whole day.. i wished there was a type of glue that will stick us both together n never let u outta my sight.. but i'm really afraid u'd find me annoying alright? everything that i dun do is all coz i'm afraid.. my dream day would be just the 2 of us spending time together all day long.. from morning till nite.. doing things together.. like falling asleep while watching tv together.. lol.. or go out for a picnic.. i'd really love to cook a meal for the 2 of us.. eat together.. let u taste the dessert that i make n stuff.. dun u think i admire those couples that can do those stuff together?? but u hv to understand our condition.. how can we do those?? i've always wondered how u look like when u're sleeping.. or the way u brush ur teeth.. i'd just really like to see the way u live ur daily life.. there's a lot u dunno abt what i wish we could do.. n plus i was so hurt when i heard u say u're sure ur parents won't like a kinda girl like me........... =(=( n u even added that ur happiness in our relationship is equal to ur unhappiness... so a piece of advise... in the future.. better look for a gf that is from hk.. n if ur happiness in that relationship is still equal to ur unhappiness.. better dump her n look for a girl that'll make u happy more than being unhappy.. but now u're stuck with me!!!! =P=P

2006-05-31T16:47:00.000+01:00

happy dumpling festival!!! hehe.. hvn't been to the beach for this festival in yrs.. 2-3 yrs maybe??? the last time i went.. i lost my ring.. it's just a pair of ring that couples hv.. had our names engraved on it.. "JIANSHIN".. but that's in the past.. lolxxx.. someone pushed me into the water.. i fell n my ring just slipped outta my hand like that.. learnt my lesson from that day.. never wear anything except ur clothes.. or even better.. dun wear anything at all.. haha.. =P

2006-05-30T15:14:00.000+01:00

i'm boreddddd... supposed to be revising.. but the instant i look at my business studies notes... i just wanna throw everything away.. or it'll just make me sleepy.. help me!!!! =S=S=S i need to find something to motivate me.. any ideas?? at the meantime.. i've been counting how many nicknames i've got.. lolxx.. i could even make a list..

- krys
- shin
- kei
- krysie/kryssie (created by Shu)
- baby (my parents used to call me that)
- tou fu (created by my mum from krysTAL FOO)
- krystal foo toothpick (created by my beloved cousins Ben n Jo)
- siao hei ren ("small black person"..dun even wanna mention where i got it)
- tan tai liang (surname "Tan".. "Tai Liang" is too bright in mandarin)
- foo tai san (by Dickson.. dunno what it means though)
- teddy (by Fei Hao)
- kryskrys (created by frens in the UK)
- taltal (created by Vicky Li)
- fu fu (got it flipping through a book of african dishes)
- dai zong zee (show middle finger in cantonese.. lolxx)
- Ky (pronounced as "Kai".. all thanx to my biz teacher)
- little bunny foo foo (thanks JD!! lol..)

etc.

=_='''''''''''''''''

2006-05-26T22:27:00.000+01:00

arrived safe n sound at my guardian's.. back to this place again la.. no particular feeling towards it.. oh well.. at least get to go online.. dl tv series like the oc, desperate housewives, one tree hill n lost.. muahahahaha!!!! ^_^v

post some pics of my last skool day..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the ever crazy chem teacher Miss Boultby & Angel & I

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Me, Susan, Sam & Helen

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Me & Vicky

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ got flour thrown at me.. well actually everyone else ducked outta the way except me with slow reflex... lol..

2006-05-23T22:20:00.000+01:00

officially the last day of skool today.. mixture of emotions.. happy n sad at the same time.. =S=S was nearly late for the leavers' assembly this morning. there was a video on the year group with pics of ppl when they were in form1 or 2 onwards.. which i thought was really cool n really funny.. they were all so cute!!!! kawaii ne!! lolxxx.. then came to the part where certificates were given out for "awards".. like the best party award.. or the worst driver award.. n my god!! so embarrassing.. Ken n i won "the Mr&Mrs Saul Award for the cutest couple".. both of us got up to get the certificate.. i was blushing like what la.. n the ppl were shouting "give her a kiss.." lolxxxx.. but i'm really proud though!! out of so many couples.. choose us.. hahaha.. at least got something to remember our time spent in RGS.. definitely going to keep it forever.. lolxx.. luv u to pieces Ken!!! haha.. ^^

then we went up to the sixth form common room to hv our lunch buffet.. a lot of ppl said congrats on the award. haha.. everyone was taking pics n writing on each others' shirts.. ppl even cried.. n Susan cried n said she was gonna miss me so so much.. haha.. bless her!!!! Mrs Saul even approached me n said i was a really gd student n it's been a pleasure to teach me.. haha.. cool ei?? omg.. she even asked whether i was proud to be her successor n be given the title of "Mr&Mrs Saul".. i was like =_=".. lolxxx.. then nothing much la after that.. the rest of the yr group went to fren's houses n went out all day long.. i couldn't really be bothered tho.. n it was raining.. oh well.. =)=).. n in the afternoon.. the boarding hse got trashed in flour.. haha.. really loads of flour on the floor n the sofa.. Roxy n Amy did it.. they're gonna get into trouble.. but i doubt it'll be anything serious tho..

going to my guardian's this friday.. better get myself in the revision mode.. need to get the grades i need to get into warwick.. mechanics already 1 disaster.. sigh.. but still.. add oil la me.. ^_^v

2006-05-10T17:21:00.000+01:00

replied to my offers la.. Warwick 1st choice.. nottingham 2nd choice.. now all i hv to do is to work hard.. hehe.. but still kinda not in the working mode lately.. =_=".. just feel de-motivated.. coz when i do work.. there r loads that i dunno how to do.. n that just pisses me off.. haha.. especially C4.. i've done 2 timed papers now n i just keep flunking them.. sigh.. oh well.. i've started stocking up now.. bought food n drinks.. need energy while revising.. lolxxxx.. getting fat again lu...

2006-05-05T18:32:00.000+01:00

at last the weather here is great.. first time in so long i can just wear a t-shirt out n enjoy the sun.. lolxx.. but oh well.. came back from blackpool almost 2 weeks already.. didn't do any revision at all during the hols.. was so scared to go to my business lessons.. n turned out Mr Andrew picked on me like hell.. couldn't do anything.. felt so miserable n just kept quiet.. =(

last weekend got chucked out by the boarding hse coz it's May Day Bank Holiday.. ended up staying at Sarah's.. went out to the pub n went to the Matrix on friday nite.. it was one hell of a night.. had a little too much to drink n ended up puking twice.. lolxx.. ppl kept buying me drinks n wanted me to finish everything at one go.. goodness.. but it was fun.. then didn't feel like going out on saturday.. stayed at home all day long.. even though.. didn't do any work.. =S=S hehe.. went to Kathy's on sunday.. they were all drinking.. but i just drank water.. gd girl ei?? ^_^v n watched movie.. Pride& Prejudice then southpark.. was singing the whole way thru the movie.. lolxx.. even though it's only one short weekend.. i think it's probably the best holiday i've had.. like the halfterm i went to Natasha's.. that was horrible.. then one halfterm went to my guardian's.. that wasn't particularly nice as well.. then easter.. it was ok.. but really boring!!! for these i couldn't wait till the end of holiday.. sigh.. -_-.. had always admired those that really enjoyed their hols.. like sonia.. every time she comes back.. she keeps on going on n on n on abt how fun her hols was.. could just sit n listen n wished mine was as fun.. =(=(

after the weekend.. stayed up 2 nites just to catch up with work.. i had terrible panda eyes i tell u.. lolxx.. it was so dark around my eyes.. haha.. at last caught up with my work yesterday.. n had a break.. but i hv to start working hard again today.. got loads of work.. won't hv enuf time to finish my work this weekend.. going out with my hunny 2moro.. fun fun!! =D=D=D pls dun rain..!!!

oh oh oh.. one more thing.. i was on the newspaper on wednesday.. i think.. i forgot.. muahahahaha.. it was just abt boarding la.. of coz got others as well.. but then took pics in my room.. Miss Boultby was pointing n laughing at me just now during her lesson.. n said: "u're in the papers!!!" u dunno how embarrassing it was.. everyone was looking at me.. n she even guessed it was my room.. she said coz it was very neat.. =_=.. n i even told her the papers stuck on my wall were all transition metal reactions n their colours etc.. she was laughing at me.. haha.. n before her lesson.. me n Nate were hving water fights.. lolxxx.. Nate was in his form.. then i went in to put my bag down.. too heavy to carry.. hehe.. then the next thing i knew.. my face was wet.. he pointed his bottle at me n squeezed.. he quickly ran off.. then Sam passed me a deionised water bottle.. i quickly ran outside.. he was still at the staircase.. n sprayed water at him.. but keep missing.. Dr Grime caught us though.. n nearly got scolded.. he said he wasn't impressed.. n u should see the look on his face.. waaaaaa... =_="

2006-04-19T16:55:00.000+01:00

time started off real slow here.. but then.. zoom.. a few days of hols left!! hehe.. i like it here.. met ppl.. did tonnes of shopping on monday.. basically every shop i went into.. i bought something.. i had to carry so many bags.. 5 hrs of non-stop walking n carrying shopping bags.. i would've continued shopping.. but when i was at New Look.. i couldn't swipe my card no more.. =_='''''.. HAHAHAHA!!!!! had to remove some stuff.. luckily i was still able to pay for the remaining ones.. or else it'll be so embarrassing. so obviously a little over spent that day. haha.. wa.. the instant i reached home.. straight away sat on the sofa.. couldn't even move a muscle.. my legs n arms hurt like hell.. lolxxxxxxxx..

then last nite.. went bowling with Kieran n Liam. dunno where Nathan went.. their mum brought us.. i remembered to cut my nails before going.. hehe.. just my right hand though.. i wouldn't wanna break my nails.. but guess what?? i broke my nail on my left hand instead.. -_- .. haha.. i sucked last nite.. couldn't bowl.. it kept going to the sides.. lolxx.. i started off alright.. got a few strikes n spares.. but then it just went downhill from there.. n 1 pin was missing from the 10.. so even if i didn't hit any pins.. i still get 1 mark.. hahahaha.. we finished bowling at abt 8 something.. the boys felt a little hungry so their mum brought us to McDonald's. it was a drive through one.. the guy serving us had a very gay voice.. Liam couldn't stop laughing which made Kieran laugh.. n guess what he ordered?? sweet n sour chicken... LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! i was thinking this is not a chinese restaurant mate.. hahaha.. the guy was like: "sweet n sour chicken?" the voice was so damn funny la!! it was supposed to be sweet chilli chicken or something.. after we all ordered n the window shut.. we laughed till hell in the car.. haha.. my stomach hurt.. then i went to their house for a bit.. watched football while eating.. they r football fanatics.. haha.. n their mum even said i had to convert to a liverpool fan to be frens with them.. i was like.. i'd convert to man utd though.. oh well.. barcelona won 1-0 to milan.. n i suddenly thought kaka is okok looking le... HAHAHAHA... i dunno y.. hehe.. =D

2006-04-11T16:50:00.000+01:00

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've got an offer from Warwick la!!!!!!!!!! At long last!!!!! i'm so so so happy.. hahahhaa.. nearly jumped outta my seat when i checked my ucas just now.. my heart was beating so fast la.. coolness!!!! now hv to decide on my second uni choice.. =S but i'm very satisfied with myself.. hv to study hard now.. gambateh!!!

also.. just a shout out to Siaw Ching.. HAPPY 21st BDAY!!!! n Stephanie.. HAPPY 18th BDAY!!!! lolxxxx.......

2006-04-10T11:57:00.000+01:00

all i've done is eat, eat n eat ever since i've arrived in blackpool.. die!!! hahaha.. dun say it's just a few days.. i can see a very big difference already.. my belly so big now!!! lolxx.. oh well.. i'm not going to eat much these few days.. i'm now at my mum's fren's neighbour's house.. they've even given me their house key.. lol.. i never knew ppl in uk still use dial-up connection.. maybe bcoz these ppl r old folks.. haha.. so ssllllloooowwwww to serve one website.. anyway.. nothing much from me la.. only my 4th day in blackpool.. time passes so slowly.. can go out shopping.. but wind so strong n cold.. n hv to walk abt 30 min to get into town center.. lazy la.. sigh..

anyway.. just post some pics la.. ^_^v.. at Ben's party.. on april fool's day tim.. haha.. luckily noone fooled anyone.. or else i'm definitely the first one on the list to be played.. =S=S maybe not la.. coz i've gotten a lot smarter!! hahaha!!! jkjk!! the party was alright la.. at least i enjoyed it.. first time i've ever danced with my bf.. *blushes* lolxxx.. not slow dance.. but not dance music either.. i also dunno how to dance.. simply jiggy here n there.. jump around like mad ppl.. *nod nod*.. so embarrassing la.. =S=S

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rob, Vicky, Buster & Lauren

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Buster, me, Lauren & Emma.. lolx.. pic a little too dark to see maybe.. =P

still got pics to come but i'll do them some other day.. the internet speed is just too slow.. make me wait until i wanna die liao ah.. haha.. n the neighbours r back..

2006-04-06T11:07:00.000+01:00

holiday la 2moro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! going to blackpool.. staying with my mum's fren.. hope i can steal someone's wifi nearby then can go online la during the hols.. hehe.. kankan left skool yesterday la.. miss him already.. he should be touring around Aberdeen Uni at this time.. hope he likes the place.. ^_^

skool's really boring this week.. like yesterday.. spent the whole day in the library.. sit until my butt also pain.. even more tiring than having the whole day of lessons.. =S=S=S basically my hols hv already started just that i'm stuck in skool.. sigh.. hahaha.. but no worries la.. going 2moro.. complain also no use.. better start my packing tonight too... not yet started.. lolx.. just dun hv the holiday mood yet.. =_="

2006-03-31T18:58:00.000+01:00

one hell long of a week.. dunno y it feels so.. but at last another weekend la!! =) really getting busy n busier.. got so many tests n hwk in 1 week.. basically every subject also got tests.. or timed paper to be exact.. had my first M1 timed paper last monday.. got back the paper today. n without revising.. got 50/60 marks! steady le??? haha.. quite happy.. i thought i did horribly coz i had no idea what i was doing.. anyway.. next week shouldn't be that bad la.. it will be a relaxing week.. a lot of teachers hv gone to Bewerly Park which is a third yr activity.. but very boring also with so many frees.. oh.. i received my first uni rejection.. guess from where? LSE!!! so sad la.. ='(='(

it was non-uniform day yesterday.. fortunately i didn't give ¢G2.. even tho it's not much.. but i'm goin to be bankrupt quite soon.. no more money to spend la me.. i started the day off without much.. as in no energy to give a damn abt anything.. but then suddenly became hyper after afternoon registration.. lolxx.. dunno what happened.. maybe because got sugar in my blood especially after lunch.. stupid reason.. but yeah.. then had maths lesson.. i suddenly came up with the idea to exchange maths class with sonia.. then she agreed.. quickly got outta the classroom before Mrs Cutress came in.. stood outside the other classroom with the other bunch.. mine wasn't much fun.. Miss Mumby found out the instant i went in.. n said u get outta here.. HAHA!!!! n Mrs Cutress even said "nice hat u got there.." to sonia.. she didn't notice it was sonia.. sighzzzz... =_=" but both maths groups definitely had some laugh.. then suddenly the first n second yr boarders call me their hot bitch lo.. haha.. overall it was a fun day la yesterday.. ^_^v

well.. nothing much tonite.. but 2moro... cinema in the afternoon.. watch Ice Age 2.. then at nite Ben's bday.. on april fool's tim.. haha.. heard not a lot of ppl were invited.. hope it's still gonna be fun la.. hehe..

that's all from me la.. i've learnt to not be so stressed this week.. u know how??? just by not doing any work.. hahaha.. i owe my business teachers loads of essays u know.. but i dun care.. i wouldn't wanna drive myself crazy.. haha.. rather enjoy myself n relax..

>peace<

2006-03-29T16:51:00.000+01:00

haven't blogged in quite a while.. haha.. my bad.. been too lazy to go into town.. n even if i was in town.. no time to go to the library.. so what's cracking? haha.. oh well.. kinda stressed lately.. everyone is just hving a go at me in every direction possible.. my parents.. my relationship.. skool.. uni stuff.. god!!!! sigh.. guess that's y i've been in the running mood lately.. went for a run last nite. it somehow just helps me relieve my stress n anger. lolxx.. i slept in till 11 this morning n skipped skool.. n i'm still tired.. lolxx..

2006-03-17T19:50:00.000Z

i've got numb fingers.. help.. can't feel much.. can't type properly as i dunno what i'm pressing.. hahaha.. it was snowing last weekend.. was out in the snow all day playing snowball fights.. had fun tho.. lolxx.. but if it persists long.. i think i seriously need to consider the doctor.. =S=S.. i dun want my fingers chopped off... NO!!! haha.. lolx.. *touch wood*

been ill.. until now.. still sniffing.. =(.. oh well.. no updates from me.. everything as usual.. but dunno what day it is today.. everyone n i really mean everyone is going to the pub tonite.. i think Unicorn's gonna explode with peepz tonite.. the reason they give is St. Patrick's day.. n ppl here r not even Irish.. lolzz!!!!!!! oh well.. hope they hv fun la..

2006-03-10T19:08:00.000Z

got dragged into town by Miss Vicky Li!!! she was like so desperate to go to the town library..i kept saying no.. but she left my room with that look on her face n i felt so bad rejecting her.. so got changed n here i m.. =S=S so tired!!! really lack of sleep la me.. even Mrs Stewart told me i dun look gd myself. somehow she kept emphasising that i had eating disorder or something.. not really eating disorder la.. maybe she meant eating not enough.. =S=S but i do eat.. just maybe i wasn't me for the past few days. no mood?? haha.. dun care.. feel better liao la today!! ^_^v now all i need to do is fully recharge my battery this weekend.. but so much hwk!! dunno how to do tim!!! die die die..... especially business!! the number of essays given is like hell!!!! =S oh ya.. got results back yesterday.. did ok for maths.. but i think i can do better.. so gonna resit in summer.. then business was HORRIBLE!!! but was able to raise my overall marks by 4.. lolx!!!

my mum's birthday today!! cannot disclose her age.. lolx.. then my bro went missing today. he went to vancouver with my Aunt n Uncle in USA. they called home saying they couldn't find him. got my mum so worried.. she called me during skool time.. n my phone went off during business lesson. so embarrassing!!! forgot to put on silent.. sigh.. =.=".. then called back during lunch time.. i just topup on wednesday.. n now my phone credit all gone.. left with ¢G0.01.. all thanks to my aunt back at home.. so long gas.. haha.. but now nothing liao la.. my parents called me during lesson time again.. but this time i put on silent.. so didn't get their call.. they just left a msg saying my bro was found..

what an eventful day today.. hahaha.. going to Loughborough Uni this wednesday.. just to hv a look la.. hope it'll be fun.. travelling alone though.. quite scary.. haha.. i'll be fine one la.. i hope.........~~~~~~~~

2006-03-09T16:21:00.000Z

i really give thumbs up to myself man.. only slept for 2 hrs last nite.. n i've still managed to walk into town. haha.. today so no strength la in skool.. been falling asleep in every lesson. just need to cool down myself.. what's wrong with me?? i seriously think i'm crazy.. i mean it.. like really mentally ill!!!!!!! i just keep causing trouble.. i'm a trouble-maker!!!! damn it!!!! i really deserve what i get in return. sometimes i wonder y do i even exist?? guess only god can tell me that.. just wanna leave this world.. but i dun dare.. i just can't bare the pain!!!!! sorry abt everything.. i know u've told me my sorry to u now is of no use.. but i'm TRULY VERY VERY sorry ok??? i m n will always be a nuisance to those close to me. i officially apologise to everyone for all that i've caused.. but all i know is that i can't lose u.. but if u think u r better off without me.. i understand.. just tell me.. i'd rather see u happy than suffer to be with me.. guess i should really disappear once n for all.. ='(

2006-03-03T19:16:00.000Z

this week's been.. hhmm.. eventful n busy.. first day of skool already got so much hwk to do.. it's friday now.. so imagine the amount of work i hv!!!!!! omg!!!!!! die die die.. then on tues.. hai~~~~~~~~... 4 month anniversary with Kan.. n gues what?? this is the "eventful" bit.. we got into an argument.. once again.. lolxxx.. nola.. learnt my lesson already.. haha.. i'm just gonna keep my mouth shut from now on.. no matter what.. i'll try though.. lolxxx.. it's not like i'll succeed.. but what can i do? i'm those type that worries too much.. haha.. just feel insecure at times.. n will think abt stuff.. hahaha.. oh well.. we're alright now.. but sometimes just wish he could be a little softer.. but that's just not him.. ='(

anyway... another weekend of nothingness.. except work.. lolx.. mite be going to bowling on sunday.. hvn't bowled in a long time.. it's my time to shine... muahahaha.. lolx.. as if i'm that good at it.. but i dare say i'm alright at it.. hehehe..

forgot to mention.. haha.. today me n sonia so funny la.. lolx.. we 2 wrapped up like dumplings man!! hahaha.. wear so many layers of clothes.. the friday before half term.. we 2 compete eat puddings.. ate so much that i almost vomitted.. but oh well.. n then this time.. compete see who wear more clothes.. i wore 5 layers(including bra).. she wore 7 layers(including bra).. lox!!!!!! hahaha.. she won!!! 2 weeks in a row!!!!! damn.. i've got to beat her some day.. see what will happen la nxt week.... >peace out!<

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2 ppl wrapped up like dumplings... 1 eskimo (on the left).. the normal person on the right... =P

2006-02-25T15:47:00.000Z

half term coming to an end.. going back to skool 2moro.. no particular feelings towards it.. haha.. just going back to skool.. continuing what i've done for the past yr n a half.. didn't do much work this half term.. dead.. just been online everyday.. lolx.. n this gave me a chance to really catch up with u all.. so funny la everyone.. hv been laughing till my stomach hurts..

it's just like.. after everyone's left CHMS.. they've been so different from who they were.. especially those that hv been separated from "the group" or "the gang".. for example.. me!!! lolz!! nola.. i'm still the same old me.. hahaha!!! =P but i bet everyone misses CHMS huh?? afterall.. it's our mother skool.. how long hv we been there for?? 13 yrs man!! 13 yrs!!! that's a long long long time.. obviously not everyone la.. but quite a number of us r.. we're bound to return or visit the skool one way or the other.. besides.. it's in town.. very gd place to meet up with frens.. n bball.. n.. i dunno.. just a place to hang out.. i'm sure u all should know this very well.. hahaha!!

lolx.. just a thought.... anyone interested in organising a meet up in like 10 yrs?? hahahahahha...... i'm too bored....... all sorts of stuff just keep getting into my head.. n i've just helped JD with his english.. all full of absurdness... oh well... anyone looking for any funny ideas.. come look for me.. afterall.. i'm the silly one!! ^_^v

2006-02-22T21:12:00.000Z

a day out with kenken!!!.. feels gd to see him at last.. ^_^v.. even though we just spent the whole day walking around london.. no $$$$$$$$ to buy stuff ar!!!!!!!!! my legs hurt now.. maybe bcoz i hv been on my butt continuously for the past few days.. ate noodles at long last!! u guys should know how much of a noodle lover i m. well.. maybe u guys won't know.. but my parents surely know. even last yr when i went back home for my summer hols.. the first place my parents brought me to was the hawker stalls in Seria (a town in Brunei) to hv noodles!! haha.. i had no idea how to express my joy just now other than just smiling while eating.. lol!!! didn't dare to say anything in front of him.. it'd be quite embarrassing.. oh well.........

we met at moorgate.. when i got outta the station.. Angel called me.. that was when i noticed my bracelet was gone! ken gave me it ga.. it's very important to me u know.. u might think i'm stupid or what.. but i treat that bracelet as a thing that holds our relationship together. like if i lose it.. it's the end.. *touch wood* i dunno when i started to hv this idea.. but i guess it started from the few very near instances that i lost the bracelet but was able to find it again n again.. even Angel said that it's like i'm destined to find it.. but this time... no turning back.. really lost it!! damn it! does that mean we're gonna hv bad luck?? DEFINITELY HOPE NOT!!!!!!!! *praying to God real hard* i nearly cried man.. i was really really really desperate to find it.. so Angel said she would call me back n i went back down to find my bracelet.. retracing my path just now.. but i just couldn't find it.. then while finding it.. i met ken.. haha.. we then took the nxt train to leicester sq.. really saying bye2 forever to the bracelet... i really had no mood that time... then luckily ken said.. "nvm la.. it's just a bracelet u lost.. as long as u didn't lose me.." ^_^v.. i felt a little better then...... haha... but still.......... =(=(

i know i hv to believe in the both of us........ not a bracelet...... add oil! it's a thinking a hv to erase from my mind..... hope i can do it...... *keep fingers crossed*

2006-02-19T13:06:00.000Z

it was Yves birthday yesterday.. my guardian's eldest son.. so we went out.. first for a show in Sadler's Wells.. it was something on Spanish dance kinda.. it was quite interesting honestly.. but throughout the show.. the dance n the beat was basically the same.. haha.. so it got boring from the middle onwards.. fell asleep.. lolz.. the show ended at abt 5pm i think.. dun really remember.. then we headed to chinatown.. had chinese.. ate till i was so full!!! from absolutely hungry.. to absolutely full! absolutely hungry coz i've not had any thing to eat before dinner.. except gum n sweets!! lol!!!

arrived home at abt 9 something.. had cake n champagne.. drank half a glass n my whole face went red almost instantly. then when i went for a shower.. i noticed.. my whole body was actually red.. there were red patches everywhere.. my god.. i think i'm really allergic to alcohol.. i can't even drink much. so eventhough i just had a little.. it was a little too much foro me.. so was a little dizzy n sleepy.. n just slept early.. haha.. stupid me!!

2006-02-18T00:55:00.000Z

~~~~~~~~~~~~ my valentine's gift... ^_^v

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ our soup... haha.. took a pic of this.. but forgot abt the ice-cream.. damn!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ me!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kan!!!!!!!! *mwaks*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the both of us... haha... =]=]

2006-02-17T23:32:00.000Z

i'm now here in london lu.. so fast halfterm already. honestly i'm very tired now.. i tell u i can't travel one lo.. i'll get totally exhausted.. like now.. but blog a lil won't hurt la.. hehe.. travelled here with ken.. luckily ar.. or else i'd be even more stressed out by now.. haha.. i think i better look for someone to travel with nxt time.. just feel safer.. i really can't travel alone.. things happen! lolz! Germain (my mum's fren's son) came to meet me in Kings Cross n just showed me which train to get onto.. haha.. actually no need for that.. but since Aunt Teri insists.. anyway.. not so bad la here.. at least i feel more homely.. n i had salmon just now.. MUAHAHAHA... been dying for some salmon for quite a while now.. i'm now sleeping in Germain's room. temporarily taken over his haven.. feel bad though.. haha..

well.. my v-day was well spent i might say. it's my first ever valentine's. never got the chance to spend with yung jian. so i didn't really know what to do. didn't know what to get.. was so lost!everything i did was last min. even a simple v-day card.. it took me AGES to choose one card. i wanted to buy a big one (roughly A4 size).. but then.. saw this card with "on our first valentine's day".. my attention was on that card straight away.. even tho the size is smaller. i tot the content was much more important than the appearance of the card mar.. so i said to myself: "nvm la.. this card would do.."

the stupid thing is.. i even wrote a draft!!! lolness!!! hahahaha.. u should take a look at my draft. so messy.. cross out here.. cross out there.. lol! i really didn't know what to write. it took me 3 hrs just to think of something to write.. n i wanted to write in chinese.. but unfortunately.. i gave most of my chinese back to my teacher already.. hahaha! besides.. i wouldn't be able to express myself as much if i had written in chinese..

ken called me after midnite just to say happy v-day.. haha.. apparently he was "busy with something".. in skool on v-day.. everyone received roses n cards early in the morning n was carrying whatever they received around.. a lot of them actually got quite nice presents.. anyway, Ken was kinda ill or tired that day.. so he went up to his room to rest la.. or should i say this was what I thought.. but!!!!!!!! haha.. little did I know.. he went into town lo.. developed pics n collected the rose he bought for me.. omg.. u should look at the card he made me.. it is really sweet man.. I actually cried while reading the card!!!! He spent AGES making the card. Compared to what he did.. I really didn't put in enough effort man.. I was so touched.. he wrote in loads of stuff.. n pasted our pics.. it's just the best card a person could ever receive!!!! as for me.. i just gave him a ring i folded out of US$1 note.. n a badge with "I luv 2 make love" on it.. lol!

We went out for dinner that nite though. he gave me the rose n the card before we set out for our meal.. had Indian.. ate loads of stuff.. there was complementary heart-shaped ice cream coated with white chocolate. n inside was a mixture of vanilla with strawberry ice cream. quite nice! i was actually so full that my tummy would burst.. Hahaha..

2006-02-10T19:31:00.000Z

friday nite lu.. so fast la.. nxt week half term already. i'll be going down to london to stay with my guardian. quite scary though.. coz i've never stayed at her place before.. n she has 3 sons.. i'll be the only girl.. of coz besides my guardian la. but shouldn't be that bad.. i'm definite that it'll be better than my last half term spent at Natasha's!!!!! that's was just horrible man!!! hahaha.. no plans so far except sleeping.. ^_^v.. sad huh?? lolz!

there were 2 very near instances where i was going to be picked to do the morning reading in assembly. i woke up kinda late on thurs.. so got to registration quite late. luckily ar!!! coz my form tutor was like forcing ppl to do the reading n everyone was reluctant to do it.. so they all decided that the next person that walks thru the door will do it.. i was just like 2 sec behind Susan!!!!! muahahahahaha... so Susan was doing it.. but she couldn't find a teacher to get the piece of reading from.. then Mr Andrew came to the library during the last 2 periods n asked who's in Mrs Sparey's (my form tutor) form.. i tot he just wanted to pass something to her.. so i happily raised up my hand.. little did i know that he wanted me to do the reading n passed me the sheet of paper!! i was like... NNNNNOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! luckily Harriet was there.. n she said she could do it! lolz!!!! lucky me.. oh well..

a day out with Ken tomolo.. more or less like an afternoon.. haha.. ^_^.. just to the cinema.. gonna watch Final Destination 3.. wooooo... scary...... +_+.. should be fun... ^^